God's Choice of Mate

Talk to Reno.

"What are you doing here?" asked Brother Reno with the market to me.

But I still kept quiet and did not answer her questions.

" You're here to laugh at me right now, aren't you!, "Sister Reno yelled a little.

"Why are you silent like a mute. If you come here just to be quiet without saying anything you better get out of here .Because your arrival was a waste of my time and made me even more upset, angry and fed up with seeing your face, " said Brother Reno in an annoyed and angry tone of voice.

Seeing his increasingly emotional behavior and attitude .So I did not want to linger close to him.Then I slowly lifted the map containing documents of divorce papers that have since been on my lap and I hold. I put the map containing the divorce papers straight from the table in front of me and pushed it a little forward so that Reno could see the documents.

"What is that?, " said Brother Reno harshly.

"Sir Reno look and read it. After that, immediately sign the document to facilitate the process, "said me slowly.

Reno took the map containing the divorce papers and read it. Then I heard him flipping through the paper in the map.

"What's this divorce warrant!, "his yell was rude to me.

"Yes, "I answered briefly.

"You've already dared to file a divorce suit against me. And you think that easily I'm going to put my signature on your divorce papers. So that you can immediately be free from me and be with Roy or lure the young pretentious who was in the mosque when it was with you," said Reno accused me.

"Whatever you say Brother Reno and I don't care what you think. Anyway, why do you insist on not signing the divorce papers. Didn't you feel disgusted and sick of being around me. Then why do you shackle me in a bond we don't want? and will it not also hurt and hurt you, "say me softly.

"That's none of your business" said Reno.

"You don't think it might be my business. But I no longer want to deal with you or your family. And I want to live my own life from the beginning and rearrange the path of my life that you have broken and destroyed by you and your family. Therefore, Reno did not have to insist on not signing the letter. It's all for our common good. At least after we split up we can live each other's lives and stay away for eternity" I said.

" What do you say is sign this letter immediately! Don't dream, "yell Brother Reno while throwing a map containing documents of divorce papers into my face.

Mughhhhh....

" Athaghfirullahaladzim o Allah, "my words were so shocked and shocked to receive the harsh treatment of Brother Reno.

Paper documents that are in the map scattered.

"Don't you think I'm stupid. I will never sign the divorce papers at any time" Reno snapped to me.

"You can never be separated from me forever. And you will always be bound to me, "again Brother Reno to me.

"Well, if that's your decision .I'm not gonna force you to put your signature on that divorce warrant. Anyway I came here to see you in good order to convey my intention to part with this divorce suit letter myself in good order. But looking at your emotional and always arrogant attitude it seems like I misjudged you who have not been able to introspect your situation now. Anyway I don't need your autograph so that my divorce suit can be granted by the judge because I already have a good reason to part with you" I said.

"Oh, so apparently you've gotten bolder to me. Can't you stand being with Roy anymore? Hah!, " cried Brother Reno very loudly while hitting his hand on the table.

"Don't bring Kak Roy's name to our problems. Because none of this has anything to do with Roy. And stop blaming and hurting Roy, "I said as I stood slowly holding the table in front of me.

"Why would you be angry if I mentioned and used Roy's name? Is it because you love Roy too much and want to be with him soon? HAH!, "asked Brother Roy while shouting.

Sreetts....

I heard the sound of a chair being pushed back.

TAPS... TAPS... TAPS...

The sound of Reno's footsteps walking slightly quickly towards me. Then he pulled my body and slightly dragged it closer to his body.

"Auwww..., "my words whimper a little.

"Actually what is your goal Rani?" said Brother Reno as he pushed my body so close to his.

I could feel her breathing so close to my face. The excitement and rhythm of heart palpitations are erratic as if it can be touched by my senses.

"Take me off Brother Reno, "my gun to him.

"Why do you want to rush away from your own husband?Do you not miss your husband Rani?, " said Brother Reno as he whispered to my ear with his slightly softened voice.

I stretched my body and felt very uncomfortable with his attitude.

"Take me off, Brother Reno! If not, "my word is cut off.

"If that's okay, say it, " said Brother Reno as he pulled my body deeper into his arms.

"I'll scream, "my bluff.

"Please scream. I don't give a shit. Who would care about that anyway. I am your husband who is close to his wife, " said Brother Reno, pushing his face closer to mine.

"Why don't you look at me and turn your face away? But not when Roy's around you. You look at him with happiness, " said Brother Reno again and clenched my body tightly.

"Stop Brother Reno! Let go of me!, "I said a little screamed.

But Reno's sister is getting less and less concerned about my words.

"Why don't you feel comfortable around me? Different when you're near Roy. Do you love Roy so much?, "asked Brother Reno who was getting closer to my face.

"If it is true. Then why?, "my answer was sniffed so that Brother Reno would immediately stay away from me.

But my guess was wrong he was pulling my body into his arms.

" Don't you say you're fed up and disgusted to be around me. Then what are you doing right now, "my words make fun of Brother Reno.

Brother Reno was silent and I heard no more of his voice.However, I could feel ******* his warm breath and his heart-pounding thumping rhythm that felt fast and beat getting stronger. I kept struggling trying to escape from his arms. But Brother Reno continues to hinder my efforts.

"Take me off Brother Reno!," I said.

Then I tried to hit his chest with my strength. But once again the effort I put in was in vain.

He quickly clasped my hand tightly and increasingly pulled my body into his arms. I felt his breath so close to my face and his scent could be sniffed by my sense of smell.

Without realizing it and so quickly he has kissed my lips so softly. Immediately I fell silent and was so surprised.When I quickly realized also my hand pushed Kak Reno body away from my body. "What are you doing Brother Reno?" I said a little yell to Brother Reno.

I really feel angry and upset. Then Brother Reno tried to approach me again saying, "Why don't you want to look at my face Ran?," he said in a slightly softened tone.

I shouted while showing my finger, "Stop! stopit! Don't come near me anymore!, "I said without knowing where Brother Reno is. Meanwhile, Brother Reno kept looking at me without saying much, "Go! get away from me!" I cried loudly.

Czechkkk...

Seeing my situation as depressed. Just relax Wirda immediately poured out his annoyance and anger to Brother Reno who was in front of him.

"Is Brother Reno not satisfied enough to hurt Rani?Is the suffering that Brother Reno gave him still not enough?," said Wirda yelling annoyed.

"Until when will Brother Reno continue to make Rani's life suffer as in hell? and whether Brother Reno has no sense of pity or sympathy .Where's your conscience, Reno?" said Wirda in great annoyance as he pointed his index finger toward the face of Reno's sister.

Hearing Wirda who ignited emotions.Aki worried about his condition.Fear if Kak Reno out of control and hurt Wirda. Then I walked while slightly fumbling to look for Wirda's whereabouts. But because of my troubled mind, I fell.

BRuukkkp...

"Ran!," cried Wirda very anxiously. Then Wirda quickly helped me to stand up, "You're okay Ran?," asked Wirda to confirm my condition.

"Yes Wirda. Never mind Wirda, let's get out of here, "I asked Wirda.

Brother Reno kept staring at me.

"Why is Reno now silent?" asked Wirda to Reno.

Brother Reno then walked closer towards me. Wirda tried to stop him. But can't. Quickly Brother Reno pulled my hand and grasped it tightly.

"What happened to Rani ?Why doesn't he know where you are and where I am? and why didn't he look at me as he spoke?" Brother Reno asked Wirda curiously. Hearing Kak Reno Wirda's question smiled sinisterly as he approached towards Kak Reno and released Kak Reno's hand from my hand.

"Why now does Brother Reno care about Rani and want to know her situation ?Does it matter to Brother Reno?" asked Wirda very closely.

"I'm asking you! and answer!, "please ask Reno to be upset while yelling at Wirda.

"Well if Reno really wants to know, "said Wirda with her face flat.

Brother Reno waited for the answer of his question to Wirda while occasionally glancing at me.

" Once Wirda, let's just get out of here, "my love with a sad look.

" No Ran, before Brother Reno knows what he has done to you. I'm not leaving. Because he is responsible for your condition now, "Wirda said carried away by emotions.

" What do you mean?, "asked Brother Reno growing curious.

"Sir Reno wants to know no. What happened to Rani. HAH!," cried Wirda.

"Wirda, "my words stopped Wirda.

"No Ran. Don't stop me this time, "reject Wirda.

Wirda then approached towards Brother Reno while holding my hand.

"Rani has lost her sight and become permanently blind and it's all because of Kak Reno's actions" F said

Wirda while showing her index finger to Brother Reno.

Brother Reno flinched, "You're lying."

"Why did I lie to Reno. Oh yes and why Reno faked expression by showing a sad face. Doesn't this make you happy by seeing Rani's condition like this. And this is what Brother Reno expects by seeing Rani suffer more.Why not all of you Reno eliminate Rani rather than make her life miserable and become disabled like this !,"wirda said very rudely to Brother Reno.

Brother Reno fell silent at Wirda's words.

Then Fariz's ustad, Rafa's sister and the lawyer came in to stop Wirda and took my divorce papers that were splattered on the floor.

" Wirda Deck already, Istighfar, "tutur ustad Fariz.

" Yes Wirda. Let's get out of here. Free to talk to Reno will have no results, "persuade me to Wirda.

With a facial expression that was still very upset Wirda finally accepted my invitation to leave the room immediately. I Wirda, Ustad Fariz, Rafa and the lawyer finally came out of the room where I met Reno. Not long after the police approached Reno and brought him back into the holding cell.But Reno remained still and kept looking at me. Brother Reno looked at me like a petrification. He kept not letting go of his sight until I went away and lost his sight."Ran, Are you okay?" asked Wirda as he walked leading me to where Pak Budi and Bik Siti were waiting for us.

"Yes Wir, "my words softly while nodding my head.

"Wr .Do you feel any strange attitude from Sister Reno?, "I asked Wirda.

"What kind of strange behavior does Ran mean?" Wirda asked back to me.

"A behavior I never felt before. But I don't know maybe it's just my feeling, "I said to Wirda to change the subject.

Wirda looked at me thinking of something he didn't reveal to me.

Not long after we all arrived at the place where Pak Budi and Bik Siti were waiting for our arrival .

"How did nothing happen to Rani?" asked Bik Siti worriedly as she rubbed my shoulders slowly. "Alhamdulillah Rani is fine Bik Siti, " replied Wirda.

Bik Siti smiled with relief at Wirda's reply.

"Yes already then. Let's now head over to Nak Wirda's house. So that Nak Rani can immediately rest, "said Pak Budi to invite everyone.

Everyone agreed with Mr. Budi's invitation and immediately rushed to the car and left the police station that detained Mr. Reno.

Bremmmm....

The car drove slowly the longer it got faster and went away from where Kak Reno was being held. While I was in the car was silent and without saying much words.

Either I feel a nervousness in my mind like something is stuck in my heart and it feels heavy.

" What are you thinking Ran? Ever since coming out of the room to meet Reno, I saw that you were very excited and thought about something a lot. What's Ran?, "asked Wirda who's been watching me ever since.

" I, there's nothing Wirda, "my answer covers the restlessness of my heart.

" Is that really Ran?, "wanted Wirda doesn't believe it.

" Yes Wirda, "I answered trying to convince him.

" Well if you say it like that Ran. I just want to expect the best from you and you're in good shape" Wirda said to me as she rubbed my shoulders slowly. "Yes Wir, thank you. You are indeed my best friend, "I replied while holding Wirda's hand.

The car driven by Mr. Budi continues to drive. In the roar of the car engine sounding. I felt a void enveloping my heart for a moment. I don't know what's going on in my heart and mind that I want to dig up and find this riled up .But the more I tried to find out, the more uncertain I became and added to the turmoil of my heart.

I took a deep and long breath slowly to stretch out my heart while reading the do'a in my heart.So that the distress in my heart disappeared and went away. "Allahumma inni as-aluka nafsan bika muthma-innah, tu'minu biliqo-ika wa tardho bi qodho-ika wataqna'u bi 'atho-ika.( Meaning: O God, I ask You for a soul that is at ease with You, that is sure to meet You, that is pleased with Your resolve, and that feels sufficient with Your gift) ".

My heart is calmer than before.