I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 110's

Alana frowned when she saw Rayan who looked brooding in the balcony of their room. The man kept silent with his head looking up at the star-studded night sky.

Slowly Alana stepped closer to Rayan. When it got right behind the man Alana immediately wrapped her hands hugging Rayan from behind. What Alana did succeeded in jerking Rayan fading the daydream that was controlling Rayan's mind.

Rayan smiled looking down at the two hands of Alana who wrapped around her queen's stomach.

“Is there something bothering you now?” Alana asked as she leaned her head against Rayan's wide back.

Rayan sighed softly with a smile that continued to adorn her thin lips. Inexplicably why arrived Rayan felt everything that made her confused vanished just like that feeling the embrace of both hands Alana. His mind feels empty. And the problem disappeared instantly.

“Ya..” Rayan answered touching Alana's hand that wrapped around her stomach. Swiping softly.

“What is it about mommy?” Ask Alana again.

Rayan remained silent. The problems he faced were not just from one source alone. There's Sandi, Dion, also Caterine, his own mommy.

“This time is not a problem about mommy. But you.”

Rayan's answer made Alana frown. Alana immediately released her embrace making Rayan's body immediately turn to face her.

”About me?” Tanya Alana looked at Rayan seriously.

Rayan smiled with a nod of her head. The man then lowered his head and briefly kissed Alana's lips.

Rayan stared at the expression full of question marks Alana. If Rayan was honest and said what Sandi said about her, Alana would definitely not accept. Alana will also be immediately angry because the end of this final Alana is very easily angry and offended.

“Say now. Why with me?” Demand Alana to ask with such great curiosity.

Rayan chuckles. Once again Rayan kissed Alana's lips making Alana cluck. Alana feels played with now.

“Rayan...” Call him full of emphasis.

“OK okay.. Don't temp.. I was just kidding, baby. Don't be too serious.”

Alana's lips immediately pursed feeling annoyed because Rayan turned out to only suck it up. When he was about to turn around and intend to leave Rayan, Rayan immediately held him by hugging his waist friendly.

“Do not get angry... I missed you Alana.” Bisik Rayan put his forehead on Alana's forehead.

Alana was silent. Rayan is always busy. Rayan also rarely be friendly to him. Maybe because if it was night Rayan felt tired because of the solid activity during the day. That's what Alana always thought. Alana always tries to think positively of Rayan.

Alana sighed softly. His head looked up at Rayan who was much taller than him. Rayan's gaze was so gentle on him.

“Do you want me to flinch?” Tanya Alana offers.

Rayan smiled again. The man immediately shook his head rejecting Alana's offer subtly.

“Cium me.” Said.

“What is just a kiss?” Ask Alana for the umpteenth time.

“Hey you are my wife. I asked to kiss even more than kiss, even though no one would be angry.. You are all mine.” This time it was Rayan who was sensitive. Alana's question made her tension rise a little.

“Wow.. Patience sir patience... I'm just asking. Okay?”

Rayan clucking. The handsome man then released his mesra hug on Alana's waist. Rayan touched both of Alana's shoulders and slowly opened the cloth covering her clean white shoulder.

“Rayan.. don't be crazy, it's balconied.” Lirih Alana was worried. Rayan can be very savage if you can not resist his desires. Rayan can also do it without caring about the place like when they honeymoon on the island. Rayan almost touched him on the beach if Alana did not protest.

Both of Rayan's eyebrows moved slightly. The man kept Alana's shirt down and Alana's shoulders opened. White clean Alana makes jakun Rayan up and down. The man immediately imagined how soft and smooth Alana's pure white skin was when he touched.

Rayan again closed Alana's shoulders then smiled with a teasing wink.

“Alright we do in the room.” He said he grabbed Alana's body and took her into their room.

Alana could not refuse her husband's will. Because honestly Alana also misses her togetherness with Rayan. Alana misses Rayan's touch.

“I'll do it gently Alana.” Bisik Rayan while laying Alana's body on the king zise-sized bed.

Alana smiled with her head nodding. Alana was sure Rayan would definitely treat her with tenderness as well as love.

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Meanwhile in Sechil's room and Ramon a quiet atmosphere enveloped. Sechil sat alone on the bed with various thoughts that controlled his beautiful head. Ramon, the man has not yet returned. Ramon called himself home a little late.

Sechil sighed with both eyes closed. He was married to Ramon for almost 2 months, but Ramon never touched him. It is not uncommon for Ramon to even sleep on a couch. Ramon was very kind and attentive. Ramon always obeyed what Sechil wanted. But Ramon never did his duty as a husband does to his wife. Let alone touching, kissing it as long as they get married Sechil can count it. It was just a kiss on the cheek and a kiss.

Sechil reopened both of his eyes. It always bothered Sechil's mind. Sechil wanted to pour out everything that weighed on his mind but Sechil did not know who to devote it to. At Rayan and Alana, Sechil is ashamed. On Caterine it feels very unlikely. Caterine would have misunderstood.

“What exactly does he not love me anymore? Does he just feel pity and pity for me?” Sechil asked.

Sechil touched his own chest. There was a sense of tightness that made his breathing slightly falter. Thinking of Ramon who no longer loved him made Sechil feel sad and sick.

“No, I can't think negatively with Ramon. Ramon had a reason not to do that to me. Maybe he's embarrassed. Yes, he is just shy and feels unaccustomed.” Sechil again sat in trying to get rid of his bad thoughts on Ramon.

Sechil opened his eyes and sighed once more. Sechil grabbed his cellphone in view of the present time. The clock on his phone showed almost 10 p.m. Ramon called him 2 hours ago and Ramon hasn't come home yet.

“What is he as busy as that?” Mumbled Sechil with pursed lips. I don't know, Sechil suddenly wanted to hug Ramon. Sechil wants to smell the distinctive aroma of Ramon perfume which is not as expensive as his perfume.

Impatiently waiting, Sechil chose to call Ramon. But several times calling Ramon did not answer him at all. Lastly even Ramon's number was instantly inactive.

“Why be inactive now?”