I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 102's

Caterine could no longer think now. Sechil was no longer on his side. Sechil is also married to Ramon although Caterine explicitly forbids him.

Caterine clucked. The plan is completely ruined now. The opportunity to be able to master all the treasures that Rayan has increasingly felt impossible.

“Rayan and Sechil really no longer care about me now.” Mumbled Caterine frustrated.

The sound of knocking on her bedroom door made Caterine turn her head. Caterine could immediately guess it must have been the waiter who delivered the food for her. Yes, Caterine did not want to come out of her room anymore. Every morning, afternoon, and even night his food was always delivered by the waiter. Caterine never asked but the servants always delivered food and even snacks for her. It is like a very sick person who is helpless.

Caterine stared at the door of the room she had always locked. Both of his eyes narrowed with his brain starting to think. Suddenly arrived a smile engraved on his lips.

“Alright, new plans with new ways and thoughts.” Caterine muttered with a sly smile.

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“Master !! lady !!, Master !! mistress !!”

Aunty's cry made Rayan and Ramon who were chatting casually in front of the tv gasp. The two of them immediately stood up then immediately ran towards the voice of aunt.

“What's up?” Tanya Rayan intercepted the steps of the aunt who was running down the stairs with Ramon following her from behind.

“Mrs Caterine sir, Lady Caterine.” With a sigh, the aunt tried to speak.

Rayan swallowed his saliva. Worry began to creep into his heart. It's been almost a week that Caterine has never been out of her room. Caterine also always refused and did not want to open the door of her room if she knew Rayan who was in front of the door of her room.

“Why with mommy?” Rayan asked looking at the serious aunt.

“Mrs Caterine sir. Dia..” Aunty hung up her words again because of her stingy breath. It made Rayan a little emotional until she lost her patience.

Rayan ran past aunty in great hurry. Rayan didn't want to hear anything from aunt. Rayan wants to make sure for herself what's up with Caterine.

When he got to the door of Caterine's room that opened Rayan stopped stepping. The man looked at Caterine lying on the floor with a wrist drenched in blood. Yeah, Caterine slashed her own wrist.

“Mommy..” Lirih Rayan then immediately ran over to Caterine's helpless body.

Everyone in Rayan's residence was made to panic and stir in the fog when they saw Rayan carrying an unconscious Caterine. It also made Sechil cry because he was worried about Caterine's condition. While Alana, the woman was not out of thought with what Caterine did. But Alana guessed Caterine must have had a purpose in doing so. What else if not to provoke the sympathy of Rayan and Sechil.

Caterine was immediately rushed to the hospital with the handling of a trusted doctor. And as long as Caterine handled Rayan continued to hug the crying Sechil.

“What do you think happened exactly?” Alana asked Ramon who was sitting next to her.

Ramon who had been looking down immediately raised his head. Ramon frowned staring inexplicably at Alana who suddenly asked like that.

“What does brother Alana mean?” Ramon asked confusedly.

“Mommy is a resourceful person. Mommy can think of what we don't think of Ramon.” Answer Alana.

Ramon still doesn't understand. Ramon doesn't really understand how a Caterine is.

“My advice, you should be vigilant and be more careful. You should also take care of Sechil.”

Ramon was confused. In her mind it was impossible for Caterine to harm Sechil, her own biological daughter.

“How is my mommy doctor?”

Rayan's question made Alana and Ramon look directly at her. The two compactly got up then approached at Rayan and Sechil.

“Mommy I'm fine right doc? She's okay, doc?” Sechil asked in an impatient tone. His voice trembled with the accompanying sobs.

Alana and Ramon just kept quiet. They were waiting for a response from the doctor who had just come out of the ER room to deal with Caterine.

“Mr Caterine's condition is quite alarming. He lost a lot of blood and needed a donor as soon as possible.” Answer the old man's doctor.

“Take my blood doc.” Rayan said very quickly. Rayan could not dodge, she felt scared now. Caterine mother. And Caterine's not okay. Rayan was afraid that something bad might happen to Caterine. Caterine is her birth mother. Caterine is the woman who gave birth to him and has fought between life and death while giving birth to him.

Alana who heard that smiled. Alana was relieved that Rayan did not really care about Caterine anymore. But on the one hand Alana also felt worried that Rayan would be too sympathetic to Caterine. Alana is afraid that Rayan will change and take Caterine's side.

Alana did not say what when Rayan, Ramon and Sechil followed the doctor. Alana sighed then chose to pass away. Alana doesn't want to hear anything right now. Alana felt like she needed a place to lean on now. Alana could not fend off her worries now.

Unbeknownst to Rayan, Alana goes quietly to her mother Sari's house. Alana also turned off her phone did not want to be disturbed by anyone even though it was Rayan.

“Have arrived madam.”

The words of the taxi driver who boarded Alana managed to disperse the daydream of Alana. Alana immediately reached into her small bag and paid for the taxi fare and then got out of the taxi.

Alana stared at her mother's house. Alana's feeling fucked up right now. Rayan, that man must be unaware of his departure from the hospital right now. Rayan was too worried about Caterine who inexplicably tried to end her own life.

Alana called the security guard at her post and asked to open the gate. After the security guard opened the gate Alana did not forget to thank the security guard. Alana stepped slowly through the courtyard of her mother's house which was not as wide as the courtyard of the luxurious residence of Rayan. Alana thought maybe by being next to her mother her mind could calm down a little.

“Alana?!” Sari who was making cake dough in the guest room was surprised to find Alana appeared in front of the main door of her house. Sari immediately stopped her activities and then approached Alana who continued to stand quietly on the side door of her house.

“Nak, where's Rayan? Why are you alone?” Sari who did not see the whereabouts of Rayan immediately felt worried. Plus Alana who immediately rushed to hug him very tightly and her body shook.

Understanding the situation of her daughter, Sari immediately leads Alana to enter her house.