
Akmal also tried to look tough and fine in front of Fika. He touched Fika's hand and held her gently. Fika was a little surprised by Akmal's sudden movements.
But not denied, he so missed the grip of his ex-lover's hand that felt soft and so warm.
Ah even they never broke up, only Fika left him first without a word. Akmal also tried to lift the gaze of Fika who had been bowed since before without even looking at her face.
"Let me see your face" Akmal said as he gently held both sides of Fika's face.
Tears already seemed to pool in both eyes beautiful Fika brownish color. Without being able to be dammed again, Fika's tears poured out profusely soaked her face that was so pale.
"I'm sorry" Fika said in a raucous voice amidst her broken cries.
Fika could only say that one word and continued to cry bitterly. Akmal immediately took Fika into his arms.
He was so careful with Fika's body for fear of making Fika in pain. But he missed her so much that he couldn't help but embrace her.
"Darling, I miss you so much" Akmal said in a heavy voice.
He continued to hold Fika's body in his chest, he did not want Fika to see his face that had been filled with tears. The torment of longing for 1.5 years no longer means after seeing all the wounds on his lover's body.
They could only spill their feelings on each other without speaking. They don't need any more words to be able to explain what they're feeling right now.
After some time they were quite calm, Akmal also let go of his embrace, he removed tears from both cheeks Fika continued to fall without he could bear.
"I'm sorry baby, this is all because of me. If only, I had not tried to meet secretly of course you would have been fine until now" Akmal said guiltily.
He gently rubbed the wounds on Fika's face before finally landing a kiss on Fika's head and held her for a while.
Akmal again pulled Fika into his arms. He poured out all his feelings that he had been quieting by hugging his Fish even tighter.
He was so afraid of losing the woman that he really fell in love with. But he also could not have it and left her in a difficult and dangerous predicament again for the second time.
Akmal had to take a tough decision for their current relationship. Angga's father was right, if their relationship had ended 1.5 years ago and there was nothing left.
There would not be the slightest bit of kindness to their relationship if he forced it. Their relationship was over and there was no future left for the two of them.
"I knew you left without seeing me because you couldn't say goodbye well to me" Akmal said, stroking Fika's hair gently.
Fika leaned her head on Akmal's shoulder at this moment, looking at the expanse of the beautiful flower garden in front of her. Mama Sarah loved flowers, which is why she designed a flower-filled garden in her hospital backyard.
"Therefore, let's say goodbye well now" Akmal said, trying to smile with teary eyes.
"True, let's split up" said Fika trying to smile even though tears kept falling from both corners of her eyes.
"I will always love you, you will always be the most special woman in my heart. Because it's happy, even though it's difficult at first you have to stay happy" said Akmal who made Fika's chest rumble.
"Continue your life with a man who can love you more. Forget me, start your new life. I will never be in your life again. Remember me as a beautiful dream in your life" he said again making Fika's body tremble more and more to resist the sobbing.
"Are you going to do humm?" tanya Akmal again held both sides of Fika's face down and hid her tears.
Fika nodded her head in response because she could no longer speak. He could only cry because his heart was so sick.
Their hearts were completely broken back then for having to say goodbye to the love that was still stored up for each other.
Such a great love that must be ended because of an impartial destiny for them. Akmal doesn't want to see Fika again hurt and in danger because of her father's actions again.
He did not want to take the slightest risk for the safety of Fika. Despite the weight, he must leave Fika at this time and let her have a better life with a man who can better protect her.
Akmal releases Fika's body and begins to organize his feelings, trying to smile for the last time in front of the woman he loves the most.
"Goodbye" said Akmal smiling so widely.
Akmal also sought to gather rigor and concentrate himself on believing in the belief that the move he took was the most appropriate for his Fish.
Akmal looked at a corner of the park where Angga's father had been waiting for him and looked at him. Akmal also gave a gesture with a small nod towards Angga's father.
With a heavy heart he tried to stand up and release his hand with Fika while still smiling. He moved his legs slowly away from Fika.
He had to raise his ears to not hear Fika's broken cry as he turned and walked away. He tried not to look back because he did not want to show his tear-filled face.
Fika continuously hit her chest that felt tight with so heartbreaking cries. Angga's father immediately approached his daughter and hugged her warmly.
He tried to calm his daughter down and comfort her to stop crying. To be honest, he could not bear to see the sadness on his daughter's face.
He can feel how broken his daughter's heart, but he can not ignore the fact that a Rendra Hutama will not easily let go.
He will continue to look for ways to destroy it and even eliminate it if he insists on allowing his daughter's relationship with Akmal to remain.
"You can get through this, baby. Your father, mother and sister will always be with you. You'll be fine, I love you very much dear." said the father calmed Fika while kissing the top of his daughter's head .