God's Choice of Mate

Tumultuously

"Why did you just come now Re?" said Wirda a little ketus.

Rere turned to Wirda with a sad look on his face.

While Aunt Desi did not mutter and reacted in the slightest to the presence of Rere.

Hearing the words from Wirda, I immediately grabbed her hand slowly to control her words.

" Just let Ran, I said like that.I'm also upset with Rere.This is all because of his selfishness.So we have to lose Kak Roy," whispered Wirda to me.

I sighed slowly hearing Wirda's words."It is not good to talk like that Wir.Qadarulah, all this has become the decree of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala and we are not his shoes blame others, Wirda.One more thing pity Aunt Desi.He is still in a mourning mood, he is still in a grieving mood, so please don't provoke a ruckus with Rere, Wir," I told Wirda, saying quietly.

"Yes Ran.Thank you for reminding me. But honestly I put out the words spontaneously because I was upset after seeing Rere's arrival in front of me.And remember what Aunt Desi had said about her about the late Kak Roy," sahut Wirda with a tone of voice that is sad and a little sorry.I then hold the hand of Wirda, "It's okay Wir, I understand what you feel. The important thing is that now you realize that what you say is not good. Now we have to think about Aunt Desi's feelings because she just lost her only son, Kak Roy. Aunt Desi is still in great shock and needs the support of all of us. So I hope you can hold back, however, not only about Rere and about the others as well yes," I said slowly trying to remind Wirda.

Rere looked towards Wirda with a cold gaze and a dislike feeling. Wirda who looked back at Rere also felt Rere's gaze that looked strange to him. But Wirda this time responded casually and did not issue any words that would provoke a showdown between them.

And after a long time Aunt Desi was silent at last Aunt Desi began to react and looked at Rere with a cold gaze and did not like his presence, "Yes what Wirda said was right. Why are you just coming now Re?, " said Aunt Desi a little bit.

Rere also gasped to hear the words of Aunt Desi. Then he wiped the tears that flowed down his cheeks and removed his hand from Aunt Desi's fingers. "Why does Auntie say that? does the aunt not like my arrival?" asked Rere looking at the face of Aunt Desi who seemed to ignore his arrival.

But Aunt Desi remained silent. He seemed reluctant to answer the question Rere asked himself.

Once again Rere also felt neglected about Aunt Desi's attitude to him.Then with a slightly upset tone of voice He also conveyed the grievance that was in his heart, " Although Aunt does not like my presence here.Tante can not deny that I am still the daughter-in-law of this family.And I remain the legal wife of the late Kak Roy. Even though he was no longer in this world".

Hearing the words conveyed by Rere Aunt Desi was like being ignited by her anger and resentment ."Whatever you say Auntie doesn't care. Wasn't Roy's departure also because of your actions. If only you hadn't forced your selfishness on Roy. And if only you hadn't ruined his pride by planning a deed that hurt Roy so much. Of course at the moment Roy will not leave us all. Ray's still here with Auntie. Huhuhuhuhuhu.

Rere who heard Aunt Desi's words couldn't help but be annoyed. And his true nature came back out.

" I'm really sorry Auntie with what my aunt has told me.When my intention here is to comfort also share the sadness with Auntie. But I didn't expect Aunt to be like that to me and blame me in front of everyone. Anyway I apologized Auntie. And one more thing whatever I did it wasn't a mistake either .Because what I'm doing is asking for my rights as his wife, Kak Roy. And I don't feel guilty about it. After all, to blame for all this is Rani, "said Rere who looks upset while looking at me.

Aunt Desi who kept crying after hearing Rere's words immediately wiped her tears and also became very upset, "Why do you have to blame Rani while she did nothing to Roy. And you must not cast the guilt that you did to Rani, "disput Aunt Desi.

Rere was inflamed listening to Aunt Desi's defense of me. " I thought the Aunt was supporting me but it turned out that I was wrong to expect it. The aunt is the same as the others. And if the aunt says Rani is innocent, Kak Roy's death is a big mistake. Roy became like that and felt depressed because he thought so much about Rani. Just try Rani it's gone from Kak Roy's life.

Surely Kak Roy and I will be able to live happily ever after without any interference from Rani. And I hate you so much Ran!, "Rere said rudely to me.

I flinched listening to what Rere told me. And Wirda couldn't hold back his emotions for Rere's rude attitude toward me."You are a woman who does not know yourself, Re. You should be reflecting and introspecting yourself for everything that is happening right now. I really feel weird if you really love Kak Roy .You will not hurt himself. Then what kind of love you have that can hurt the person you love. Oh yes from earlier I noticed you.Seems like you are not sad about the departure of Kak Roy. Do you really have planned something to Kak Roy, "said Wirda while frowning while thinking.

Rere also looked tense and awkward to hear the words that Wirda had thrown for him . He seemed unable to refute what Wirda was saying. And I did feel something strange from Rere's attitude. But I don't know if I don't want to be su'udzon to him. Moreover, seeing the condition of Aunt Desi who is still very hit by the departure of Kak Roy. Then I immediately broke up a small dispute between Wirda and Rere. "Have Wirda and Rere stopped your debate. Poor Aunt Desi .He still needs calm after the departure of Kak Roy, " said I.

And Rere responded to my words with the chief as he walked over to me, "You don't have to be a pretentious person caring about Aunt Desi, Ran. You better take care of your own life .Shouldn't you be self-conscious if you become a burden to others around you. Especially since you can't see it is also the biggest burden of mind for Kak Roy because it always thinks of you. And for that you are to blame for everything that happened to Kak Roy, " said Rere rudely.

Wirda who was beside me seemed to not accept what Rere said to me, "You do not need to blame Rani for the mistakes you have done .Oh yes I think your life is indeed full of camouflage and theatrics yes, Re.Sometimes you are kind to Rani and then now become evil again. I think you should check with a psychiatrist. I think there's a possibility of a mental breakdown in you" Wirda said, slightly mocking.

"What!, "squeak Rere hard.

"What did you say Wirda ?You think I'm crazy! Keep your mouth shut! and I don't accept your accusation like that, "Rere said irritatedly as he pointed his finger at Wirda.

I heard their debate getting worse - so immediately broke their conversation."Go on Rere and Wirda. Please stop your debate.I beg you not to make a fuss here. It would be inappropriate for you to say such words. Poor Aunt Desi, "my word is slow .

However, Rere who was already feeling very upset and angry then pushed my body. And made me fall on my back.

GUbRunk....

" Astagfirullah O Allah, Auwww, "my moaning is a little pain.

"Feel that! feel it Ran! Hahahahaa.kamu don't be a saintly and pretentious person, "re shouted loudly while laughing at me.

"Rani!," cried Wirda while trying to help me.

Ummah got up from his seat and approached me.

" Athaghfirullah Son. Rani is fine, right? Is anyone hurt or sick, son?, "asked Ummah worried about my situation.

Wirda who sounded very angry seeing Rere's rude attitude to me immediately wanted to push back against Rere but I immediately stopped by grabbing his fingers, "Wir, stop. Don't you pay back what Rere did. It's okay I sincerely accept her and I'm fine" I said slowly to calm Wirda down.

And I could feel the sigh of Wirda who was still panting holding back her anger."But Rere has cleared your outrageousness Ran.And it doesn't deserve him to hurt you like this!. I really don't accept!, "wirda said a little exasperatedly.

"It's okay Wir. Poor Aunt Desi .Let.let Rere behave like that. What he does will surely be recompensed from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. Anyway I'm fine you don't have to worry, "my words are trying to convince Wirda.

Ummah who was beside you also asked Wirda not to continue the debate with Rere.

" It's Nak Wirda ..already.What Rani said is true. Nak

Wirda doesn't need to reply .Just let him do that. If something happens to Nak Rani we can report Nak Rere to the authorities to immediately arrest him for acts of violence for hurting others again, Nak Rani. After all here are also many eyewitnesses who saw his rude and inappropriate attitude to Nak Rani, "say Ummah slightly gritted while looking at Rere.

Rere who heard Ummah's words was silent for a moment with his facial expression so scared and swallowed a little saliva.

Aunt Desi who from earlier looked upset and held back her anger towards Rere immediately told Rere to leave his house immediately. "You better get out of this house right now. Because your presence only brings trouble and makes things worse. Really Auntie doesn't want to see you here again.Go! and don't ever come back here again!," said Aunt Desi a little screamed. Hearing Aunt Desi's rude attitude like that .Rere's eyes glared slightly and seemed to not accept. "Did Aunt throw me out of this house?," asked Rere as she glared at him.

"Yes, " replied Aunt Desi firmly.

" Aunty defends Rani more than I am who is clearly Aunt's own daughter-in-law. And remember Aunt I will never forget the expulsion that Auntie did to me today!" threatened Rere.

Aunt Desi was indifferent to what Rere said to her.

"You don't need to talk much anymore and leave this house immediately. If you already know Auntie's desire to throw you out of this house" said Aunt Desi sternly while looking at Rere's face with so much annoyance.

Rere's visibly angry face restrained his so depressed anger. Then before he left the residence of Aunt Desi Rere threatened and cursed at me"Remember Ran. I will never let your life be happy and my calculations for you are not over. Take it well !.And one more thing until whenever I will always hate you. The expulsion of Aunt Desi to me today .All because of you!.And you are the cause. I hate you so much Ran!, " said Rere while shouting loudly.

" Athaghfirullahaladzim, "I said softly after hearing Rere's words to me.

Not long after that Rere left the house of Aunt Desi with his feelings filled with anger and hatred.

Everyone who still came to the priesthood of Aunt Desi's house looked at Rere while whispering denouncing Rere's inappropriate attitude as a daughter-in-law in the house of Aunt Desi.

" Why are you just silent Ran towards Rere's treatment that has been arbitrary to you?" Wirda said to me gently but still sounded annoyed.

"It's Wir, there's no need for you to think about that. Anyway for what to serve Rere. Maybe he is still depressed because of the departure of Kak Roy. So let him be. We don't have to think about it or care about it. Now we just focus on Aunt Desi.Because our intention to come here is to comfort her and accompany her so as not to dissolve in sadness. Don't you?" I said to Wirda.

"Yes Ran. I didn't think it through. Why is Rere like that?but it is true that you are wasting your time thinking about his increasingly arrogant and unclear attitude" Wirda said.

Not long after Ustad Fariz, Pak Budi and Kak Rafa had returned from performing Friday prayers. Then immediately Ustad Fariz also discussed with Aunt Desi, Ummah and others to schedule the preparation of studies to pray for Kak Roy who has returned to the grace forever.