I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 27's

Rayan kept pondering in his study. To avoid Alana Rayan even to lock the door of his study so that it can be more freely alone without interference from his wife. Not reluctant to meet, Rayan just wanted to be alone first without anyone beside her now.

This morning Rayan left earlier than usual. And again Rayan deliberately did that to avoid Alana. If you can be honest Rayan is actually disappointed, but does not know who to be disappointed in. To Alana who has not been able to love him or to herself who imposes her will upon Alana.

“Master, do I need to buy you breakfast first?”

Rayan glanced at Luky who was standing next to his desk. Not having time to eat breakfast when leaving makes Rayan feel a little hungry.

“Bby.” Rayan.

“Then I'm sorry to buy it sir.” Pamit Luky's.

Rayan nodded again receiving a polite greeting from her confidant.

Rayan sighed. The man glanced at his cellphone hoping Alana contacted him and asked why Rayan left so early. But unfortunately it has been almost 30 minutes Rayan was in his study Alana at all did not contact him even just send a message just not.

“Can he really not love me?”

Rayan was even worried. Rayan did not want to get married twice in her life. Rayan wants to be with the first woman she touches forever. And that was Alana. At first it was wrong. But slowly Rayan begins to realize the mistake and is determined to fix it. Unfortunately when the repair process began to run everything was constrained by the answer “Tau” that was thrown by Alana last night.

“How could not love but want to conceive my son.”

Rayan seemed to think. It feels very impossible for a woman to expect to be pregnant with her husband's child if the woman alone does not have any sense in her heart for the husband.

“What may have been love but not aware?”

The sound of the door opening made Rayan wake up from her daydream. Luky quickly returned with a parcel of food in his hand.

“This is sir, please.”

Rayan stared at the food that Luky had just put on his desk.

“Where do you buy?”

Luky was a little confused but answered.

“Ordinary restaurant I bought food for mr.” The answer.

Rayan frowning.

“Quickly.”

Luky just smiled thinly. The company distance from the restaurant subscription Rayan is very far and takes a long time, he said. But this time the usually impatient Rayan said very quickly. Really funny to Luky.

“Master, I want to continue my work again.”

“Ya.” Saut Rayan is short.

Luky passed out of the room Rayan left Rayan who still felt reluctant to stare at the menu of his favorite, sweet sour shrimp.

Rayan sighed. The handsome man then grabbed his phone to contact Luky again. Rayan intends to tell his assistant to buy a bouquet of red roses that Rayan will give to Alana when she returns home.

Rayan came to her senses after thinking about everything. Here he started. That means Rayan also has to fight in order to melt Alana's heart until finally Alana really can open her heart and love her.

At home is not much different from Rayan, Alana also looks upset at herself in the back of the house. The woman stared not at the spirit of colorful flowers that bloomed with beautiful butterflies that perched alternately above her. Alana was still thinking about Rayan's question. Alana does not know whether the love has grown in her heart for Rayan or not. But Alana could not deny, Alana felt very comfortable when she was beside Rayan. Rayan is a forced man. But Alana also can not deny herself like the attitude of Rayan now. A little annoying but also fun.

Alana took a breath. Alana once loved Dion. Alana had even planned everything with Dion for their future. About marriage even living together until old age. But unfortunately Dion was not faithful. Dion betrays her and marries Michelle. Alana knows what's going on now is God's plan. Perhaps Dion and Muchhelle's betrayal was the way God reminded him of being a good man. Dion doesn't deserve him. But Rayan, Alana does not know whether the man is the best match for her or maybe after being with Rayan later, God will also show her something again. I don't know, it's a confusion that doesn't seem to have an answer.

“Mrs.”

Alana slightly flinched as aunt called out to her quietly. Alana turned her head and smiled faintly as soon as she saw that aunt was standing next to the long chair she was sitting in.

“Aibi.. What's up?”

“You haven't had lunch mistress.” Aunty said reminding.

Alana was silent for a moment then looked back straight ahead enjoying the beautiful view of flowers and butterflies that perched above her.

“I'm not hungry bi. Later on.” His saute.

Aunt sighed. Without asking, aunt also knew Alana and Rayan were having problems. The proof is that Rayan left so early in the morning before Alana woke up without saying any message to Alana to her aunt. And again, aunt caught Rayan out of her study at dawn. It was also one more proof that the two of them were not together last night.

“Mistress if you do not eat later sir can be angry.”

Alana took a breath. Rayan doesn't care about him. It is also impossible that Rayan will ask herself whether she has eaten or not.

“Aibi take it easy, Rayan won't be angry this time.” Mimicked smile.

Aunt smile. Rayan is very attentive to Alana even though Rayan is doing it in silence. Rayan never showed it directly to Alana. Rayan even uses his own way which certainly cannot be considered as a concern by Alana. Rayan always uses the way coercion is actually romantic according to aunt.

“Mrs know beauty and the beast no?”

Alana frowned then turned to aunt.

“Of course I know. Belle is a beautiful and kind princess. From small I like watching it.”

Aunt smiled at Alana's enthusiastic words.

“How about the beast madam?” Ask again.

Alana was silent for a few seconds.

“He is also a good man although his good looks must be covered because of his curse. What else is the carrier that is always full of coercion and makes belle often afraid.”

“Then master, according to the mistress of the master how?”

Alana looked at aunt.

“What does it mean?” Alana did not understand.

With lips that continued to curl smiling aunty returned Alana's gaze.

“Mistress, I think the master is not much different from the beast character. He's stiff and full of coercion. Even seem cruel. But madam, during my time working here I saw master was a good person. Master is just not a lovable man and overexposes his attention directly.”

Alana swallowed her saliva. Aunty's words make her smart brain immediately work thinking about her. Rayan is a forced man but sometimes also good.