I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 70's

At dinner, Rayan was very pampering Alana. The man asked what Alana wanted to eat even to take it and bribe her. It succeeded in making Caterine and Sechil feel even more furious. The two of them stared hatefully at Alana whom they considered as a barrier to their control over Rayan's entire treasure.

“You want me to buy something?” Rayan asked when Alana had just finished drinking a glass of water.

Alana smiled then shook her head. Rayan spoiled him very much.

“I'm so full.” The answer.

Rayan smiled and then got up from her seat. The man grabbed Alana's hand and helped her stand up.

“Then we rest well.” Said.

Alana smiled again then nodded her head according to what Rayan said. The two of them passed from the dining table regardless of Sechil and Caterine's annoyed gazes.

“You saw Rayan? Mommy and Sechil, they seem to be very angry to see you spoiling me like this.”

Rayan just laughed softly.

“Leave it. The important thing is that you and our child are healthy.”

Alana agreed. The woman sighed and then entered the elevator with Rayan who continued to be beside her. Alana really wants to be on good terms with Caterine and Sechil. But the two of them like to dislike him so much that Alana is confused. I don't know where the fault is. Caterine and Sechil don't know her very well but have branded her a cheap woman. It is not their responsibility to even accuse him of inciting Rayan to have Rayan take more sides with him.

“Rayan..”

Just when Alana called Rayan, the elevator door opened because they had arrived on the 3rd floor.

“Why Alana?” Rayan asked, looking at Alana who was beside him.

Alana was silent for a moment.

“What do you think is my fault that mommy and Sechil hate and dislike me so much?”

Rayan bit her lower lip. Rayan doesn't know about that either. But Caterine and Sechil acted like that not only to Alana, but also to Sakura first.

“Alana.. Maybe they just don't know you well. Don't think too much.. You don't want our son why napa?” Rayan said as she gently rubbed Alana's flat stomach. The man did not know what to answer. Maybe Caterine and Sechil do not like if Rayan's attention is divided for other women.

Alana bowed her head looking at the large hand of Rayan rubbing her stomach. Her desire to get pregnant has now been realized. Rayan also seems to really love him. But it turns out that the happiness that Alana dreams of still has to be tested with heavy obstacles, namely mommy and her sister Rayan herself.

“Don't tell them I'm pregnant now.” Pinta Alana. Alana does not want them to do the kind that can harm the fetus in his womb.

“I love him so much Rayan. I don't want him why napa.” Alana.

Rayan smiled with a nod of her head.

“I know Alana. I'll do anything for you two. Now you rest well.. I'm with.”

“OK..”

Rayan then carried Alana's body and took her step out of the elevator. The man had promised himself that he would take good care of Alana as well as the fetus she was carrying. The fetus is his seed, the fruit of his love with Alana.

When he reached the room, Rayan laid Alana's body on the bed. Rayan is sure everything will be fine. Now it's not just the CCTV that's in his eyes, but all the workers in the house, including Robin and Roky, his body guard.

Rayan lays her body beside Alana. The man smilingly looked at Alana who was lying on her side facing him.

“That woman, what is she talking to you about?”

“Who?” Ask slowly.

“Wife Dion.” Rayan replied briefly.

Alana paused for a moment her lips seemed to be thinking of something. Michelle looks so miserable when they accidentally meet in the hospital.

“Nothing. We just asked you.”

“You don't hate him?” Ask Rayan again.

Alana looked at Rayan who was so seriously looking at her. The woman shifted her body more and more attached to Rayan's burly body.

“I already have no reason to hate him. Disappointed may still be. But just a little.” Replied Alana snuck into Rayan's warm embrace.

“Kelewa? Is it because he took Dion from you first?”

Alana frowned then released herself again from Rayan's embrace. The woman looked up at Rayan who seemed eager to know what her answer was.

“Why be so sensitive once?” Ask Alana in confusion.

“Jawab only Alana. You're disappointed that he took Dion from you or another one?”

Alana took a breath. Rayan kept demanding it.

“You want an honest answer or a lying answer to keep your feelings hem?” Alana Goda.

Both of Rayan's eyes widened to hear it.

“What do you mean? You're mine now Alana, don't be that kind even if it's just your heart and mind. You can only think of me.”

Alana rewinded her head slightly staring at Rayan with both eyes narrowed.

“Now answer honestly, are you disappointed in him because of Dion?” Rayan asked back. This time her big hand even tightly hugged Alana's waist demanding that Alana immediately answer her question.

Alana slapped Rayan's hand which hugged her waist. Rayan is jealous and thinks Alana is still thinking about Dion.

“Install your ears well sir. Listen and don't forget.” Said.

“I'm disappointed in Michelle not because of Dion. But because he was once a very good friend to me. We used to spend a lot of time just chatting even to the point of not taking classes.” Alana explained while playing her finger lentiknya in the field Rayan wrapped in a plain white T-shirt collared V. Alana really likes the body part of Rayan because it is so strong and sturdy according to her. What's more the chest of Rayan's field is also so comfortable for Alana to lean her head.

“I already have you now. Being listened to, in my mind, even every second of it, I always believed I was yours. Only yours. So I have no reason to look back. The past may not be easily forgotten. But my heart and soul and body belong to you now Rayan. You believe that?” Alana's smile looked up at Rayan who was so serious listening to her explanation.

Rayan's silent. No different from her who also has a past, Sakura. Until now Rayan has not been able to forget Sakura, maybe even never could. Sakura was once present in her life, filling her empty heart and making her happy. But the heart and love that Rayan has now belongs to Alana. The woman managed to get it whole.

“Does that apply to me too, Alana? Aren't you mad if I can't easily forget Sakura?” Tanya Rayan lirih's.

Alana nodded her head slowly.

“Originally your heart and love are now completely mine I don't mind. The past is not to be forgotten but to be a lesson and life experience in order to be better.” Answer Alana.

Rayan smiled then immediately grabbed Alana's body, holding her gently and lovingly. Alana's thinking is so mature. Maybe it was time with Sakura first was an important lesson in Rayan's life in order to properly care for and protect the woman he loved so much now, namely Alana.

“Thanks for everything Sakura.” Batin Rayan while peeping Alana's head.