I'm Not a Substitute

I'm Not a Substitute
Episode 209's



Since that night Cleo no longer wanted to meet with Bastian. Cleo was never even willing to pick up the phone from Bastian again. Frustration Bastian felt. But Bastian kept trying to calm down. Bastian believes there must be a way out of his problems with Cleo.


This morning Bastian intends to come to the house of Sechil and Ramon to give milk that he had bought while on his way home from Cleo last night. Although some days Cleo did refuse to meet with him, but Bastian still believes Cleo is a woman who is suitable to be his life companion.


“About you and Cleo, mamah aliya has told me also Sechil.”


Bastian sighed hearing what Ramon said. His mother was suddenly very close to Ramon and Sechil.


“Bastian, earlier I was sorry. Not to forbid you to care for children in the womb Sechil. But you should also think about Cleo.”'s feelings


Bastian clucked slowly. Cleo agrees when Bastian expresses his intention to cover all of Sechil's needs during pregnancy. But now Cleo changed her mind and arrived away from her.


“I know your intentions are good Bastian. But ignoring the feelings of the woman you love is also not good.”


“Already Ramon, you don't have to say anything about me and Cleo. I know what I'm doing now. I know what is right and what is wrong.”


Ramon sighed. Cleo and Bastian's problem was none of his business. But Ramon also does not regret Bastian in the future because of the loss of Cleo, the woman he loved so much.


“After my daughter who is Miss Sechil of birth, I will soon marry her.” Bastian.


Ramon smile. Bastian's a good guy. Maybe with the problem between Bastian and Cleo as a sign that God loves Bastian and is testing him.


Bastian got up from his seat after saying so. The man with the all-black suit passed out leaving Ramon without saying anything.


“Loh, Bastian where?” Tanya Sechil who just finished making drinks for Bastian.


“He just got home.” Answer Ramon.


Sechil nodded his head understanding. Although Sechil actually felt strange because Bastian came home without first saying goodbye to him as well as the fetus he was carrying.


Sechil placed the cup of warm tea he brought on the table in front of Ramon. Sechil then sat down and grabbed the paperbag Bastian had brought for him.


Sechil sighed as soon as he knew the contents of the paperbag.


“Why baby?” Ramon asked confusedly.


Sechil poked his lips. Bastian always brings anything for him if he comes.


“I really feel very troublesome Bastian also mamahnya.” Sechil.


Ramon smile.


“You didn't ask. They themselves who came and meant well to you and our dear child.”


“But right..”


Sechil's words hang when he feels something like a push in his stomach. Sechil grimaced making the smile of Ramon's lips fade away.


“Sayang.. Why?” Ask Ramon worried.


Sechil shook his head. That sense of encouragement has indeed been felt several times Sechil since the afternoon. But Sechil didn't tell Ramon because he didn't want to worry her husband.


“I'm not papa kok.” Sechil replied with a sweet smile. The taste was lost but Sechil was sure it would come again.


Ramon swallowed his saliva. Sechil did look like holding his breath several times since he came home from work this afternoon. But when Ramon asked why, Sechil always smiled and replied that he was okay and fine.


“Awh..


“Yes God.. Sechil you.” Ramon could not continue his words. Worries immediately ambushed him.


“Acuh.. I'm not papa.”


Sechil insisted that he was fine even though Sechil began to feel contractions.


“No darling.. You must be taken to the hospital now.”


Ramon was about to carry Sechil's body when he heard the sound of Bastian's engine.


“You wait a minute, baby. I'll call Bastian.”


Ramon quickly ran out of his house. At that time Bastian's car had driven a little far from the vicinity of his rented house. Ramon runs after Bastian's car by calling Bastian's name but Bastian doesn't hear him.


For almost 10 minutes Ramon continued to run after Bastian's car which was a little unfocused when driving his car until finally Bastian's eyes were accidentally directed at the rearview of his car and saw Ramon running behind him while driving calling out his name.


“Ramon.” Bastian muttered immediately stopping his car. Bastian went down and immediately approached Ramon who was still a little behind from his car.


“Ramon what's wrong?” Bastian asked confusedly mixed in worry.


With a gasp of breath and a ringing Ramon attempted to explain. But all Ramon can say is the name Sechil.


Bastian who felt something was wrong immediately took Ramon to his car and turned back to Ramon's counter.


When they were contracted, Sechil was already crying with amniotic fluid soaking the floor under his feet. Sechil also groaned in pain while holding his large stomach.


“Yes God.. Sechil.” Bastian was surprised to see it. Sechil was fine.


“Let's take Sechil to the hospital.”


So worried that Bastian even directly carrying Sechil's body and taking him out to his car. As Ramon, the man walked in front of Bastian with mixed feelings. Ramon was supposed to be holding Sechil, not Bastian. But Ramon knows now is not the time to think about it. Sechil's condition, which must be good, is a top priority both for him and maybe for Bastian.


“Let me drive.” Ramon.


“No, let me. You keep Sechil behind.” Reject Bastian who then directly into the car.


Ramon nodded his head. The man entered Bastian's car and sat in the back seat holding Sechil's head, which Bastian had placed in the back seat.


“Quickly Bastian.” Pinta Ramon's.


“Ya.” Reply Bastian who feels the same concern with Ramon.


On the way to the hospital, Sechil continued to groan in pain. Sechil also cried because he felt such intense and painful contractions.


“Hold dear...” Ramon whispered with a trembling voice.


“Bastian, please go even faster..” Ramon said in a pleading tone to Bastian. His voice trembled because of his fear and concern for Sechil's condition at that time.


Bastian. The man increased the speed of his car. Bastian doesn't even care about breaking traffic rules because he ran a red light.


“God.. Please save Sechil and the child he is carrying.” Bastian's mind with two glassy eyes.


Bastian's hands even shook holding his car's steering wheel as he heard Sechil's agonizing groans from the back seat.


“Defend Sechil.. Please fight for the best for our child.” Bastian is back.