I'm Not a Substitute

Episodes 158

“Why you?” Ramon asked to look at Sechil who seemed to have no appetite devouring the dinner that the two of them cooked themselves.

Sechil. Sechil was eager to scratch Cleo's pretty face if he remembered what Cleo had told him. Cleo managed to make him feel uncomfortable.

“Color Cleo this morning?” Ramon asked who could immediately guess correctly what his wife was thinking.

Sechil removed the spoon and fork he was holding.

“The power mending we no longer need to communicate with Bastian. I don't like Cleo.” Sechil.

Ramon smile.

“Ya can't do it dear dong. Now Bastian knows you're pregnant with her child. He will definitely still contact you even he could look for you if bumping up to the bed.”

“Not all the ants?!” Timpal Sechil.

Ramon laughed when he heard it.

“You have nothing at all.”

Ramon grabbed a glass of water and then downed it until it was gone.

“I know Cleo doesn't like Bastian's equal responsibility to me. But he should just say frankly with his Bastian dong. Don't make me feel uncomfortable with his name about the hospital until tangent about the cost.”

Ramon nodded his head in understanding. Because Ramon was also troubled by the words Cleo made. Ramon dragged the seat he was sitting on closer to the seat Sechil was sitting on.

“Ramon, you say the same Bastian don't have to send me this. Don't buy me anything else. I just need her confession to this kid. I don't need anything but that.”

Ramon takes Sechil's hand. Gently held Sechil's hand. Ramon also knows what Sechil feels. But banning Bastian is also impossible. Bastian already knows everything and will misunderstand if Ramon forbids him to send or buy this for Ramon.

“Sechil listen, I will try to be a good papah for this boy. But if I forbid Bastian, I apologize. I can't possibly do that.”

“Why?” Ask Sechil quickly.

“Karna Bastian is more entitled than me to this child Sechil. I'm entitled to you but not to this child.. If you want Bastian to stop sending this and that you can say for yourself. Maybe it will make Bastian understand.”

Sechil. His head looked down at the hand of Ramon who was holding his hand. Ramon is by his side because of the child in his womb. Ramon married her to be a good father to the child she was carrying. Although the biological father of the child is known who but Sechil still feels Ramon is more worthy to be the father of the child he is carrying.

“What I gave this child to Bastian after he was born later so that we can live quietly without interference from anyone else what else Cleo.”

Both eyes of Ramon heard it.

Ramon didn't expect Sechil to say that.

“What do you say Sechil. This boy will continue to be with us, no matter what.”

“But if this child is with us, our lives will continue to be pestered by Cleo. I don't want that to happen.” Reply Sechil quickly.

“Sechil.” Ramon's voice softened. The man stared intently at Sechil who looked very worried because his life would be unsettled because of Cleo.

“If you leave this child to Bastian, not necessarily this child will be happy. Okay, maybe everything she needs will be fulfilled. But the affection of a mother she won't get it. Cleo also can't necessarily accept it.”

Sechil. Hearing what Ramon said, Sechil imagines the childhood of his own brother Rayan. Rayan grows up and matures without the slightest affection from Caterine, her mommy. Sechil doesn't want his son to experience anything like that.

“I don't want my son to suffer Ramon.” Lirih Sechil with both glassy eyes looked at Ramon.

Ramon smiled with relief. Lucky Sechil can still be straightened out his thoughts. Not like his mommy who only thought about treasures and treasures.

“I also do not want our children to get less love and affection Sechil. I believe you can be a good mother. You can educate him to be a person full of love and affection.” Ramon's smile then kissed the back of Sechil's hand.

Sechil smiled feeling deeply moved by what Ramon said. Ramon though is not the father of the fetus he is carrying but Ramon can be so very kind and considerate even thinking carefully what they will do in front of him for the child.

“I'll try to talk to Bastian about Cleo okay?” Ramon straightened his body gently rubbed Sechil's cheeks.

“Iya.” Sechil's smile nodded his head then hugged Ramon tightly.

“Maybe I am the luckiest person to have you Ramon. God is so good to me.” Inner Sechil smiled with both eyes closed.

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I don't feel like time passes so quickly. Caterine spent a month in jail. Although indeed if Rayan comes to visit with Alana Caterine still blames everything on Alana. But Alana never thought of that. Alana has understood how her mother-in-law is so with Rayan.

Not much different from Caterine, Dion was the same. The man looked insane. No longer crying or saying Alana's name. His behavior was as true as a child. Every day Dion mingles with his other crazy patients. Dion would often pick up dried leaves and share them with other crazy patients thinking that what he was sharing was money. Karma seems to really apply to a Dion.

“Why you?”

Rayan's daydreams are crumbling as Alana's voice is heard from behind. Rayan turned her body looking at Alana who was standing not far from her. For a moment Rayan was silent staring at Alana's body which was getting filled with an enlarged stomach. Looks very funny and adorable according to Rayan.

“This week you often daydream Rayan. Is there a problem you're thinking about again?” Alana asked as she stepped closer to Rayan who was standing on the balcony of their room.

Rayan smiled. What he's thinking about right now is the mandate of his late Daddy, Richard.

“You can tell me the same story.” Alana said after standing right in front of Rayan.

Rayan gently stroked Alana's cheek looking at him attentively. Various obstacles have been passed both of them and they can face it with a cold head without any misunderstanding. Rayan is grateful for that. Alana is a very rare woman who may be the only one she has.

“I'm remembering Daddy.”

Alana frowning.

“Daddy?” Ask.

“Yes. Daddy once told me to stay in the old house with my son and wife, you. What do you think, baby?”