I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 89

Rayan was stuck in her work room. Caterine's attitude really confused him. Caterine is her birth mother, the woman who gave birth to her. But the attitude of the woman was like a stranger to Rayan. Full of cunning tactics is also a charade.

Rayan sighed softly. Both of his eyes were closed trying to relax his mind. As bad as Caterine is, she's still her mommy. Caterine was the woman who gave birth to her and suckled her. Caterine had difficulty walking, not even being able to see her own legs while pregnant with Rayan. It made Rayan feel very indebted. Rayan realized whatever she offered would not be able to return the milk as well as the energy that Caterine had spent while struggling to give birth to her.

The sound of the door opening made Rayan open her eyes. Rayan smiled when she found Sechil entering her room.

“Kakak..” Sechil.

“Come..” Rayan Smile.

Sechil. Doubtfully Sechil stepped closer to Rayan who was sitting in her work chair.

“Sit..”

Sechil nodded again then immediately sat himself in the chair in front of Rayan's desk.

Looking at the logat full of doubt Sechil Rayan frowned. Rayan guessed Sechil was trying to tell her something.

“What's Sechil?” Asked Rayan in a slow tone.

Sechil swallowed his saliva. Sechil wants to say something about Ramon as well as Caterine who plans to take control of all the treasures Rayan has now.

“Kak..”

Sechil was silent again. Sechil really doesn't know what else to do. Thinking for yourself about Ramon as well as Caterine makes Sechil unable to sleep soundly every night.

“Rammon.. He called me this morning. He invited me to meet.”

Rayan nodded her head.

“Kakak has also told Luky to look for the whereabouts of your daddy.”

Sechil sighed. Although not sure his Daddy wants to attend and become a guardian if Sechil married Ramon, but he thinks there is no harm if tried first. Sechil still believes his daddy still loves him.

“Eem.. Brother.”

Rayan raised both her eyebrows staring at Sechil full of question marks.

“Can't brother Alana befriend me meet Ramon?” Sechil asked looking at Rayan doubtfully.

Hearing Sechil's question-pitched request, Rayan seemed to think. His daily busyness really takes up his time.

“What day are you planning to meet?” Tanya Rayan later.

“Tomorrow night sis.” Answer Sechil.

Rayan looked back to thinking. Tomorrow night Rayan plans to go with Luky to meet Luky's men who are assigned to the company Dion. And Rayan felt bad if she had to delay again.

“Begini Sechil, sister also have an appointment with someone.”

Sechil's face immediately scowled hearing that. Sechil wants Rayan and Alana to accompany him to meet with Ramon. Because Ramon himself asked Sechil to invite the two to talk about his plan to marry Sechil.

“But you don't have to worry, brother will make sure to accompany you to meet Ramon.”

Sechil's expression instantly turned cheerful hearing him. Sechil is relieved that Rayan will take the time to meet Ramon with him tomorrow night.

“No need to say same brother.. You're the other brother's sister. Brother and sister Alana love you. You should know it's Sechil.”

Sechil smiled haru. Rayan and Alana are very kind and doting on him and stupidly Sechil never realized that. Sechil was always evil and did what he wanted. But now, Sechil really felt very sorry.

Sechil's smile slowly faded away. Sechil recalls his intention to meet Rayan. Not only did he want to talk about Ramon, but also about Caterine's bad intentions. Sechil is not not not loving Caterine, Sechil just does not want Rayan and Alana to be victims of his mother's selfishness.

“Why else?” Rayan asked very attentively to Sechil.

Sechil closed his eyes while sighing before his eyes finally opened and looked back at Rayan who was waiting for what Sechil wanted to say.

“It's about mommy sister.” Sechil wanted to cry.

Rayan's smile faded. Speaking of Caterine, Rayan herself was confused as to how.

“Why with mommy?” Tanya Rayan later. This time his face looked flat with a straight look to the side not looking at Sechil who was in front of him.

Sechil lowered his head. The plan to control all of Rayan's treasure was also once his plan.

“I'm sorry before, brother. I know what I did with Mommy was too much. We used to beat up Sakura's sister. We, me and mommy even let it go when Sakura's sister had a heart attack until finally Sakura's sister died.” Sechil said in a purau voice. Both of his eyes were glazed with glass and even his tears dripped down his cheeks. Sechil deeply regrets everything he did in the past especially Sakura who until the end of her life Sechil could not apologize.

Rayan clenched her two hands hearing that. Rayan could not imagine what it would be if Sandi knew about what Caterine and Sechil did to Sakura's only daughter.

“Kak, I realize what I've been doing all this time is wrong. Therefore as my apology, I want to tell you the beginning of our goal both come and move here.”.

Rayan just silently listened. His chest felt very rumbling because of the stifled emotions. Caterine and Sechil are indirectly the cause of Sakura's death, her deceased lover.

“Me and mommy.. We intend to control all the treasures that you have so we never feel happy to see your brother close even to marry anyone. Whether it's Sakura's sister, or Alana's sister. I'm so sorry, brother.. I'm sorry, so sorry.” Sechil's tears were no longer contained. His regret made Sechil feel his own pain in his heart. If only he could, Sechil wanted to meet Sakura and apologize for everything he had done to Sakura, even though it was only through a dream.

Both eyes of Rayan glass to hear it. Rayan really did not expect his sister and mommy to have such thoughts. Rayan is willing to share with both. Rayan to set aside her daddy message to not give away the treasure that Rayan has to Caterine and Sechil.

“What does that mean you two also intend to get rid of me?” Rayan asked with a slightly hoarse voice. Rayan was very surprised and had not thought about it before.

Sechil could only lower his head. Caterine never clearly said what she would do to Rayan.

“What is so inappropriate that I get genuine affection from mommy? Does mommy hate me?”

Sechil shook his head. His cry broke out in front of Rayan. Weeping regret for having no good intentions to Rayan who clearly cares very much and loves him very much.

“Sorry brother.. I'm sorry.” Sechil started sobbing.

Rayan smiled feeling sorry for herself. Even women who were pregnant with it for 9 months or more had absolutely no affection for it. Caterine came not to acknowledge him as a child, but to rule all his possessions.

“You're Out Sechil.” Rayan's orders are cold.

Sechil raised his head to look at Rayan with his reddened and wet face.

“Kak but..”

“Kakak says out Sechil, now.”

Sechil couldn't say what. Sechil understands that Rayan is angry and even feels very disappointed. Slowly Sechil got up from his seat and then stepped out of Rayan's office.