God's Choice of Mate

A Confession

My eyes were aghast to see him being very close to me.

"What are you doing here?", I'm afraid.By lightness Brother Reno said,"This is my home, so as I wish to do anything",the answer scared me.I tried my hardest to get away from him.However again my day is not able to match his strength.

"Where are you going?", smiling grimacedly.

I tried to break away from him.But both of his hands were outstripped strong locking my body which still felt weak helpless.I was so frightened.Seeing his gaze like a hungry ferocious lion as if he would prey on me right then and there.

"Take me off!", I said thrashing.

Brother Reno is getting stronger and stronger to grip my body to the point of helplessness.

"Why?isn't this what you want".

I also shouted for help and hoped Ms. Riska or anyone heard my screams.

"Freely you scream, for no one will be able to hear your voice in a heavy rain like this".

But I did not give up and continued to thrash and scream.Till suddenly the sound of the door opening which surprised Brother Reno.

"Reno!", shouted the figure.

He also walked closer to me and Brother Reno.Dengan quickly he pulled the body of Brother Reno and dragged him away from me.Looking with the rest of my energy I also rose and saw the figure of the man who had saved me from Brother Reno.

"Sister Roy," I said slowly.

Brother Roy was so very angry.Both hands clutching firmly the collar of Kak Reno's shirt.

"What did you do to Rani?is all this not enough for him?" said Brother Roy annoyed.

But Reno only smiled cynically by underestimating Kak Roy.Then he quickly released Kak Roy's grip.

"You why Roy?want to be a hero! da? ha, "while pushing Kak Roy's body.

I kept staring at them.Two tall men who were equally strong made me anxious to watch their quarrel.My body that still felt weak, I tried to move it slowly.Trained I approached the two of them in my pushy eyes.

"Have stopped this fight" I said softly.

The two of them looked at me with different eyes as well.A angry and resentful sister Reno yelled at me,

"Hey, you don't have to follow along.All these problems are the source of you.If you've never been present in my life everything will be fine," said Brother Reno while showing his index finger and pushing me.

My body that is still limp helpless feels will fall instantly.But swiftly Kak Roy supported my body.Our eyes met.In the faint of sight I saw a very deep anxiety in his facial water.It is still clear the former points of wet rain his body while helping me.He was very wet in cold shackles.

Brother Reno looks increasingly upset and trying to push back on me and Kak Roy.But quickly Kak Roy pulled my body with him to avoid.And it's true that I and Kak Roy did not fall down.Sedak Reno fell down.

"Bad you two are!" said Brother Reno, getting angry.

He immediately stood up and walked towards me and Kak Roy.Full with the fire of anger he wanted to hit Kak Roy.But once again Kak Roy managed to hold the clump of Kak Reno's hand.

Not long later Mbak Riska entered.He looked surprised to see the incident in front of his eyes.

"Reno?Roy?what are you guys doing?, "just worried.

He approached them with a tray with a glass of milk, which he placed on the table.

Mbak Riska holds both hands Kak Reno and Kak Roy.And look at him alternately.

"What are you guys doing?like a little kid".

Brother Roy was silent and looked towards Brother Reno and vice versa Brother Reno glanced cynically towards Kak Roy.

"Loh, I even look at the views.Hmmm..you are why the hell?" asked Ms Riska.

"No reason" said Brother Reno relaxed.

Mbak Riska also glanced to make sure everything was in accordance with what was said by Kak Reno.

Not long later Kak Roy seemed to want to say something to Mbak Riska but hurriedly I held his arm.In that sense Kak Roy did not need to tell what happened.Kak Roy seemed to disagree with my cue.But I tried to convince him with a slight nod of my head and my small gaze, it was fortunate that he understood and fulfilled my wish.

Ms. Riska who saw the condition of Kak Roy who was still soaking wet told her to change clothes first borrowed the clothes of Kak Reno.At first Kak Roy and Kak Reno did not want.But after Mbak Riska forced and explained them finally agree and be forced to fix each other.

Meanwhile, Madam Riska slowly pulled my arm to sit down and drink her warm milk.I also obeyed her and drank the milk slowly.

"Ran, what really happened?mbak feel there is something you hide from mbak.How can you fall?and what did Reno and Roy do in the room?, "he said full of inquires.

I who drank milk was surprised and faltered to hear questions from Ms. Riska.

"Ran, are you okay?" asked Ms Riska.

"It's okay, ma'am" I said.

Ma'am Riska then gave me a tissue to wipe the slightly spilled milk.

Highlight Sister Riska looking at me again,

"Bener Rani is nothing.Mbak hopes that there is nothing Rani hid from mbak ya dek.Mbak already considers Rani like his own sister and mbak hope Rani also considers mbak as Rani's own sister."

Ma'am Riska gently stroked my head.I smiled at her too.

Not long after, Kak Roy who had changed clothes entered the room.He smiled at me.And I also returned his smile.Then I invited Mbak Riska to sit back on the balcony.Then follow Kak Roy.I also walked slowly to the balcony.

"It's still raining Ran, isn't Rani sitting here?" asked Ms Riska.

"Nothing mbak.Rani likes the rain.The water stub makes Rani become calm mbak," I said.

"Oh yaudah then" said Ms Riska with a smile.

Not long after that Mbak Riska's mobile phone rang.He also raised the incoming call which was apparently from Bu Sri.

After a few minutes Ms. Riska spoke with Ms. Sri.Mbak Riska permission to go down to prepare the document file requested by Ms. Sri.So it was only me and Kak Roy who were sitting together on the balcony with a rather short distance at a glance, my gaze and Kak Roy clashed.He was so deep looking at me.Gaze that makes me feel uncomfortable and try to turn away from him.However, he called my name slowly, he said,

"Ran," he said softly.

Brother Roy walked over to me.With his gaze that seemed full of mystery to me.I fell silent.Try guess what he tried to say to me.

"Ran, I'm still daydreaming," he said softly.

"Akh.nothing, brother," I replied.

"Ran, I want to say something important to Rani.And you hope Rani will not misunderstand the intention of the brother's words," he said seriously.

"Yes.iya sister," I said while thinking.

Brother Roy bent his legs, while on his knees sitting under a chair near me.I saw him become confused with what he did.

Old Kak Roy was silent as he tried to reflect himself into his original calm and charismatic self.

I looked at him slowly waiting for the words that would come out of his thin lips.

"Ran, though,since the beginning of the brother saw you.Sakak felt there is a bond that connects the brother and Rani.Entah what kind of bond it.But brother can not stand if you have to see Rani sad or hurt.Kak wants to always be on Rani's side.To always keep and make Rani happy.Ran....,"

Suddenly his sentence was interrupted.See Kak Roy slowly took a breath.I was waiting for him to continue his speech.

Roy looked back at me A meaningful look in the image of his eyes that were so shady.Makes me feel uncomfortable and wonder about all this.

Slowly he tried to get closer to me.

"Ran," he said slowly.

"Yes Kak, there is what you want to say.If it can make Kak Roy's heart feel relieved.Rani is ready to listen to Kak Roy's complaints," said my.

Brother Roy smiled, I nodded reassuringly.

"Ran, I don't like Rani," she said straightforwardly.

I was silent at his words.Cold in the splashing rain wrapped my silence.

But suddenly, though,

Sghb..

The sound of things falling down.I also looked up.

Mbak Riska and Kak Reno have stood still hearing my talk and Kak Roy.The atmosphere was silent.Only the rhythm of the rain that sings.In a sense created in the shackles of voidness.