
In Bandung.
Almost noon the two brothers just arrived in the city of Bandung. In the courtyard of their house that looks so beautiful, there is a mother Rania sitting while painting.
Once you hear the sound of a car engine stopping in the yard of the house, you immediately stop painting activities.
He also put down his painting equipment rushed to his two sons who had just arrived. His eyes were already glazed at Akmal who had actually returned home.
"Akmal.." call mom with haru rushing to her.
"Mother, I'm sorry." Akmal said as soon as he grabbed the body of the mother who had given birth to him into this world.
"Mother who should apologize son, if only mother chose this path since long ago you will not suffer like this" said mother along with her shed tears from both eyes.
Akmal drowned himself and all the pain in his heart in the arms of the woman he loved most in the world. His wall of strength just broke in front of his mother.
He could only pour all his pain and torment in the arms of his mother. He breathed in the scent of the mother's body that was so soothing.
If people say a man doesn't deserve to cry for love, then what does he deserve to cry for? thought .
Let it be today, she wept until she was satisfied and felt relief in her heart. He would not care about anything else, because his heart was so wounded.
Flashbacks, flashbacks,
Before he met Fika, Angga's father first asked him to speak with four eyes.
"How's your family doing?" ask me after a long silence.
"Well, we and our family are now settled in Bandung. After om and my family moved to Surabaya, my mother and brother also moved to Bandung." explained Akmal.
"What about your father?" ask Angga's father who does not know the divorce of Rania's mother and her husband.
"Father and mother have been divorced, since we lived in Bandung we never reconnected om." explained Akmal honestly.
"Divorce?" ask Angga's father to make sure.
"Daddy om, just like om and my family and my family are also trying to start our new life in another city" explained Akmal.
"How do you know about the accident that hit Fika?" ask me directly at the point.
"I called Icha earlier, and Icha said that Fika was again in Jakarta for treatment after the accident" Akmal explained.
"So you've been in touch with my second daughter a lot?" ask Angga's father suspiciously.
"No, this is the first time after 1.5 years" Akmal replied, dismissing the suspicions of Angga's father.
"If so, why are you calling Icha now? And why did you call him?" asking Angga's father again made Akmal a little jolted.
Akmal was silent for a while until he finally answered a question from Angga's father.
"Actually, today I plan to go to Australia to continue my education which is delayed om. But, I want to make sure of Fika's circumstances first. For the last time. And Icha says.."
"Enough" said Angga's father cutting Akmal's speech.
"daughter's life is fine, but you see once you come secretly to Surabaya at that time her life must be in danger." continued Angga's father made Akmal feel more guilty.
"Om know, I'm coming?" ask Akmal.
"Of course, om and aunt saw you watching Fika and Radit back then in front of our house. So please very much for the safety of Fika. Your father can do anything to pay for his life again." replied Angga's father confidently.
Akmal is increasingly mired in a deepening sense of guilt. He loved Fika so much but apparently all this time, he himself became the cause of chaos and suffering in Fika's life.
"Well, but please give me a chance to meet him just once for the last time" Akmal said steadily after pondering for a few moments.
"All right." said Angga's father after a long sigh.
"Om knows you're a good man, but your father constantly makes our lives full of difficulties." Inner father Angga.
And when Angga's father brought her into the room where Fika was undergoing treatment the first thing he saw was Fika's pale face with a few scratches and stitches on her head.
I want Akmal to run to Fika and hug her to vent his longing all this time, but he can't. Akmal tried smilingly greeting Fika who was slightly surprised to see her presence.
Angga's father tells Fika that Akmal wants to see him and talk to him. At first Fika wanted to refuse, but Akmal was already in front of her back then.
Inevitably Fika agreed, Angga's father helped her to sit in a wheelchair and pushed her towards Akmal.
Akmal thanked Angga's father for giving him the opportunity.
Akmal took over to push her into the wheelchair that Fika was sitting in as she exited the room to head for the park below.
Fika and Akmal were both silent until they reached the park. Akmal also arranged for Fika's wheelchair in front of a garden chair.
He also sat opposite Fika who continued to be silent and lowered his head did not dare to look at him. Akmal also saw clearly the hand of Fika who used a buffer because it was broken.
After a while they finally decided to start talking to each other and accidentally they spoke simultaneously accidentally.
"You." they said in unison.
"You used to" said Akmal who had not stopped addressing Fika.
"No, you're alone." said Fika quickly as she held back her nerves.
It has been 1.5 years since they split up and this is the first time he has seen Akmal again. Fika feels very guilty because in the past he even left Akmal without being able to say goodbye directly.
He was too afraid to even meet Akmal to say goodbye. He left the man who was in front of him.
The first man to enter his life. The first man he dreamed of being his life partner until he breathed his last.
The man who managed to make her so in love and heartbroken at the same time. There was something constantly rumbling inside his chest.
All of his feelings were mixed into one as he now saw her in front of his eyes. Fika was even too embarrassed to apologize for leaving the man without a single word.
They were so awkward with each other, but deep down they each missed each other so much.