God's Choice of Mate

The presence of Rere is disturbing.

Roy's eyes opened for a moment.

He was so shocked when he saw Rere's face so close to his.

"Auwwwwww... , "pekik Rere.

Kak Roy's two hands reflexively and suddenly pushed Rere's body away from him.

Of course, Rere also became surprised and almost fell.

Because Rere felt the action of Kak Roy's hand push strong enough to make his body become unbalanced.

" What are you doing?" asked Kak Roy with both eyes glaring and a rising tone of voice.

" King Roy almost made me fall. Why is Brother Roy pushing my body so forcefully like that ? what if I fall and get hurt?" Rere asked with a face still in shock and a tone of voice that was so upset with Kak Roy.

Hearing the shriek of Rere's voice that is quite high Kak Roy slightly woke up from his lying position. However, he is still in a sitting condition. His breathing panted and his eyes glared sharply at Rere without batting an eye. His mind began to play towards his heart wondering to himself.What is Rere doing with such a close distance to him? think Brother Roy.

Roy became very upset thinking about it. He didn't like it much if Rere was close to him.

"Tell me honestly. What exactly are you doing so close to me?, " said Kak Roy repeating his question to Rere.

"Act.... Ak.. I fixed the pillow and the position of Kak Roy's head which I saw was slightly tilted and looked uncomfortable by my gaze. So that I took the initiative to fix it, " said Rere lying with a tense attitude.

"You don't lie to me. If it's true you fixed the pillow and the position of my head. Why is your face so close to mine? No one wants to fix the pillow and the position of the head of someone who is asleep at such a close distance. Surely if indeed you correct the position of my head to be correct then the position of your body and face is not like that, but still slightly bent or upright and not very close to my face, " said Roy with a very upset face.

"Oh that suddenly my hand was immediately depressed, so my body was accidentally pushed down and hit Kak Roy's face, " said Rere twitching and trying to cover up his lie.

Rere's heart was pounding, he was so tense and afraid to see Kak Roy's gaze so sharp and looked so annoyed at him. However, Rere kept trying to calm down and cover up his lies with his various denials.

"Based liar! I thought you were just an aggressive girl who still had ethics and understood manners respecting the privacy limits of others. However, it turns out that my guess was wrong. You are just like any other girl I meet. There is no manners and likes to lie.You are very different from Rani, " said Kak Roy who was upset.

"What did Roy say? limits on the privacy of others?, "ask Rere while walking closer to Kak Roy who is now ignited emotions hearing the words of Kak Roy. "Sister Roy, my husband is no one else to me and I am your wife. So, I have the right to enter your privacy area without needing to ask permission from you, Roy. And one more thing don't compare me to Rani. Because we are both very different and have nothing in common.Kak Roy want to know what is the difference between me and Rani?, "asked Rere back with his face which is now a little challenging and soliciting to Kak Roy.

But Roy just kept quiet to hear his words.

"I am your wife who has an honorable caste while Rani is a stranger who has no position in your life" Rere said with emotion.

"Well! Do you say Rani has no position in my life?, " said Kak Roy in a voice asking Rere.

"Your words are very wrong. That Rani has a special place in my life and she means a lot to me. And it is true that in writing you are my wife. But even in my life you have no place, not even my love. One more thing, I never thought of you as my wife. Because I married you just because I was forced to protect Rani. So that Rani is not hurt, " said brother Roy who expressed his frustration to Rere.

Rere's face was burning.

His heart ached and was so jealous to hear Roy compare him to me.

Rere became very emotional and was unable to contain his anger.

" Well Brother Roy if you say that you married me for being forced. Then I will also force you to learn to love me and I will also force you to give a position and a place in your heart even your love for me. And well one more I'll also force you to erase away and bury your love for Rani forever. I will do everything in my power to own you and take away my rights that you have not given me. All is fair in love, Brother Roy!, "rere said with a cynical smile this time.

Rere instantly turned into an alien figure and not like himself.

He was so burned by the flames of his anger.

His love for Roy made him slowly to slowly erase his identity. He is now increasingly obsessed with tying Kak Roy into his entire possession.

Brother Roy who was originally silent listening to Rere's speech now replied to Rere's speech with a cynical smile as well.

"Please do what you think is right but I assure and affirm you once again. No matter how hard you try to force me to love you and to keep me away from Rani. It will not change my feelings my love and also my love to always love and love Rani.You want to know why?, " said Kak Roy with a question back to Rere.

" You don't know for sure. For this is the difference between my love and yours. My love for Rani is sincere and holy because there is no compulsion, no desire to hurt and even bind her to force her to be mine completely. In my love there is only purity to see him happy and smiling, even though his body I cannot have. Because love also needs reason and logic to think rational things right, love also needs eyes to see the truth,love also needs an ear to hear the truth and love also needs a heart to feel the truth. Because love is the most beautiful gift from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala that He gave to his servant. So that we should keep the beauty and grace so as not to be deformed and despicable before Him.Just for the sake of selfishness and lust alone. Just like with you who seem to understand and understand what love means but in reality you make the meaning of love into garbage and nonsense. Because love is supposed to make a person good, not destroy a person's life. If there is love in your heart, then you will not hurt yourself, will not hurt the people you love and will not hurt others around you. Because love is a thing full of sincerity and can only be owned by people who are kind-hearted not people who have rot in their hearts, "said Kak Roy at length.

Rere was getting burned and felt his heart so hurt and hurt hearing the words of Brother Roy. His face that initially looks cheerful because it can be so close to his idol that is Kak Roy. Suddenly the happiness was shattered and cracked instantly. Now in his heart began to tuck the hatred and anger that continued to slowly spread in his body. He seemed to be unable to understand the meaning of the words that Roy told him. Now in his heart there is only the desire to conquer Kak Roy's love and make Kak Roy bend his knees begging for love for him.

With a sharp look in his eyes, he walked closer and closer to Roy fearlessly and hesitantly.

"That's the meaning of your version of love, Roy. But for me love is blind and devastating. My love is full of wounds and heartbreak, and Brother Roy will never know what can be done by a man whose love is full of wounds like me. The love that I have will be a destroyer for anyone who gets in the way of my goal is to bring you to your knees begging for love from me.Including also injuring my own best friend, your loved one named Rani. And when that happens then don't blame me Brother Roy .It all starts and starts with the choices you make. If Brother Roy is willing to accept my love then of course I will not hurt and involve Rani in my love game. But if Brother Roy insists on still rejecting my love. Then don't blame me if I will intentionally hurt Rani, " said Rere in a threatening tone and scared Kak Roy.

"I really didn't think you were so petty and so selfish. Even after I explained what true love means you still remain blind and completely insane, " said Sister Roy.

"Well, I went crazy. I went crazy because I loved you too much, Roy. Is it wrong for me to love my own husband and to expect his love for me? You are a hypocritical man, Roy. You told me that you still love Rani even though you cannot have her body. But the truth is you keep chasing Rani. But you know Rani is already someone else's wife. And you have no right to approach her even to love her a little. Even though the marriage was done by Rani and Kak Roy on the basis of compulsion but still your love is still dirty, because you do not have the right to love the wife of others. Don't you realize it's Roy ?Do you not realize that your love hurts and makes Rani suffer more and you did not realize it until now?" said Rere with a tone of voice increasingly higher.

"That's not true, " said Brother Roy while looking at Rere.

" Hasn't Brother Roy thought all this time? why is Reno so obsessed with hurting Roy and Rani?, "asked Rere looking back at Roy.

Roy's brother was silent not answering Rere's question.

" it's all because of love . Because Reno's sister actually loves Rani, "re said.

" That's not true and it's impossible, "disputs Brother Roy.

" That's your biggest mistake Kak Roy. all this time you are friends with Kak Reno but you can not know the slightest nature and understand his feelings. With the type of Kak Reno who has a cocky and arrogant nature where maybe openly and bluntly he admits if he loves Rani. Of course he would be embarrassed and lower his reputation. Kak Roy should be more sensitive and realize that Kak Reno's high ego has made him forget the truth that he actually loves Rani. But Kak Roy as his best friend actually continues to hurt Kak Reno's feelings by continuing to pursue and approach Rani. Which indirectly makes Brother Reno's heart become sick .Well and this is what Kak Roy and Rani feel now .The effects of one's hurt love and the effects of one's love are never revealed. The hidden feelings and love of Kak Reni that Rani and Kak Roy never realized. Because all this time everyone thought that in Brother Reno's heart there was only hatred for Rani .Though Kak Reno was trying to cover up and hide his love with hatred for Rani. So that his feelings and love remain hidden and unnoticed by anyone. And Brother Reno himself did not realize if he had been burning fire jealous of the closeness of Rani and Kak Roy. Until Kak Reno himself did not realize that in his heart had grown a feeling of love for Rani, although he tried not to care about her, "tutur Rere explained his opinion to influence Kak Roy.

"What do you say, Roy. However, hearing what I said actually Kak Roy felt annoyed, right? Brother Roy also feels afraid if Rani also loves Reno.Kak Roy is also afraid, right? if Kak Reno expressed his heart to Rani, if indeed all this time Kak Roy became a good friend for Kak Reno. Then have you ever asked Roy how Reno felt about Rani. Rere believes Roy never asked that question. Because actually Kak Roy is afraid, if Kak Reno really loves Rani .Roy is afraid of losing Rani. Roy is also afraid if he does not have a chance to get close to Rani. Indeed here who has a selfish nature and does not know self and evil is not Brother Reno but Kak Roy himself.

And without Kak Roy noticing, Kak Roy has created a terrible monster figure in the heart, mind and soul of Kak Reno. Then where is the mind, heart, eyes and ears that Kak Roy conveys to see all the truth rationally .Talking is easy and easy, Roy .Let alone judging the mistakes of others just as Brother Roy did to me. But all is fair in love, right?, "Rere said with a cynical smile while insinuating Kak Roy.

Brother Roy was silent to hear the argument from Rere.He seemed to be influenced by all Rere's words. He slowly began to think of every word that came out of Rere's mouth. His heart and mind kept twisting all the words Rere told him, even though his heart and mind were trying to resist him .But somehow the words that came out of Rere's mouth seemed to keep echoing in his mind .He became riled up and unsettled.As if what Rere said was true. Well, slowly Roy felt fear .The fear of losing me, the fear if Brother Reno really loves me .At that moment, Kak Roy was pensive to think about everything .His heart was so raging. Sis Roy became Sa's heart was not calm.I guess he wanted to immediately get off the patient bed where he now sits half-lying.Then ran to meet me and assured that everything Rere told him was wrong.

But he could not do so, for the present conditions were not possible for him.

"Why is Brother Roy silent now ?is what I'm saying true?" Rere said with a cynical smile.

"It's none of your business!," said Brother Roy very closely to Rere.

"It turns out it's true that I guess you are really afraid that Brother Reno and Rani love each other and they live together happily. It turns out you are a complete hypocrite, Roy. Ckkkkkkkk.

Brother Roy who heard Rere say so became upset and angry.

"You better get out of this room now! I don't want to see you here any longer" Roy said, pointing his index finger at the exit and turning his face away from Rere.

"Does Brother Roy want to kick me out of here?, "asked Rere in annoyance.

"Yes, I want to rest in peace without interruption from you, " said Brother Roy very cynically.

"You're outrageous, Brother Roy. I'm your wife and you're treating me so badly by driving me out of here. You evil Brother Roy!, " cried Rere in a waiting tone and yelled at Brother Roy.

Kak Roy and Rere who are busy arguing are not aware of the arrival of Aunt Desi, his mother Kak Roy.

"What's this about? Why are you yelling like that to your husband Roy, Re?, "ask his mother Kak Roy who is already near Rere.

Hearing a question from Aunt Desi .

Rere was shocked with a slightly stepped gaze and was fixated for a while.

How suddenly Aunt Desi was nearby Rere said inwardly as he thought with his heart full of resentment towards Kak Roy.

"Lho Rere, auntie asked you if you were silent, "asked Aunt Desi to Rere while wrinkling her forehead and seeing Rere's strange attitude.

" Kak Roy kicked Rere out of this room Auntie .Though Rere is his wife Kak Roy and Rere also entitled to accompany and care for Kak Roy who is sick and treated here. Is Rere's intention wrong aunt?," asked Rere to Aunt Desi with a slightly clear look.

"No son, you're not wrong" replied Aunt Desi as she gently rubbed Rere's hair.

" Roy why did you throw Rere out of here. That's a bad attitude and attitude. After all what Rere said was true. She is your wife and she also has the right to take care of you and be here to always accompany you. Mama asks you not to reject the goodwill of your wife Rere, "said Aunt Desi while advising Kak Roy.

" But mah" denied Brother Roy tried to explain.

"Sstttttt.., "aunty Desi's voice told Kak Roy to be quiet by putting an index finger on his lips so that Kak Roy does not refute his words.

Brother Roy who heard the words from Aunt Desi felt dislike and increasingly upset towards Rere. Meanwhile, Rere smiled happily hearing Aunt Desi defending him and supporting him.

" Thank you auntie, "said Rere while hugging Aunt Desi's right arm spoiled.

And Kak Roy is not happy to see it and turns his face away from Rere and Aunt Desi.

" Roy, you better rest now. In order to improve your condition, "Atante Desi's request to Kak Roy.

Roy turned to Aunt Desi. "How is the current state and condition of Rani mah?," asked Kak Roy with curiosity .

"Alhamdulillah Rani's condition has gradually improved after this Rani will continue the examination of MRA or magnetic resonance angiography follow-up to complete the diagnosis of the previous medical examination doctor ,"said Aunt Desi briefly explained my situation to Kak Roy.

Aunt Desi deliberately did not tell my true condition to Kak Roy. That my vision is impaired. Aunt Desi does not want brother Roy to think too much about my situation. He wants his son to recover soon and recover as soon as possible because Desi signs know if Kak Roy knows my true condition Kak Roy will be very worried about me which will affect his recovery. Therefore Aunt Desi tried to cover my situation to Kak Roy.

"Well Mah then Roy will rest again" said Kak Roy calmly.

Meanwhile, Rere who heard Kak Roy ask me how I looked back moody with a dislike facial expression.

" Aunte Rere Excuse me for a little while to buy a warm drink and some snacks. Does aunt also want to buy a warm drink or something else maybe?" asked Rere to Aunt Desi. Aunt Desi who was tidying up and correcting the sleeping position of Kak Roy's head then answered Rere's question, "Boleh Re. Aunty tipped in buy fresh warm tea, "say Aunt Desi.

"Is that all auntie?" asked Rere back to Aunt Desi.

"Yes Re that's it. Last time aunty saw the state of Rani.Nak Fariz had bought a rames rice aunt. And Aunty ate with everyone waiting for Rani in the room, "sahut Aunt Desi explained to Rere.

"Well Auntie then.Rere out now yes Auntie, "said Rere back.

"Yes Re, be careful Re, " said Aunt Desi.

And not long after that Rere came out of the room where Kak Roy was being treated.

Meanwhile, Roy tried to close his eyes to return to rest by sleeping.

But Rere's words again spun in the memory of his mind even though his eyes were closed.

Roy was so agitated and felt uneasy.