God's Choice of Mate

The roar of tears

"Rani strong yes.Kak Roy believes if all this is happening based on the will of Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.Rani must be sincere and patient.As in QS.Al - Inshirah verse 5 which reads.Fa inna ma'al-'usri yusra. Meaning: For after the trouble there is ease. And verse 6 reads.

Inna ma'al-'usri yusra.It means: Verily after the difficulty there is ease," said Kak Roy strengthen me.

"Yes Ran.Don't be sad yes.In shay Allah I will also always be beside you," said Wirda.

I nodded slowly while looking at the faces of Kak Roy and Wirda.Alhamdulillah I am lucky to have you, I said in my heart.

Then Wirda and Roy invited me to walk out so that the tension that enveloped me reduced.

With my gut step Wirda was always beside me he was not tired of leading me.And Brother Roy was behind me and Wirda.He watched me and followed my feet and Wirda.Not long after we arrived at the hospital park.Wirda told me to sitting on a long wooden bench near shady trees and fish ponds.The beautiful and beautiful flowers thrive decorate the silent shade.Then sit me and Wirda.While Kak Roy permission to the canteen to buy warm drinks and food.

The wind blows breezy,gently stroking my white veil that looked tangled.Splashing sounds of water flow from the fish pond jolted my fragile mind and heart.My gaze was fixed on the colorful koi fish that swam increasingly here as if they were trying to comfort me.

The same sky, the same air, my inner self.However all have changed so much in such a short time.Ughhh.

Not long after the shadow of a tall man came up to me.Kukira it was Kak Roy.But my daydream was jolted when Wirda with surprise he mentioned the name of the man I hated, "Kak Reno!," said Wirda surprised.

Hearing Wirda's words my gaze immediately turned to the original form of the shadow of the man who approached me.You what else he, I said in my heart.Wirda held me, her face was anxious to see the presence of Kak Reno in front of me.

"Well what else are you here?" I said slowly.

But Brother Reno just kept quiet and continued to look at me.Slowly I tried to get up even though still staggering.Wirda also stood up to hold me so that I did not fall.But I slowly refused Wirda's help by hinting my hand at him.Wirda also understood even though his face looks worried to see my condition.

With all my strength I was able to stand up and look at the face of Brother Reno directly.Sot his eyes are sharp but teary.He wanted to try to hold me but I refused by clasping his hand.

"Don't touch me!," I said cynically.

I looked at him sharply and full of anger looking at his face.It is still palpable clear all his words of contempt for me and mother.It feels like my blood is so boiling on him.

"What else are you here for.Didn't settle for you and your family ruining my life and mother's," I said angrily.

But Reno just kept staring at me.

"Why do you just keep quiet.Didn't you love to insult me.Oh.This is your real purpose to make my life like hell.Happy you succeeded.And now you are satisfied!IT'S SATISFIED!," I shouted.

Once again Brother Reno just remained silent staring at me.

"Why are you just silent?is this part of your plan too?answer that! yes!,"snapp me.

Suddenly I almost fell down, then quickly Brother Reno held my shoulder.My view and Brother Reno met.But I was so angry and annoyed at him,

"Let go, don't hold me and touch me!" I said angrily.

His hand tried to grab me so I wouldn't fall.But I kept fending off his hand,

"Don't come any closer.And don't try to touch me.I know exactly what you're thinking.You're evil.evil!And I hate you so much!" I shouted while hitting his hand.

"Go you!get away from me!I hate you so much and don't want to see your face.I hate you, hate you so much.hikssss.

Brother Reno continued to look at me without resisting, his mouth was as if it was locked tightly.

Wirda who saw my condition was so worried and tried to hold me but I refused.I kept crying and told Kak Reno to go from before me.But Brother Reno still did not want to go and even closer to me.See my weak body and the more staggering Kak Reno immediately pulled my hand.With a fast his tall body held it strong.

I rebelled trying to break away from him but my day was not able to fight him enough.I just kept crying and begging him to stay away and Let go.But Brother Reno did not pounce and just hugged me tightly.In the faint roar sobs sob his voice softly apologized to me.His voice was stammered in his sobs.Pelan and softly he continued to whisper sorry in his tears.But I did not care about all that.And kept trying to release myself from him.

Wirda who sees me crying and continues to feel sorry to see me,

"Let Rani go, Kak Reno.Kasihan Rani," Wirda said to Kak Reno.

But again Reno did not pounce Wirda's words as well.Thus finally Kak Roy came and pulled Kak Reno's body away from my body.And quickly Wirda held me who almost fell.

Reno's brother was surprised to see Roy, brother,

"Roy," said Brother Reno softly as he wiped his tears.

Roy looks angry and upset,

"What are you doing Ren?aren't you satisfied about hurting Rani too?what do you really want from him?" cried out Kak Roy angrily.

Weakly Brother Reno replied, "Sorry to him Roy," said Brother Reno slowly.

"After everything you did to Rani.And now you want to apologize.Is it that easy Ren," said Roy.

"Yes Roy, I know I was wrong so I want Rani to forgive me" Reno said in tears.

"It's enough Ren.I used to be quiet when you kept hurting Rani.But now I won't let her feel sadness anymore.And you should stay away from Rani.Because it's the best thing for now,"said Brother Roy.

Brother Reno kept crying and bowing bitterly.In the meantime Wirda kept holding me and hugged me to calm me down.

Slowly Wirda wanted to try to help me stand.But how surprised he was when he saw myself was unconscious.Wirda also shouted in fear,

"Ran,Rani!," cried Wirda as she patted me on the cheek.

Hearing the cry of Wirda Kak Roy and Kak Reno approaching.

"Why Rani, Wir," asked Kak Roy.

"It looks like Rani passed out, brother," Wirda said in tears.

Suddenly quickly Brother Reno then lifted my body and took me into the hospital.Kak Roy and Wirda gasped in shock at the actions of Kak Reno.Without thinking again Kak Roy and Wirda follow in the footsteps of Kak Reno from behind.