
While mas Radit changed clothes I went straight to the bed to lay down my body. At first I really wanted to go to bed first.
Unfortunately, no matter how hard I tried to close it, my eyes remained open with freshness. I looked at the bathroom door that was still tightly closed.
My heart suddenly sped up to beat faster as I thought about what might happen tonight. This is my first night, and ready or not it has become an obligation.
Because of my mind?? who wandered everywhere, unconsciously I daydreamed. Until suddenly I touched Radit's shoulder to wake me up.
"Darling." call me Radit while touching my shoulder.
"Astaghfirullah" I said a little surprised.
"Don't let me know?" my spoken.
"Not mean dear, but you from earlier I called even daydreaming continues. Sorry huh?" mas Radit explained.
"Yes, it's okay. It's wrong of me, too, because of daydreaming." I replied looking down unwell.
"Darling, now I'm your husband. I hope that whatever disturbs your mind, you can share with me. And about our relationship as husband and wife how about we talk about it now?" my many.
"M..you mean?"
"I mean, we're talking about our relationship right now. I'll never make you my full wife until you're really ready" she said to me.
Guilt suddenly flashed in my heart. Mas Radit really loves me a lot, all this time he's really been trying to understand me.
I was too selfish and always concerned with my own feelings. How could I be loved so much, I thought.
"Mas, sit next to me." I said making her look a little surprised.
He followed my will without answering or asking anything. Now we sit side by side on the same bed.
The atmosphere was a little awkward, between the two of us.
"From tonight on, I'll get used to myself as you" I said as I reached into my husband's hand and clasped it.
A happy smile was drawn from his lips. He kissed the back of my hand so softly and emotionally.
I rested my body on her shoulder which field, her masculine body scent so strong that it filled my sense of smell.
I started to like this smell, the smell of his body was so soothing and comforting. I tried to hug him and erode the awkward atmosphere between us.
"Thank you for giving me the chance to be your husband, baby" he said, kissing the top of my head as he hugged me.
We spent time talking about and planning our lives after we got married.
"Oh yeah, papa give us a honeymoon ticket to New Zeland do you want us to go there ?" tanyakanya.
"When did we go?" ask me .
"1 day after our wedding in Jakarta" replied Mas Radit.
"Hem, what season is it?" ask me .
"Winter if not wrong, means snow. Why?"
"Hm, how is it? I have a cold allergy if I get cold I can itch to swelling. I don't think I can go there in winter. How about dong mas?" I am obviously honest.
Actually, I'm afraid that Radit might be offended or not believe what I'm explaining. But I can't be cold, especially in the snow.
"Hm, yeah, I'll tell papa. What if we go there in the summer?" ask us Radit .
"When is summer?" ask me.
"Around the beginning of next year. There are still a few months left." he replied .
"Still long dong mas?" my spoken.
"Yes, it's okay. Only after the party I took my leave for 1 week. It's a shame if not everywhere." explained mas Radit.
"Yes yes, hmm. if for example we vacation to the first decet-detail how mas? How was the local tour?" my words give advice.
"Where are you going?" ask me Radit.
"I'm up to you." I said.
"Well, I'm not a person who likes to go on vacation so I don't know where to go on vacation?" I said honestly.
"Hm, yes, how do we go to Lombok. Coincidentally papa has a private villa there is also a good place on the beach. Do you like the beach?" ask her.
"I like it, yes we've been there aja mas." I said .
"It's better that we go to sleep, now it's late. You must be tired too, he said.
"Yes, um."
We went to bed and missed our first night as a couple. Mas Radit did not ask or compel me to fulfill my obligations as his wife.
***
"Honey, wake up at dawn." said Mas Radit woke me up.
"Emh, what time is it ?" I said as I pulled the blanket over my face.
"Half 5 am baby, you don't sleep anymore why pull the blanket again?" ask me Radit.
"I don't want to sleep anymore, you don't be shy" I replied honestly.
"Well, why should I be ashamed. Hey, here and here you open the blanket first." said mas Radit while pulling the blanket that covers my face.
I ran to the bathroom to avoid it. It felt really strange when I woke up with someone beside me.
After cleaning my body, I also remembered that I did not bring anything even a towel. I can't get out without wearing anything.
"Argh, why so stupid. Why can't you forget to bring a change of clothes and a towel." I said, hitting my head slowly.
"Darling, I want to take a shower. I'm the same father wants to pray together in the front mosque nih." said mas Radit from behind the door.
"I.iya mas I'm done here." I replied still confused.
Ceklek, the door is open.
"Mas." call me .
"What are you doing ? Why not get out?" he was surprised to see only my head between the doors.
"Would you ask for help?" ask me to be brave.
"What's wrong?"
"Take a towel and change my clothes in the closet" I said with a smile pointing my teeth.
"You want to go out early in the morning to lure me?" her question was deliberately teasing me.
"Ish, what the hell is mas. Please dong takein yah yah yah?" I said with a clear face.
"If I don't want to?" ask her again.b
"Because yes, I can catch a cold if the gini continues. I'm cold." I said
"Yes yes to my wife, what the hell is not it? Yes, I helped you." he said.
He rushed to the closet to get a shirt and a towel for me.
"Darling, where did I get your clothes?" his yell.
"Whichever is the mas, which is important" I replied from inside the bathroom.
Tok tok, tock,
Chequek, czech,
"Now, baby, you're wearing spit. Later you catch the wind again continue to hurt." said mas Radit.
I took the clothes that Radit picked up . Oh my god, this is so embarrassing. Even mas Radit took my underwear without me asking.
"I feel really ashamed and have no face left to look at it." My mind condemned my stupidity.