I'm Not a Substitute

I'm Not a Substitute
Episode 152



Today Alana invites Rayan to visit the imprisoned Caterine. Not only invited Rayan, Alana had also contacted Sechil and made an appointment to meet there.


“Rayan..” Call Alana to Rayan who is just silent while driving her car.


“Hemm.” Saut Rayan turned his head for a moment and threw a thin smile on his lips at Alana.


Alana clucked slowly. Her husband had no intention of visiting Caterine. Rayan did not refuse anything more angry but her fear was like a person who was very lazy.


“You don't want to see mommy?!”


Alana's questioning tone was a little firm making Rayan aghast. The man looks wrong and then smiles at Alana who is looking annoyed at him.


“Yes I intention dear.. I'm just a little lazy. I was confused how to deal with a mommy who cried as much as she wanted and asked to be released. Do you know what mommy does? Mommy even injured her cellmate who made mommy's punishment should increase.” Rayan's expression immediately turned sad considering what her mommy was doing.


Alana closed her eyes for a moment. Her hands stretched out and touched and then gently rubbed her husband's sturdy shoulder. Alana also might be like that if she was in Rayan's position now. Confused and worried.


“I know, I also understand how you feel Rayan. But.. Mommy is still our parents. No matter how bad he is we must not lose our love and respect. Maybe at this time indeed the door of mommy's heart has not opened Rayan.”


Rayan pulled out her car. The man grabbed Alana's hand on her shoulder and kissed the back of her hand long ago. In his heart Rayan is very grateful for having a wife like Alana who can always balance his attitude. Alana is understanding and can always calm her heart and mind with her speech.


After kissing the back of Alana's hand, Rayan felt a calmness in her heart. Rayan smiled sweetly looking at Alana who was also smiling at him.


“I don't know what I would be without you Alana. You are everything to me.” Said Rayan slowly.


Alana laughed softly. The woman drew her hand which Rayan kept holding then sighed.


“I'm not as good as you think Rayan is. I am full of flaws. Maybe that is also what makes mommy until now can not like me.” Lirih Alana with a straight view ahead of the road that is still lengthened that morning.


Rayan smiled sweetly hearing that. Gently Rayan cupped both of Alana's cheeks leading her to have Alana look at her.


“Hey, why be discouraged like this dear.. You know why mommy doesn't want us to stay together?”


Alana stared right at the two eyeballs of Rayan who was looking at her very gently.


“Alana, there is no perfect human being in this world. So do you, me and all. We just have to be together to complement each other. Okay?”


Alana smiles and nods her head until finally the ringing of hp in the pocket in Rayan's black suit makes the romantic atmosphere between Rayan and Alana must be dissolved at that time.


Rayan sighed and let go of her fist on Alana's face. The man reached into the pocket in his suit and grabbed a flat object that seemed to keep screaming and could not stand the impatience of the caller across.


“Sechil.” Rayan muttered making Alana laugh softly because of Rayan's annoyed expression.


“What's up?” Rayan asked in an annoyed tone as soon as he picked up Sechil's phone.


While Alana, the woman focused her attention in front of staring at the various vehicles passing by on the road.


“Kak, me and Ramon are here. Where are you two? Is it still at home?”


Rayan glanced at Alana who was beside her before answering Sechil's question. Their current position is indeed close to the field where Caterine was detained.


“We are also close.” Rayan replied briefly.


“Ya already then, we meet there huh sis. Brother don't be long.”


Rayan disconnected her phone just like that. The man then restarts his car shortening the time to get to where Caterine should be.


Rayan's car and Ramon's motorcycle entered the area where Caterine was held in tandem. Ramon motorbike in front and Rayan car behind him. They compactly went down simultaneously but not with Alana who looked doubtful with the gaze continuing to lead to the bushel of food she was holding.


Rayan who opened the door sighed looking at him. At home, Alana was very excited. Alana also had time to nag him and assume Rayan had no intention of visiting Caterine.


“Sayang..” Call Rayan soft and gentle.


Alana sighed and turned to Rayan with a look full of doubt.


“Come down.. Sechil and Ramon are waiting. Pity you, Ramon will want to have a morning class after this.” Rayan's smile stared intently at Alana.


“Rantang this.. Don't I need to bring it inside? I'm afraid mommy won't accept it and instead misunderstood what I brought.” Alana said in a very slow tone.


Rayan looked at the rantang that Alana was holding then grabbed it.


“Let me take it. I know you've been very intent on giving this to mommy.” Said.


Alana was silent for a moment but finally nodded her head and got down from Rayan's car. The four of them then went in to visit Caterine, her mommy.


“Rayan.. Sechil.”


The happiness bolt was clearly on Caterine's face as soon as she saw Rayan and Sechil. The woman even took off the guidance of the officer then ran to hug Rayan and Sechil simultaneously.


Alana and Ramon. Both chose to stay behind because Caterine could not have expected his arrival.


“You two are here to bring mommy home, right? come on come on, baby.. Mommy is also not at home here.”


Rayan and Sechil stared at each other for a moment. Both of them felt very sorry to see Caterine. Her face was pale with dark circles in her eyes which meant that Caterine could not fall asleep soundly in her cell.


“Mom.. Let's sit down first.. I brought something for mommy.. This is specially Alana make for mommy.”


Hearing Rayan's soft words, Caterine's gaze immediately led to Alana standing side by side.


“Alana.” Mumbled. Both of Caterine's hands clenched tightly staring at Alana who was smiling sweetly at him.


“You.. Because of you, I went to prison. Because you are also Rayan does not care about me.” Caterine's growl made everyone there surprised. Caterine almost hit Alana if Ramon did not obstinately stand in front of Alana.


Caterine continued to shout feeling very furious at Alana who still looked calm. Whatever Caterine told her, Alana didn't feel the slightest bit guilty. Alana knows what Caterine got now was the result of her own actions.


Seeing Caterine acting anarchically, the officers swiftly arrested Caterine. They dragged Caterine back to her yard and temporarily barred anyone from visiting her.


“Kak Rangunnya for me alone may not, I happen to have not had time to buy food.”


Rayan smiled and immediately gave the bushel containing the food to Sechil. Rayan knows what Sechil means. Sechil did not want Alana disappointed because her homemade food was wasted.


“Eem.. It must be very tasty.” Sechil's smile was delighted.


Alana who saw that laughed. Seeing how Caterine was behaving, Alana felt more and more convinced that there was no mistake in her. What Rayan said is true. Caterine doesn't like him because Caterine feels that Alana is a barrier for her to control all of Rayan's possessions.