God's Choice of Mate

The Desire of Brother Reno

Drastic changes occur in Sister Reno.All family members are stunned by the transformation of attitudes and attitudes in all aspects, especially in the field of religion.

His understanding drugged everyone including myself.

Somehow he was able to mutate as quickly as it became a very mannered and unpretentious figure.

It feels like he is the incarnation of a stranger who is confined in the body of Brother Reno.

However, all is impossible.

Such is the power of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala in turning one's heart.

Good people can suddenly be evil in certain conditions, otherwise bad people can suddenly be good in an instant.

Someone will hate so quickly.

Soon he will love.

Man is only a creature created by Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala and has a heart that is difficult to guess by anyone.

However, who would have thought that Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala could very easily flip the human heart.

As in the Qur'an

Al-Muddatstsir verse 31 reads:

Wa ma ja alna ashaban-nari illa mala'ikah, wa ma ma jaalna ‘iddatahum illa fitnatal lil-lazina kafaru, liyastaiqinal-lazina utul-kitaba wa yazdadal-lazina amanaw wa la yartabal-lazina utul-mu'min, wa liyaqulal-lazina fi qulubihim maraduw wal-kafiruna maza aradallahu bihaza masala, kazalika yudillullahu may yasya'u wa yahdi may yasya, wa ma ya ya lamu junuda rabbika illa huw, kazalika, wa ma hiya illa zikra.

Which means:

We make no guardians of hell except the angels, and We do not determine their number except as a trial for the disbelievers. (That is) that those who are given the book may be sure, those who believe increase in faith, those who are given the book and those who believe will not hesitate, and those in whose hearts there is sickness and those who disbelieve (say,) “What does Allah want with this (numbers) as a parable?” Thus does Allah allow those whom He wills to go astray (based on their own inclinations and choices) and guide those whom He wills (based on their readiness to receive guidance). No one knows the army of your Lord except Him. He (the hell of Saqar) is nothing but a warning to man.

From the letter of Al-Muddatstsir verse 31 there is a narration from Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala instructing whomever He wills and making astray whom He wills.

Everything shows that from the glasses of destiny, guidance is God's gift.

However, is then the result of guidance always in accordance with extraordinary expectations?

The answer is our own choice and it is our responsibility for what we choose.

And Brother Reno chose in his endeavour to believe himself to be a preacher in the way of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.

All because of nawaittu and his incredible determination in my opinion.

Not for me but because Allah is the goal so that Allah will be pleased with his efforts and hard work to deepen the knowledge of Islam.

My daydreams kept glaring about making arguments about Reno.

Once again, he made me feel amazed when he returned home.

It's not over so stunned that I and the rest of the family listened to Kak Reno lead the do'a.

Now he always invites all other family members to always pray together and he became the priest of his prayer.

The sound of the merdunya chanting of sacred verses adds to the pleasure of diving and dissolving in the specificity of prayer.

Akhhh....

The echoes of his voice continued to ring in my ears faintly.

 

At the end of the afternoon with shades of orange red caused at sunset, making the atmosphere more and more shahdu. All tired feels lost when you see the twilight, because it has passed a day of exhausting life.

Seeing the presence of twilight inculcated gratitude to myself for the creation of Almighty God.

Become a marvel at the beauty of the universe. The twilight time becomes the point at which man repents and contemplates what he has done in this one day period.

One of the blessings of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala that until this moment I can feel is still able to breathe and breathe the fresh air of twilight,"my inner.

Slowly I squinted a little as I sighed slowly enjoying the twilight beauty of the large balcony on the second floor of the Suprapto Family home.

The breeze gently blew stroking the softness of my hood.

"Senja brings new opportunities for tomorrow" I said slowly.

"It's Allah, Aamiin."

Brother Reno's voice surprised me.

It was like lightning that always came suddenly and created electric rumbling sparks upon its presence.

"Sir Reno?" I was shocked.

He just smiled and sat next to me.

"Since when is Reno here?," I asked.

"Since then" he answered.

He looked towards the sky enjoying the view of dusk and said.

"You know Ran as dusk greeted, I realized that there was something beautiful that God created," while looking at me.

I looked towards him.

"Don't you want to know what Ran is?," he asked.

"What?," I said curiously.

"The beauty is you Ran," he answered while showing a row of neatly arranged teeth.

I was embarrassed to hear it.

"So, I don't like time with you Ran, procrastinating at dusk, enjoying the thunders of feeling that hit. Then pray to Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala like this; Allah, if dusk is not there, set our hearts in the same feeling...,"he stopped his words and looked in my direction.

He soon continued his words again.

"That's the feeling of love."

"Senja and you are longing. Reno and Rani are one.We both enjoy it in the twilight that will go home. In love, God will never be lost. Even at dusk it has stopped."

Again he looked at me.

And somehow my eyes could not escape his gaze.

The Surya began to set Brother Reno changed to be more poetic about the beauty of twilight.

"Ran many words that I want to make beautiful for you.However, sometimes the tongue becomes moody when with you.

Brother does not need to explain much brother's feelings.Since Rani can already know only Rani who has brother's heart.For that brother wants to talk seriously with you Ran," while getting up from his seat.

Brother Reno walked over to me.Then, he held my finger and pulled my body up.

Our faces were so close that I could smell her scent.

A burning feeling rippled throughout the body.

Dregmgg....

Dukkp....Dukkkk...

The rhythm of the beating heart is getting faster and more erratic.

"Ran,"he whispered softly.

"With a faint twilight and a sweet twilight sun hanging spoiled on the horizon.From the depths of my heart's deepest sincerity.Then I convey my intentions to you Ran.Sister wants to marry you legally according to the laws of the country."

I felt his strong, cold hands.

I listened to her words really.

"However, all come back to you Ran.

Brother does not want to force everything on you.Sister wants to live with you but on your own will Ran is not a compulsion.If indeed Rani feels shackled to undergo marriage this series brother will try to let you go.Although it is not what you want Ran."

He looked at me as he rubbed my head gently.

"Sister waiting for your answer Ran.

And there is no need for Rani to answer it now.Rani can pray istikharah asking for guidance to Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala."

"And do not make this as a burden Ran.Kakak want to see you happy.Aware of the importance of yourself to brother but again love can not be forced not.Kakak want to love you and build the happiness of living a household on the basis of worship to God Subhanahu wa ta'ala."

I looked at him and tried to fight my tongue.

"All right, brother, give me time to think and ask Allah for guidance Subhanahu wa ta'ala."

Brother Reno smiled.

"Of course Ran.As with death, a soul mate is the biggest mystery that must be faced by humans in life. And that means, we don't know when and with whom we will be reunited. As well as our series of meetings and marriages, all with the permission of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala" he explained.

"Yes, what is yours, will find you anyway."" I replied, nodding.

Brother Reno smiled listening to my words.

"You know Ran what makes you love you?" she asked.

I shrug my head.

"Because you make your brother fall in love with Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala every day."

Not long after he looked up at the sky.

"After this brother wants to continue his studies in Egypt Ran. Brother wants to deepen the knowledge of religion.For that brother wants to bring Rani with his sister accompanied brother.However, before the intention was carried out brother wanted to marry officially with Rani," he said while looking at me.

I was a little surprised to hear his intentions.

"God always has the most beautiful scenario for His servant. Brother only needs to be patient and sincere in waiting for your answer Ran. Grateful for all the goodness and trials that Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala gave."

Then he continued his words again.

"Marriage is a union of two people between men and women who have been arranged and outlined to be paired with Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.However, a soul mate is indeed a supernatural thing that only Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala knows. Man only tries and strives. Including the brother who worked hard

to be determined to be given a partner in accordance with what you expect is Ran," he said while again holding my finger.

O God, it feels like my heart is melting hearing his words.

I became fascinated with the fruits of his mind that grew in the instincts of faith and piety.

Without me realizing, Reno had drugged me with the charm of his religious understanding, the viewpoint of his mind and the concept of his life.