I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 193

This morning Rayan invited Alana to check her pregnancy to the doctor. Rayan looks very cheerful and enthusiastic at breakfast together. It was realized directly by Sari and Alana. They know maybe Rayan feels very relieved because Caterine is in the right place. In addition, his sister Sechil also really found his happiness.

“Mom's happy to see your husband like that, son. Unlike the day before, Rayan looked very cheerful. Rayan like no longer have heavy loads.”

Alana smiled approving of what her mother said.

“Yah's.. God is always fair and will show his justice at a very appropriate time ma'am.”

“Ya darling.. Mother will not stop praying and asking for the happiness of you and your husband.”

“Thanks for everything mom.. I love mom very much.” Alana's smile grabbed Sari's hand and held her tightly.

Sari clasped Alana's hand equally tightly. For the woman Alana is the source of her happiness. Alana's smile like the sun rising in the morning made Sari feel happiness in the description of the sky.

“You are everything to my dear mother. Promise to be always happy.”

Alana nodded then rushed to hug Sari who immediately replied to her

“Alana.”

Rayan's voice calling her name made Alana release her embrace on Sari.

“I go now bu..” Pamit Alana's.

“Ya son, be careful.”

Alana nodded then stepped away from Sari who continued to carve a smile on her lips staring at the back of Alana who kept away from her.

Since the beginning of Sari decided to take care of Alana, Sari has invested all her affection and love for Alana. Sari still very clearly remembers how the shaking of Sari's hand when she grabbed the tiny body of Alana who was still a baby. Alana who had to be an orphan at the age of corn.

“See your daughter and your second wife mas.. She grew up to be a beautiful, kind woman. She is also my daughter, my favorite daughter. He also treated my wounds for your betrayal. He turned my hurt and hate into love. The love that as time passes continues to grow to infinity as it is now. I hope you calm down there with your second wife. Here I will keep trying to protect and make sure Alana is okay and happy.”

Sari sighed. There was no more feeling of tightness in him like before. The tightness resulting from the betrayal of her married husband is silent with Alana's biological mother behind her.

“Mrs excuse.”

Sari turned her head when she heard Fina's voice. The woman smilingly looked at the high-pigled girl in the maid uniform she was wearing.

“Ya Fina, why?” Saut Sari asked very quietly.

“I permission would like to visit my parents today mistress. I already told mrs Alana and mrs Alana allow.” Said.

Sari laughed then nodded her head. Fina's words were like a frightened person not getting permission from Sari.

“Go kid.. Greetings to both your parents.. And bring whatever is there for your cool.” Sari said making a wide smile Fina immediately adorned her lips.

“Good mistress. Thanks very much. I excuse.”

Sari shook her head slowly looking at Fina who was stepping quickly with great enthusiasm. Sari had felt in the position of Fina where she had to go home often to make sure Alana was okay. Although in the past Sari often got anger from Rayan because she came home late and could not give the right reason.

-----

“You didn't go to college?” Sechil asked as he gently rubbed Ramon's blanket-covered arm.

Ramon usually wakes up first. But now, in the morning before noon Ramon is still at home hiding behind his thick blanket.

“Ramon.” Call Sechil slowly.

Because he did not get an answer from Ramon, Sechil also slowly pulled the blanket that covered Ramon's body. Curious, Sechil also touched Ramon's cheek. Both of Sechil's eyes were rounded as he felt the heat on Ramon's cheeks. Sechil then attached the back of his hand to Ramon. Sechil felt a direct heat on his back, even hotter than Ramon's cheeks.

“Yes god.. Ramon fever.” Gumam Sechil.

Sechil confuses himself. Sechil never takes care of the sick. But now her husband has a fever and no one can help him. Sechil doesn't know what to do now.

Sechil looked at Ramon's handsome face which was flushed red and slightly sweaty. Ramon's body also began to shiver, making Sechil increasingly foggy.

“He's cold.”

Sechil got up from his seat on the bed and grabbed a folded blanket on a small table beside their bed. Sechil enveloped Ramon with a blanket he grabbed but Ramon's body still shivered.

“Yes lord..”

Not knowing how, Sechil also chose to lie down and hugged Ramon's shivering body.

Sechil's embrace made Ramon feel a little piqued. Slowly Ramon opened his eyes. Her pale lips curled into a smile when she found Sechil sobbing while hugging her.

“Sstt.. Don't cry baby.” Lirih Ramon still tried to calm Sechil even though he himself was not okay.

“You have a fever Ramon.” Sechil answered between his sobs.

Ramon laughed softly. His body felt very cold now. His head was dizzy with a stomach that was like it was about to expel all its contents.

“I'm not papa.” Ramon Smile.

Sechil shook his head. Sechil really doesn't know what to do other than hug Ramon.

“Darling, please take wind oil well.. There's a drawer to that table.”

Sechil turned to the table where he picked up the blanket used to cover Rayan earlier. Sechil then released his embrace on Ramon's shivering body. Sechil took the wind oil that Ramon meant and approached back at Ramon who was lying down with two blankets covering his shivering body.

“It.. What else do I need to do?” Sechil asked Ramon in a trembling voice.

Ramon laughing. Sechil looks very innocent if it is like now. Ramon understood that Sechil could not take care of him who was sick. After all Ramon also did not want to burden Sechil just because he was sick.

Ramon tried to get up from lying down even though his body felt very weak. The man took down the blanket covering his body then opened the plain white shirt he was wearing.

“Ramon you why.”

“Darling please apply that oil to my body well.” Ramon's smile said with his hoarse voice.

Sechil swallowed his saliva. Sechil really feels himself very stupid and useless now as a wife.

Sechil nodded then poured the wind oil into his palm and rubbed it on his chest, stomach, and Ramon's back even to his arms.

After being drenched in wind oil by Sechil, Ramon again laid his body bare chest.

“Still yes dear.” Ramon's smile on Sechil who was silent in his tears.

Sechil rubbed his tears that kept dripping. Sechil felt himself to be unreliable. Sechil can't even take care of a sick Ramon.

“I.. I buy porridge first.” Lirih Sechil occasionally still sobbed.

When Sechil was about to get off the bed Ramon prevented him by blocking his arm. When Sechil looked back at him Ramon spread out one hand to code Sechil to embrace him.

“Buy the porridge later only. I'll call the porridge man to drive him here. Now accompany me first baby.” Pinta Ramon's.

Sechil laughed and came back crying. Sechil then went to lie down and hugged Ramon's flat stomach tightly. Now Sechil doesn't feel stupid himself. Sechil also felt Ramon was a fool for choosing her as a wife.

“You fool Ramon.” Sechil in Ramon.

Ramon laughed then wrapped his hands around Sechil.

“I don't care. I'd better say stupid as long as you're always next to me dear.” Whisper Ramon mesra.