I'm Not a Substitute

I'm Not a Substitute
Episode 68's



For several days after Rayan revoked her facility, Sechil continued to blame and corner Alana. But Alana is not his name if only silent. Alana continues to fight and does not want to be defeated by Sechil. Alana did not care even though everyone in the house judged her childish because they did not want to budge from Sechil. For Alana, her self-worth is everything. No one should step on her pride including Sechil and Caterine, the mommy of her own husband.


“Sechil and Mommy are getting more and more outrageous days with you Alana, I'm sorry.”


Alana releases Rayan's embrace then looks up. Alana never once blamed Rayan with the brazen attitude Sechil on her nor the attitude of Caterine's self-knowledge. Alana knows Rayan never confirmed anything the two did. Rayan was always on his side.


“There is more important than that Rayan.” Alana's words made Rayan frown.


“What is it?”


Alana got up from her lying down which Rayan followed. The woman then got out of bed and opened her nightstand drawer, taking out one dus testek that Rayan had bought for her.


Rayan looked confusedly at Alana who even showed her one dus tespek that she kept.


“This month I'm almost 2 weeks late. But I haven't checked it.” Alana.


“What?” Both of Rayan's eyes widened. Late came the month almost 2 weeks and did not check it properly really makes Rayan surprised also worried.


“Alana, you know it's very dangerous right?” Tanya Rayan. Rayan did not want to be the least offending Alana who had been heartened to accept the situation in her house with the presence of mommy and her sister.


“Rayan, I just don't want to be disappointed. But tonight I'm gonna check it out. I'm sure I must be pregnant.”


Rayan gulped. If it is true that his wife is pregnant Sechil also his mommy should not know. That would be very dangerous for Alana.


Alana stepped into the bathroom after that. The woman did not feel worried at all about the whereabouts of Sechil and Caterine. Alana is confident she can face both under any circumstances. Even if she is really pregnant.


“Alana wait.”


Alana stopped as soon as she got to the bathroom door. The woman turned her body back to look at Rayan who was coming down from the bed and then stepped towards her.


“Why else?” Alana asked with a sigh.


“How can you be so sure that you are pregnant?”


Alana narrowed her eyes looking at Rayan.


“You don't want me to get pregnant?” Alana asked back.


Rayan shook her head.


“Not so, not so Alana.. I'm just afraid you'll be disappointed again.”


“This time I'm sure I'm pregnant. I always get sick in the morning. And I also feel something has changed on myself.”


Rayan looked at Alana from top to bottom. A little change is true. There are parts of Alana's body that make Rayan feel a little pangling even when touching it.


“I check first.”


Alana then went into the bathroom leaving Rayan who was just silent.


For almost 10 minutes Alana was in the bathroom and Rayan kept waiting in front of the door. The man looked a little uneasy waiting for Alana who did not also come out from inside the bathroom.


The open bathroom door gave rise to Alana who was so sumringah. Alana directly hit Rayan's body making Rayan slightly backward. Alana hugged the burly body of Rayan who was asking questions with the results of checking Alana with a pregnancy test device.


“How's Alana?” Rayan's question still hasn't returned Alana's embrace.


While Alana, the woman continued to smile in Rayan's arms. Alana felt very happy after seeing the results of her testing.


Alana let go of her embrace then looked up at Rayan who was so very high if parallel to her.


Rayan was very surprised to hear that. Alana's pregnant, pregnant with her child. That means that soon Rayan will be a father.


“You're serious?”


Alana nods her head while showing a test stick where there are 2 red lines that mean positive.


Rayan grabbed the stick from Alana's hand looking at him carefully. His relationship with Alana has improved for a long time. Love has also grown and developed so fertile in the hearts of both.


“Am I really going to be a father?” Lirih Rayan with both eyes glazed. Although at first Rayan felt not ready but not for now. Now Rayan felt very moved as well as happy. Alana is pregnant with her child, the fruit of her love.


Rayan turned to look at Alana who was silent but with a smile that continued to adorn her lips. Rayan grabbed both cheeks Alana cupped him very gently and then kissed all parts of Alana's beautiful face.


“Dragon he is good good dear.” Rayan whispered right in front of Alana's lips.


“That's for sure.” Reply Alana Kenudian back sprinkled hugging the burly body of Rayan.


After knowing Alana is pregnant, the next day Rayan immediately took Alana to the hospital. Rayan takes Alana to check her content for the first time.


“New Alana content 4 weeks. At a very young age is also very vulnerable this mistress must really maintain physical and body condition. Maybe nausea in the morning will often you feel mistress. But it won't last long.” Obviously doctor.


Rayan who was sitting side by side with Alana nodded slowly. Ready not ready now he must always be alert, guarding and making sure his wife and prospective children are good will be his main task as a husband and a good father candidate.


“Reduce the activity that makes your body weak madam. I will write the prescription of the drug as well as the vitamins that you should consume.” Add the pretty doctor with those glasses.


After getting a prescription for the drug as well as vitamins that must be redeemed at the pharmacy, Rayan immediately redeemed it. While Alana, the woman was sitting in the waiting chair while continuing to wipe the swab softly her stomach.


“Alana.”


Michelle's voice managed to distract Alana. Not far from where Michelle was sitting was standing with her stomach already starting to look a little bloated.


“You.” Alana smiled faintly. Michelle used to be her best friend even though Michelle ended up betraying Dion.


“Can I sit?” Ask Michelle slowly.


“Of course. It's a public seat. Anyone can sit here including you.”


Michelle laughed softly and then sat herself down next to Alana.


“How are you doing Alana?” Ask Michelle slowly. The woman with the milk chocolate dress smiled sweetly imagining her thick friendship with Alana first. Michelle even hoped that Alana would still want to be her friend again this time and so on. Although Michelle was embarrassed by her expectations.


“I'm good, very good.” Alana gave a quick look at Michelle.


“Thankful.” Michelle muttered with a smile.


Michelle took a breath. Michelle misses a time when she and Alana were so familiar. All the things they can talk about for hours even to forget the lesson hours when on campus.


“How is your relationship with Dion?”


Alana's question made Michelle smile wryly. The fruit of his betrayal of Alana is being harvested. But telling Alana everything would only embarrass herself. Plus Michelle felt unworthy to complain to Alana whom she had betrayed.


“Dion, she's an excellent husband.” Michelle lied with all the hurt and disappointment she felt.


Alana nodded her head slowly. Alana did not believe what Michelle was answering. Because Alana herself knows how Dion is now.


A few minutes later Rayan arrived. Alana immediately got up and said goodbye to Michelle who was silent crying to see Alana who was so loved and cared for by Rayan.