
Today is the day I can leave the hospital. It's been over 2 weeks since I had surgery for my broken hand.
I am grateful that everything went well. Now I'm fine even though I still have to do outpatient to make sure the surgery is successful and my hands can be used properly.
Mas Radit had left the hospital before but still every day he came to the hospital to see me.
"Well, can we go straight to Surabaya ?" ask me to stop my dad's activities packing my things.
Bruukks, bruukk,
The sound of something falling made me and my father suddenly look towards the source of the sound.
There already stood Radit's mas pecking in front of the door that had opened. A box of food fell on the floor.
He smiled gently at me and my father looked at him in wonder. Then he asked a nurse to call a cleaning service to clean the food that fell.
Then he came to me and my dad was packing. My hands still use a buffer and for a few weeks this should not be used first.
So I can only see that my father cleaned up all of our stuff without being able to help him.
"You don't think you're here today?" ask the father to continue his activities that had been delayed.
"Ah, Fika will come out today om. When I didn't come." he replied a little laugh bland.
"Fika, I want to see your doctor first. Dit, om tipped Fika for a moment yes." said father pamit .
"Reverything" replied Radit smiling.
I can only smile when I hear what my father has to say. I know the truth is dad wanted me and Radit to be able to talk comfortably when he came out.
I also invited Radit mas to sit on the sofa after taking a can of cold drinks in the refrigerator.
"Drink mas." I bargained for pleasantries.
Mas Radit just smiled thinly still lowered his head not looking at me for a single moment. He behaved like never before and I know what caused it.
Of course he must have heard what I said to my father about my desire to return to Surabaya immediately. That was why he was a little surprised and dropped the food he was carrying.
Because all this time I never talked about my desire to go home in front of him immediately.
"Do you want to return to Surabaya immediately?" tanyanya started the conversation.
"Em, of course you. I started my life in that city. My family and business are there. Of course I have to go home as soon as possible." I answered making the look of sadness on his face more visible.
"Can't you just stay for a little while? For a few days before the doctor makes sure you've completely recovered and can go back to Surabaya?" ask her a little doubt.
I gently pull one of his hands for me to hold, making him immediately look at my smiling face waiting for him to look at me since.
"Thank you Radit, I'm really grateful because from the beginning of Radit's time I took me to the hospital even though I was also injured. And I also want to say thank you because Radit has helped all my medical expenses in this hospital." I said sincerely making him smile thinly with a sad face.
"I'll take this as a debt. I also asked you to ask me all the details of the cost of this hospital as long as I am treated here until the cost of my surgery. I hope that Radit won't mind if one day I pay for everything." I made her face look a little upset.
"It's up to you. You're going home now, right? Yes, later my assistant will ante you and dad to the airport. I said goodbye, be careful on the road." he said, releasing my hand that was still holding it and leaving.
"Can't you just stop me?" I tried to prevent him from leaving.
"I'm sorry, I'm busy" he said walking towards the door.
"Are you sure you're really busy?" I asked again to make his step back to a standstill.
Then he was silent without answering me back to step his feet to get out of my nursery for 2 weeks.
"Are you sure you won't regret it?" I tried again to stop him.
"Never" she replied again in her flat voice.
He looks like Radit the ice man I know. For some reason, even though it looks cold, I slightly prefer his old attitude.
Radit who used to be happy to invite me to debate all the small things to be big. The most annoying ice man that often pisses me off half to death.
That's how I know him as a person. His cold and so indifferent attitude and nature became the thing I remember most attached to my memories of him.
"I'm not going to Jakarta again mas." said I managed to make him stop the motion of his hand that was holding the doorknob was about to open it.
I also took a step to approach him who was still standing staring at the door that was still closed.
"I still need some time. I don't want to start our relationship just because of coercion or pretense. Can't you wait a little longer for me?" I asked when I was standing right behind him.
"I know how Radit feels about me, I haven't noticed it all this time. If only I could forget about it so easily long ago, I would have preferred Radit to be by my side. But I do not want to lie my own feelings mas, if half-heartedly I still miss others. I'll try to give Radit mas a chance for our relationship, but I still need a little time." I said at length to make him suddenly turn around and hug me tightly.
It was so warm in my body. With this close position, I could hear her heartbeat so fast.
Of all the things he has done for me, I realize that he is truly sincere. There was no pretense of even doubt in everything he did.
"Thank you, thank you, I'm really grateful to you because you want to give me 1 chance for our relationship. I'll give you as much time as you want, as long as you can consider me to always be by your side." she said in a voice so happy and full of relief.
"Yeah, mom. But can you let me go? My hands still hurt." I said making his body instantly stiff before he finally kept his body away from me.
"Sorry, sorry. I didn't mean to. I completely forgot that your hand is still not recovered" he said guiltily but in my eyes it was adorable.