I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 12's

Rayan sat opposite Sandi at a restaurant in the city center. Sandi is Sakura's birth papah, her late lover.

“Om how are you?” Tanya Rayan.

Sandi who felt very foreign to the question of the lover of her beloved daughter laughed. It's funny to hear Rayan's question in the senses of his audience.

“You're so funny Rayan.” He said with the rest of his laughter.

Rayan sighed softly. Sandi is very affectionate and married to her daughter Sakura. And now Rayan is married to Alana without the knowledge and blessing of Sandi. Rayan is sure Sandi will be angry if she finds out.

“But good son. The good news. How about yourself? Have you been to Sakura's grave this week? if not yet let's same there.”

Rayan's silent. Rayan indeed every week comes to Sakura's tomb for pilgrimage. But since the presence of Alana that Rayan considers as a substitute for Sakura, Rayan becomes rarely ever even forget to make a pilgrimage to Sakura's tomb.

“Eem.. I haven't been there yet. Little busy.”

Sandi's silent. It was strange to hear Rayan say she did not have time to make a pilgrimage to the tomb of Sakura, her beloved late lover.

“Ah yes.. Om understand. Some of your company branches are growing rapidly. So can we not go there this afternoon? Sakura, she would definitely be very happy if she saw the two of us coming together to compactly visit her.”

Rayan smiled. Suddenly guilt filled his heart. Rayan feels that she has betrayed Sakura.

“I'll take the time this afternoon om.” Rayan's smile was thin.

“OK.. We'll see you later, Rayan.”

Dayang Rayan really went with Sandi to Sakura's tomb. Rayan's mouth seemed locked when in front of Sakura's tomb. Rayan was also ashamed of being guilty. Rayan has betrayed Sakura. Rayan is unfaithful for marrying Alana. Rayan even touched Alana. What makes Rayan feel very guilty is that Rayan took Alana to Sakura's tomb without thinking about how Sakura would feel if she saw her with Alana.

“I am confused, everything is good and the price is expensive.”

Alana sighed staring at the array of expensive hp in front of her. Tonight Rayan really took her out to buy a new phone.

Not getting any sayings from Rayan, Alana turned her head. Alana frowned looking at Rayan who seemed to be thinking about something. The man was not talking much, precisely since his return home late last night.

Curious, Alana also nudged open arms Rayan with her elbow hoping that the man would wake up from his daydream.

“Why with this young master?” Alana asked more questions. Rayan did not budge at all even though Alana nudged her arm.

Alana sighed then looked back at the line of hp in front of her. Alana looking for the most expensive hp among the hp and then immediately pointed it. Alana doesn't care if Rayan protests. Toh Rayan said Alana can choose her own according to what Alana likes.

“I guess you must every night spend a hot night with the rich man yes until you can buy the most expensive new output hp this year?”

Alana turned her head when she heard a familiar voice in her listening senses. Dion, I don't know since when the man was next to her.

“Dion.” Lirih Alana's.

“Yes, it's me. Wh why? surprised?”

Alana clenched her two hands. I don't know where it was wrong for Dion to hate him so much. Even though Dion himself was a traitor to Michelle.

“How many times have you satisfied him every night Alana? looks like he's very satisfied with your service.”

Alana's breathing hunts down hearing Dion's inappropriate remarks. When his hand was raised to slap Dion, Rayan's fist landed in Dion's mouth until Dion fell backward. It makes all pairs of eyes immediately pay attention to them, especially to Rayan who is already famous for his name among entrepreneurs.

Rayan steps up to Dion who is knocked down in the corner of a large shop room where Alana and Rayan are looking for a new phone for Alana.

Rayan looked down at the grimacing Dion while holding her lips. Rayan believes his fist must be able to take off Dion's teeth. And Rayan hoped that what he did could make Dion a deterrent and no longer say casually to Alana, his wife.

Dion clenched his hands. Upset was also embarrassed because of what Rayan did to him this time in front of many people.

Rayan smiled obliquely looking at Dion's clenched hand. One of his legs was raised and landed with a fairly strong pressure on Dion's clenched right hand. Dion grimaced but made no sound. Dion doesn't want to make Rayan feel like she's winning.

“Do not again say inappropriate things to my wife, Dion. Remember that.” Rayan.

Alana's not moving in place. Rayan and Dion are now the center of attention of all pairs of eyes that see the incident. No one broke up. They just look at each other and whisper.

“Let's go home.”

Rayan approached Alana grabbing her hand and waiting for her to step away from the store. But before passing by to take Alana away, Rayan had already asked the store waiter to send the latest output this year at the store to his address.

“Other times don't behave like that in front of him. You my wife, must not be weak.”

Alana looked at Rayan who was beside her. Alana also does not want to be considered weak by anyone. But Dion's words really hurt his heart. In addition, Alana also did not want to embarrass herself in front of many people if she had a dispute with Dion. Dion is a man who is very good at turning facts around, Alana knows that.

Arriving home, Alana went straight to her room. No words came out of his lips. Alana immediately cleaned herself, changed the clothes she was wearing in her pajamas and then slept.

Rayan sighed. I don't know where the fault is so that Alana is angry with him. Alana doesn't care.

Rayan laid her body beside Alana who covered her entire body with a blanket. Rayan guessed Alana must not really sleep.

“I wonder, how could you possibly fall in love with such a man. A man who can't keep his mouth.”

Alana nodded slowly hearing it. Rayan was criticizing him.

“Alana, you know not the reason men love women?”

Alana frowned then lowered the blanket that covered her beautiful face.

“What?” Ask Alana slowly. Alana looked at Rayan who was lying next to her with a straight look at the sky of their room.

“The male color considers the female weak and needs to be protected.”

“Since when is the reason men love like that? You are not sane like.” Sengit Alana felt offended by what was said by Rayan.

Rayan laughing. The man didn't really seriously say it.

“Come.. I was just kidding. You are serious.” Rayan turned to look at Alana who looked at her with pursed lips.

“Male men fall in love with a woman because of her heart.” Said later.

Alana's not whining. Suddenly Alana asked in her heart if Dion really seriously loved her from the heart first.

“You're right. But the heart also can not forever be faithful with one love.” Lirih Alana's.

Rayan nodded softly in agreement with what Alana said.

“Alana.” Call Rayan back staring straight into the sky of their room.

“Hem.” Saut Alana continued to stare at Rayan's handsome face from the side. Alana could not deny that Rayan was indeed very handsome. His skin is pure white with a sharp nose and thin lips that are so very charming. God really created it with physical perfection which is certainly in the gilai of the women out there.

“Do not be weak again yes in front of the man. You have everything now. Whatever you want you can do.”