I'm Not a Substitute

I'm Not a Substitute
Episode 137's



“How? Does Sechil's friend still remember clearly who that person was?” Alana asked while putting a cup of hot coffee for Rayan who was focusing on her laptop in the family room. The man, although he was busy all day outside, was still busy with his laptop at home.


Rayan sighed and closed her laptop. The man turned his head and smiled at Alana who was sitting next to him.


“Where's mom?” Rayan asked Alana.


“Mother is asleep. He said his head was a little dizzy. Maybe soy sauce'an because I don't want to stay silent all day.” Alana answered with a sad face.


“Yes god.. But mom has been given the obatkan?” Ask Rayan again.


Alana nodded her head. Rayan was very attentive to her mother and Alana was very happy about it. Two people he loved cared about and loved each other.


“Thank God then. Tell your mother to reduce her activity every day. His health is more important than anything.” Said Rayan which made Alana nod her head again.


Rayan grabbed the laptop that was in his lap and then put it on the table.


“Today Sechil and I managed to meet Luna. But it turns out mommy also managed to meet Luna. Unfortunately mommy was unlucky because Luna was smart enough and didn't believe it.”


“Indeed you were watching Luna too? or do you have the number?” Alana asked confused but at the same time annoyed to imagine Ramon communicating with other women even though only by phone, even though for Ramon's mission to find who the father of the fetus that Sechil is conceived.


Rayan raised both of her eyebrows confused at Alana's expression which was like she was upset with him.


“Not like that. Ramon said it. Ramon listened to what Luna and Caterine were talking about after Sechil and I met Luna.”


“Why did Ramon get to know?” Alana asked again who managed to make Rayan feel careless. Alana is not usually stupid like she is now. Alana always talks. Alana always knew what she meant. But now, Alana was acting completely out of Rayan's mind.


“Begini my dear, we me and Sechil came to Luna's house but Lunanya was being campused. Sechil desperately invites him there and then look for Luna and invites her to talk about the night where she was helped by someone who is none other than Bastian. Eemm.. I mean I haven't 100% said it was Bastian. But Luna said Bastian was indeed that figure. From hairstyle, posture, to the look of his eyes. And you know, it turns out mommy followed us both. Maybe mommy was curious so mommy went to see Luna and asked what we were going to do. So. You understand?”


Alana looked at Rayan with a gaze that Rayan did not know what it meant. But Rayan hopes Alana really understands and understands what Rayan explained.


“Mommy really does not want us to be happy like.” Lirih Alana with a sad face.


Rayan gently pulled Alana's hand then hugged her lovingly and in love.


“Not you yourself who said that we will always be together under any circumstances until whenever hem? Never feel weak, dear. We'll both always be one step together.” Rayan Whisper.


Alana closed her eyes. Being in Rayan's arms makes all the burden of his mind disappear instantly. Rayan's embrace is the hug that Alana always dreamed of since childhood. Hugs a man who can protect and love him sincerely.


“Excuse me sir.”


Fina's voice made Rayan turn her head. The man released his embrace on Alana who also instantly broke away as soon as Rayan let go of her embrace.


“I'm sorry to bother the same master madam. But in front there's Roky sir. Said the master sent him here.” Said Fina in her casual style. Fina always looks what she is.


“Oh yes.. Yes, already then. You please accompany Alana for a moment yes, I want to meet Roky.” Rayan's smile then rose from her seat.


“Siap sir.” Reply Fina with a salute to Rayan.


“Eem.. Madam want me to get you something?” Fina asked as she approached Alana.


Alana shook her head. Alana told Fina to sit next to her.


“How is your family Fina?” Tanya Alana grabbed the TV remote and turned it on. Again the news about Dion besliweran makes Alana immediately turn off her TV.


“My family news is good mistress. My sister is also very fond of the gifts that the mistress and master gave her. He said he would study really to be successful and could meet with the master and also the lady.”


Alana laughed when she heard it. Fina did come home yesterday. Alana and Rayan who already know leave gifts for Fina's sister in the form of bags, shoes, even a new laptop for Fina's sister.


“Take him here when ya Fina.” Alana said with the rest of her laughter.


“Good mistress.” Nod Fina.


Alana took a breath. Fina despite having to drop out of school and work but according to Alana Fina is still very lucky because it has a complete family. Fina still has a father and mother and even a sister who makes her always passionate in work.


“You're lucky that you still have both of your parents Fina. Don't disappoint those who have high hopes for you. Take good care of your sister too. I'm sure one day he can be a great guy.”


“Yes mistress. I always try my best for them. Only they are the encouragement of my life.” Fina's smile that felt strongly agreed with what Alana said.


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“Drink sir..” Said the aunt while putting a cup of warm tea on the terrace table where Rayan and Roky were talking together. After putting tea for Roky, aunty came back in of course after getting a “thank you” greeting from Roky.


“Start tomorrow you stand guard here Roky. Install CCTV in all corners of the room. Don't forget to fly also.” Rayan's orders.


“Good sir. What about Robin? Will he be here too?”


Rayan shook her head.


“Robin will stay at home long time. He'll be watching mommy.” Reply Rayan.


Roky nodded her head in understanding. Caterine is very wasteful. Roky also already know the reality of Caterine which is actually just a good temple. Robin told him.


“Then excuse me to take my goods at the old house mr.”


“Yes.. For your room, Fina will show you. Your heart is on the road. Remember, do not let mommy know first the address of this house.”


Roky looks surprised to hear Fina's name called by her master. The burly man did not get along with Fina as well as Robin who felt Fina was an angry and fierce girl.


“Em yes sir. Fine, I'm sorry.”


Rayan smiled and nodded her head. The man sighed looking at Roky who stepped towards his big motor then went up and passed at a moderate pace out of the gate of his house.


Rayan sighed. His gaze swept through the entire area he could reach. Rayan never imagined herself going out of her daddy's house and moving to a new house that she bought herself. And Rayan feels guilty about it. Rayan could not keep her promise to her late daddy.