I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 176's

Tonight Rayan came home a little late even after Alana fell asleep. The man smilingly looked at his wife who was already sleeping peacefully on their bed. Funnily enough tonight Alana was wearing a dress that Rayan said was very open soft pink made of satin like she was teasing him. The shirt even scored clearly the middle of Alana's slightly wet chest. As a normal man lies if Rayan is not tempted. What else if you see the pure white skin of Alana who always manages to arouse something in Rayan.

Rayan sighed. Not wanting to impose his will on Alana who was pregnant, Rayan grabbed a blanket and covered his wife's body which was really tempting.

When Rayan was about to go up to the bed, his phone arrived which he had not long ago placed on the nightstand next to their bed rang. Rayan immediately grabbed his cellphone because he did not want the ringing to disturb his wife's deep sleep, Rayan also picked up the phone again indeed from Robin.

“Why else Robin?” Rayan asked directly without further ado to Robin who called him.

“Sorry if I disturb you sir. But the doctor who treated Mrs Caterine yesterday said she would like to meet you in person to talk about the state of Ms. Caterine.” Robin said across the phone.

Rayan frowning. Just now he wanted to live without thinking about anything else but his future son and wife.

“Whatever why else with mommy?” Tanya Rayan was feeling puffed up. Caterine never bosa act and make it bother.

“I can't explain it sir. But I will send you a hidden CCTV video that is in the cell of Miss Caterine.” Robin replied making Rayan sigh again.

“Ya already then. I wait for the video. Send now also.” Rayan then disconnects the phone without listening to Robin's answer first.

Not long after Rayan ended her phone with Robin, a message notification came in from Robin. Rayan immediately opened the video submission from Robin. Both eyes Rayan narrowed when observing the video's clinging.

Caterine sat in the corner of her cell playing with her hair and was seen talking to herself, even laughing like a person who was chatting. Maybe that's what makes the doctor who handles Caterine want to meet with Rayan. Caterine was already like a madman because she spoke and even laughed to herself, even her accent looked very strange.

“What else is this god.” Rayan muttered closed both his eyes.

Rayan did not know what mistake he made so god did not seem to allow him to live quietly with Alana. Caterine, the woman who is actually her own biological mother always makes trouble.

Rayan opened her eyes again and replied to the video message that Robin sent. Rayan agreed and will see the doctor tomorrow afternoon.

Rayan put back her phone after sending a reply to Robin. The man climbed onto the bed and lay on his side facing Alana who closed his eyes peacefully. Rayan had no idea what would happen to her if there was no Alana beside her. Maybe Rayan was desperate or even died because he could not face the greedy attitude of Caterine.

As a child Rayan had felt how the pain of heartbreak because Caterine who left him just like that. And when Rayan teenager Rayan again felt heartbreak because Richard also left him even for a long time. At that time Rayan was very bad even had fainted because he did not want to eat because he mourned the departure of Richard, his daddy. And again, Sari and aunt strengthened him. The two also never mind Rayan who is often angry and gives punishment for no reason. Then when Sandi began to play a role in Rayan's life as well as Sakura who was able to knock on the door of her heart so that Rayan fell in love with her.

Rayan smiled. His hands gently caressed Alana's chuby cheeks. Now her love no longer belongs to Sakura, but to Alana. Alana is able to change it in her own way.

“I love you Alana.” Bisik Rayan then kissed Alana's forehead.

“I should be able to face everything calmly. Mommy... I love you, but I can't keep all mommy's will.. I love my wife and my future son.” Rayan Mummings.

Rayan sighed. Whatever happens Rayan will not let anyone destroy his happiness. Even if it's her own mommy, Caterine.

Rayan slowly began to close her eyes. Rayan does not want to think too much about Caterine who is always throwing a tantrum. But even so Rayan will still try the best for everything.

The night felt very short for Rayan when she opened her eyes again in the morning. Rayan felt a place beside her. Alana was not there until the sound of the bathroom door opening made her turn her head. Rayan smiled when she found Alana who was only wearing a black kimono towel with wet hair that made Rayan's junks go up and down to see her.

“Good morning Mr. Rayanza Gilbert.” Sapa Alana approached Rayan with a sweet smile engraved on her lips.

Rayan laughed softly and then got up from lying down. The man spread out his hands asking Alana to hug him.

“Wake up that bath let it smell, not ask for a hug.” Said Alana making Rayan's expression instantly change.

Rayan frowned looking at Alana. Slowly Rayan lowered his two hands which he stretched out. Rayan got off the bed and stood right in front of Alana who was smiling sweetly at her.

“Indeed why if you wake up directly ask for a hug? Is that wrong?”

Alana's smile slowly faded. His words were just a joke to start their morning. It was not serious about rejecting what Rayan asked for.

Rayan is getting closer to Alana. Both of her hands were raised and landed on the black kimono towel that Alana was wearing. Slowly Rayan put away the collar of the kimono making the skin clean Alana's chest open.

“You know baby, this might sound very strange and exaggerated. But I admit I'm really crazy crazy about you.” Reveal Rayan in a very clear voice.

Alana blinked her eyes a few times. His head looked up to return the gaze within Rayan.

“Now I feel I will not be able to stand upright without you beside me. I'll be weak without you by my side Alana.” Rayan.

Alana swallowed her saliva. Rayan's gaze was so gentle as well. And Alana could see from the man's eyes that what he was saying was honesty, not a lie.

“I love you Alana, more than you know. I love you more than anything in this mortal world. And I am so grateful to God for creating you as my rib.”

Alana just stared at Rayan. Alana does not know what to say to reply to Rayan's romantic speech. But surely Alana believes in what Rayan said this morning. Karna Alana also felt what Rayan felt.