I'm Not a Substitute

Episode 132

At work, Rayan did not go straight to Sari's house to talk about what Alana wanted. Rayan first visited his old house which immediately received a warm welcome from Caterine and Sechil.

“Ramon where?” Rayan asked Sechil who was sitting on the sofa in front of him.

“Ramon has not returned. Usually he comes home a bit malem right abis ngampus directly work kak.” Sechil's reply made Rayan nod in understanding. Ramon is not a lazy man who relies on others. Ramon's a persistent guy and willing to try.

“Eem.. Why talk about Ramon?”

Rayan and Sechil compactly turned to Caterine who sat on a single sofa between the two. They stared strangely at Caterine who was never happy with the discussion about Ramon.

“Oh yes Rayan, mumpunng now we are three how about tonight we walk the road? We had dinner outside but only for our family. Mommy, you, same your sister.” Caterine's smile looked at Rayan with a full of theatrics.

“Absolutely brother Alana and Ramon are not our family according mommy?”

Caterine sighed then turned to Sechil who was on her left.

“Not so it means dear.. They are immigrants in our family. And if we three have a blood relationship. Maybe you could say nuclear family yes.” Reply Caterine reasoned.

“But just mom.. Brother Alana's sister's wife and Ramon's my husband.. They're our family too.” Sechil remains in disagreement with the reason Caterine made it. Sechil feels like Caterine is differentiating now.

“Ya already if indeed mommy is wrong to say mommy is sorry dear.” Caterine's smile looked at Sechil who was frowning looking at her.

“Other times don't be so again mom.. Not good if you reach brother Alana and Ramon until you hear.” Sechil's Advice.

“Yes yes dear.. So how's Rayan?”

Caterine looked back at Rayan after answering Sechil. The woman really hopes that Rayan will follow her will to eat three out tonight.

Rayan sighed. If only Caterine could be like Sari who loved Alana with all her heart maybe Rayan would miss that moment very much. But unfortunately when talking and staring at Rayan Caterine was only trying to melt Rayan's heart. It was not true that he wanted to create a beautiful moment for his eldest son.

“Sorry mom.. I can't. Alana's at home waiting for me. She also cooked a lot for me.” Rayan replied subtly.

Caterine was silent for a moment. His smile faded because Rayan refused what she wanted.

Caterine sighed then nodded her head in understanding with Rayan's refusal.

“Ya is no papa. How about mommy just come with you we have dinner together in your new home. Mommy doesn't know where the address is?” Again, Caterine continued to try to be kind to Rayan who was already immune from all the theatrics that Caterine played.

“Lain times only yes mom.” Reject Rayan again.

“So yes?” Caterine muttered disappointedly. The woman smiled wryly then bowed her head.

“Ya.. yes already then, mommy up yes.. Mommy arrived sleepy. You will return to your heart.”

Caterine got up and just passed by making Sechil feel like he could not bear to see her. But when Sechil was about to get up and catch up with Caterine, Rayan immediately prevented him.

“Why brother?”

“Someone you want to ask is about Bastian.” Rayan's reply made Sechil frown in confusion.

Rayan sighed. Asking what happened in Sechil's past is tantamount to scraping at the wound Sechil made himself. But all that Rayan did to make everything clear.

“We talk in the car brother only.” Rayan got up from her seat stepped wide out of the house to her car which was immediately followed by Sechil.

After being in the car, Rayan immediately asked about Bastian to Sechil. And Sechil's answer did not make Rayan satisfied, Sechil still felt he had never met or known Bastian before.

“Try you remember Sechil again.” Rayan looked at Sechil with a sad face. However, Sechil is his sister and the fetus in Sechil's cage is now his future nephew who one day still has to be reunited with his biological father.

“I never really knew him, sister. Why the hell?” Sechil stared questionnaires at Rayan who suddenly asked about Bastian to him.

Rayan sighed. Sechil will surely cry if Rayan re-emphasizes his fatal mistake that made Sechil finally married to Ramon.

“Begini Sechil, sister feels maybe Bastian is the father of the child you are carrying.”

“What?!” Both Sechil's eyes were round hearing him. Sechil shook his head slowly not expecting with his brother's thoughts.

“How could sister possibly think so?”

Rayan swallowed her saliva then sighed again.

“Logikanya Sechil, where may arrive you have a desire that is so strong want to hug Bastian. Cravings are a desire that comes from the baby's premonition.. Your free life is the same. You used to change partners, as well as Bastian.” Rayan answered explaining.

Sechil. His head looked down at his stomach which was starting to enlarge. Although Ramon said he would consider the child in his womb like his own biological child later but Sechil suddenly felt worried.

“Sechil.. It's for the sake of the child in your womb. He still has to know who his real father is.” Said Rayan slowly.

Sechil nodded his head understanding. Rayan did it for his own good.

“I understand brother.. I'm gonna ask the last incident of the night when I almost got harassed by someone at the nightclub to my friend. Brother accompany me huh?”

Rayan smiled. Her hand grabbed Sechil's shoulder and rubbed him gently.

“Definitely. Brother will accompany you to meet your friend.”

“Still brother.” Although he felt a little claustrophobic, Sechil understood. All for His good is also the fetus in his womb.

“Iya same.. Don't be confused with brother. Let's just say this brother is your daddy's replacement. Your brother will always be there for you. Remember that Sechil.”

Sechil laughed hearing that. Without him noticing the tears dripping down his cheeks. Sechil and Rayan are indeed not one father, but Rayan's affection for her as a sister can never be measured by anything. Rayan still loves him even though Sechil had once thrashed Sakura as well as Alana.

“Ya already then brother went home well.. You can call your sister when you are ready to meet your friends.” Rayan's smile looked at Sechil.

“Ya brother.” Sechil nodded then got out of Rayan's car. His hand-delivered Rayan's car which began to go at medium speed out of the spacious yard of the house.

Rayan stopped when she was outside the gate. The man sighed staring at the luxurious building of his daddy relics. Her Daddy always wanted Rayan to stay in the house even though she was married. But because of the existence of Caterine at home that makes Rayan can not keep his promise to his late daddy.

“Sorry I dad.. I just don't want my wife and my son's future why.. I hope daddy can understand my position.”