I'm Not a Substitute

Episodes 208

Sechil was daydreaming in front of his bedroom window and Ramon. Since coming home from the hospital to visit Alana a week ago Sechil has not come to Alana's house. Sechil also did not call Rayan to ask about Alana and her new niece.

Ramon, who had just finished cleaning himself, sighed at Sechil, who was daydreaming in front of their bedroom window. Ramon knows Sechil's feelings now.

Ramon draped the green towel he had just used behind the door and slowly approached his wife.

“Sayang..”.

“If this child is born later will you and Bastian be able to understand each other's positions?”

Ramon was silent at the question posed by Sechil. Ramon understands Sechil's concerns. Ramon also understands his position as a second parent after Bastian for their future child.

“You don't have to worry about anything Sechil. I know what I have to do.” Ramon Smile.

Sechil turned his head to look at Ramon who was smiling sweetly at him. Sechil himself could not accept the fact that Ramon was not the biological father of the fetus he was carrying.

Sechil unconsciously shed his tears. This week Sechil has been thinking about what Ramon and Bastian would be like if his son were born later.

“Hh.. Baby don't cry. Everyone around us is a good person. God loves us, that's why God covers us with goodness. Starting from Kak Rayan and Kak Alana, to Bastian and mamah aliya. They are the mediators from God for us.”

Ramon wiped the tears that soaked Chuby Sechil's cheeks. Ramon does not want his wife to be sad just because thinking about something that is actually very impossible to happen.

“Yes already.. Mending now we call brother Rayan. It has been a week since they came home we have absolutely no nengokin loh.”

Sechil nodded with a smile that adorned his lips. Sechil believed in what Ramon said that everything would be fine.

“It takes us video call time well.” Ramon smiled at Sechil.

“Iya.” Let Sechil agree.

“Oke, I'll take hp for a minute.”

Ramon then passed from Sechil to take his cellphone which he liked to put in his house.

Sechil laughed at her husband's behavior. Likes to put something in place it becomes one of Ramon's shortcomings. Sechil even often helps Ramon find the key to his bike in the morning when Ramon will go to college because Ramon who likes to forget to put it where.

Not long before Ramon returned with his cellphone. The two then sat in a row on the bed and began to contact Rayan who was soon picked up by Rayan who was busy helping Alana change Zoya's press.

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Tonight Bastian invites Cleo to dinner together at his house with his mother and Gery's father. There was no discussion at the dinner. Aliya, mamah bastian even felt there was something different about dinner this time. Mamah Bastian felt Cleo was not what she used to be. Cleo looks cold not much to say even to her and Gery though.

“Cleo.” Call mama Bastian.

Cleo turned to Mamah Bastian with a flat expression.

“Ya mah.” His saute.

“Are you okay?” Ask mama Bastian.

Cleo was silent for a moment. Physical is fine. But not with his heart, nor his mind. Cleo felt that her existence was no longer important to the Bastian family. What's more after Cleo Tau mamah Bastian is also very caring and loving Sechil and Ramon.

Mamah Bastian glanced at her husband who was beside her. Mamah Bastian knows the end of this relationship Bastian and Cleo are not good. Although Bastian never told him, but Mamah Bastian can know from the motion of Cleo every with Bastian. In fact, it is not uncommon for Bastian also to hear directly Bastian and Cleo who quarrel because of Bastian's attention problem to Sechil.

“Thank God then.” Mamah Bastian is confused what else to say because too meddling with the relationship of Bastian and Cleo will also not be good later.

Cleo just smiled and continued eating her dinner.

While Bastian, he knew Cleo was lying because he did not want to let Bastian know about the problem that the end was indeed plaguing his and Cleo's relationship. Even when Bastian picked up Cleo, they had a fight on the way to Bastian's house.

After dinner together, Bastian's parents gave Bastian a chance to chat with Cleo. Aliya and Gery are confident her son can handle the matter with Cleo himself.

“When did you marry me?”

Bastian smiled at the question posed by Cleo. Bastian was really very happy with the question posed by his lover.

“Fastly dear.” Answer gently.

Cleo smiled smirkingly. Cleo knew Bastian's intention to be responsible for Sechil's child was good. But according to Cleo what Bastian did to Sechil was too much. Bastian even often cancel appointments with him just because he wants to deliver something to Sechil.

Cleo got up from her garden seat next to the Bastian family mansion. Cleo stepped away from Bastian who was looking at her in silence with a smile adorning her lips.

“Secapnya? Can you tell me when that's soon?”

Bastian laughed softly then got up and approached Cleo. Bastian hugged Cleo affectionately from behind and briefly kissed Cleo's shoulder.

“I beg you to understand my position now Cleo.. I will not break my promise. I will definitely marry you as soon as possible.”

Cleo sighed. Cleo knew what Bastian meant.

“I guessed it. It must be because of Sechil, right?”

Bastian's smile faded. Cleo must have misinterpreted her meaning.

“Cleo me..”

“Already, no need to explain anything. I know what you mean.” Sela Cleo cold.

Bastian sighed. Cleo is always sensitive when it comes to Sechil and Bastian's son who is Sechil's birth.

“We have not really ascertained whether the child he is carrying is really your child or not Bastian. Sechil isn't the only woman who claims you're hamili. But amazingly you can even be so trusting even seem to love Sechil and her husband very much. It makes me doubt your feelings now.”

Bastian gulped. This isn't the first time Cleo and herself have fought over Sechil. But Cleo's remarks this time left Bastian silent. Bastian wanted to explain but Bastian knew Cleo would definitely get angrier at him given Cleo's stubborn attitude.

“Already. I'm home.”

“Cleo wait.” Bastian prevented Cleo from passing by blocking Cleo's arm.

“Let me take you home.” Said later.

“Ndon't need. I can take a taxi.” Cleo replies releasing Bastian's hand in his arm and then passes leaving Bastian in his place.