God's Choice of Mate

Heart desire.

"Father, we should try once again to come to the family home of Ustad Fariz?, "ask sister Aisyah's mother.

Kak Aisyah's father looked at his wife's face flat, "Why else we go there, don't we already know the answer. After all we cannot force Ustad Fariz to marry our daughter because Ustad Fariz does not love Aisha. "

Sister Aisyah's mother held her husband's hand, "But sir, at least we are trying to do our best for the recovery and happiness of our daughter. "

Brother Aisyah's father held his wife's hand slowly, "Bund, do you want if Ustad Fariz marries our daughter on the basis of mercy. If indeed Ustad Fariz is willing to marry our daughter just for the sake of the fulfillment of Aisha's lust and selfishness.Will there be any guarantee if our daughter will be happy with her marriage?."

Kak Aisyah's mother continued to argue, "Of course Aisyah will be happy father. That is why he wanted to be his wife Ustad Fariz. "

Brother Aisyah's father shook his head, "If all the value of one's happiness can be known to its degree then there are not many people who will be hurt. If man can determine the fulfillment of every desire then the world will be destroyed of course because it fulfills the greed and selfishness of every human nature on this earth. Mother can not only attach importance to the happiness of our daughter. Ustad Fariz and his family were entitled to happiness and kindness, especially a life partner for Ustad Fariz."

Sister Aisyah's mother seemed to disagree with her husband's thought, "So we mean our daughter's father is not good? I could bear to see our daughter has a mental and mental disorder. "

Hufh, the father of Kak Aisyah sighed, "Why do you not understand what you are saying. Here's how if the mother who became his mother Ustad Fariz whether the mother would force the marriage of the mother's son with Aisha after the deeds done by Aisha to her future wife Ustad Fariz. "

Kak Aisyah's mother fell silent, and Ayahanda Kak Aisyah continued her remarks, "Every parent also wants happiness and kindness for their children, as well, including what both of Ustad's parents Fariz did, bund.

Mother do not be selfish and continue to make our daughter Aisyah does not realize her mistakes that she made herself. Indeed, everything that is forced is not good bund."

Sister Aisyah's mother looked seriously at her husband's face, "So our father meant to let Aisha like this, that's it!. "

"We don't let our daughter bund. Still we try to do the best for him by doing treatment for him. It's much better than we just think about how Ustad Fariz would marry our daughter, just thinking like this would damage and further hurt Aisyah and us as her parents. "

"Why do you think so?, " asked Sister Aisyah's mother.

"If we continue to fulfill our daughter's request and find out if what she wants is wrong, then we have indirectly defended the evil that has been done by our daughter. We should be grateful, because the family of Ustad Fariz did not report Aisyah to the authorities after what our daughter did to her future wife Ustad Fariz, and if it happens whether you are ready to accept if our daughter will be locked behind bars just because her love is clapping one hand. "

Kak Aisyah's mother's face was frightened and anxious at once, "No father, mother does not want it. "

Brother Aisyah's father rubbed gently on his wife's shoulder right next to her, "Then therefore bund, do not ever think again to come and see Ustad Fariz so that he would marry our daughter. After all, Ustad Fariz was not at all guilty and he had no responsibility to marry Aisha. Because here our daughter is the guilty bund, because Aisha can not control her feelings and desires. We just focus on the recovery of our daughter. Gradually with the efforts and do'a that we continue to offer to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will hopefully lead our daughter to forget her birth and slowly she can realize her mistake and gradually turned into an even better servant, bund. "

Kak Aisyah's mother's tears trickled down, almost to the point that she would sink her daughter into guilt and sin, if she continued to support in fulfilling her daughter's desire to have Ustad Fariz.

Kak Aisyah's mother hugged her husband's body tightly and spilled all her sadness. Brother Aisyah's father rubbed his wife's back gently and let all the distress of sadness in his wife out and channeled.

***

Slowly Rere opened his eyes and looked around. In the faint look of his eyes he saw the shadowy figure of his parents, which made him to immediately open his eyelids wide.

Aunt Sinta gently rubbed Rere's head and landed a gentle kiss on her daughter's forehead, "You're up baby. "

"Mama!, " said Rere surprised by his pale face.

Rere tried to get up, but quickly stopped by Aunt Desi, "Don't get up first son, your body is still weak. You better stay lying down and sleeping, son. "

Rere looked at Aunt Desi's face, "Rere where is mah? Why is my mom here? Wasn't Rere in a holding cell before. "

Aunt Sinta also explained what happened to Rere with a soft speech, "Yes, you were in the detention room at the police station. But the police contacted mama and papa, because the condition of your body that does not improve and often fell unconscious until the last time you were unconscious for a long time, he said, he had to be rushed to the hospital, son. "

Rere was speechless with his gloomy face. Aunt Sinta who saw the change in the look of her daughter's face immediately rubbed Rere's cheeks and head, "What's wrong son? What are you thinking?. "

Rere then looked at Aunt Sinta's face with anxiety, "After Rere regained consciousness, Rere had to return to Mah's custody. "

DEG... Aunty Sinta's heart palpitations were jolted at Rere's words which turned out to have a fear of returning to custody.

"Mama and papa have signed a warrant against you, son, so that you can stay in the hospital until your condition is really good, before returning to custody waiting for the process of submitting your case go up to the green table, " explained Aunt Sinta.

Rere fell silent again and thought of something in his silence.

"Honey, eat first yes, after that take medicine so that your body condition quickly improves, "pinta Aunt Sinta.

Suddenly Rere joking, "For what Rere eats and takes mah medicine, if after improving Rere should return to custody. So it's better if Rere's sick anyway, so as not to go back there. "

Aunty Sinta's heart felt sliced to hear Rere's words, "Hush, rigid can not say so son. Papa and Mama are trying to free themselves from arrest. You have to be patient, baby."

Rere's tears glazed over as he looked at Aunt Sinta's face, "Rere did this all just to get the love of Rere mah's husband, so that Roy wouldn't divorce Rere. Does loving someone have to feel this kind of pain? Is Rere not entitled to happiness with the man Rere loves very much, namely Kak Roy Rere's husband. Even in paralysis Kak Roy still does not want Rere to be nearby, it really hurts the feelings of Rere , mah. "

Aunt Sinta clasped Rere's hand and kissed him, "Honey, please for now you don't think about such a thing. Now you focus on your health. "

"Make Rere healed Mah, if Kak Roy just does not care for Rere, " said Rere without burden.

"You can't talk like that, son, there's a mom and dad who are really worried about your condition. Don't you care about mom and dad?, " asked Aunt Sinta.

Rere looked fixedly at Aunt Sinta's face, "Of course Rere cares for Mama and papa. Rere's intention is another reason what makes Rere able to survive and strong to continue fighting to maintain Rere's life, mah. "

Aunt Sinta looked at Rere's face very seriously and deeply, where one of her hands rubbed Rere's head with her teary eyes. Rere was a little stunned by the attitude of affection so tender that Aunty love poured into him. There was a bit of a strange feeling that Rere felt in the shade of Aunt Sinta to himself.But his tongue felt faint to speak.

Aunt Sinta kissed her daughter's forehead gently, while where her right hand she placed on Rere's stomach.

"Darling, you have to keep your spirits up and fight your way through life. Where you have to change for the better than before, because in your stomach is growing the fruit of your love with Roy. It is your power dear to connect the bond between you and Roy into one again, " explained Aunt Sinta.

"You're happy, aren't you? , ' asked Aunt Sinta to look at Rere.

In a small smile Rere tucked a sense of worry in him, "What if Kak Roy does not accept the fetus in the womb Rere, mah. How will Rere's son's fate be mah?. "

Aunt Sinta tried to calm Rere who looked so angry.

"Honey.... Baby listen to mom. Right now you should focus on your recovery, after which we think the next step. There's no way Roy and his family will ignore their offspring, trust Mama Roy and his family will accept the fetus that you are carrying. Mama please do not worry, yes, "persuade Aunt Sinta.

Rere stared in Aunt Sinta's face, "Is that really a mah?, " asked Rere doubtfully.

Aunt Sinta rubbed Rere's head, "Yes dear. "

Rere also replied to Aunt Sinta with a hug, both of them dissolved in a riled feeling that was covered with confidence that they instilled in each other's hearts.

***

Inside the iron bars cell that shackled her freedom. Brother Reno laid his body on a mat that was stretched on the floor.His hands he folded together into a buffer head. his pair of eyes were staring at the ceiling of the wall on the prisoner cell he was currently in. His heart was restless and troubled, as if something was going to be missing from him. The pain in the recesses of his heart is getting more and more pain .Reno's brother was getting more agitated and restless, he quickly got up to sit and leaned against the wall of the prisoner. But still the anxiety in his heart did not go away, even though he tried to utter dhikr. So this time Brother Reno tried to close his eyes and continue to wet his tongue with words of praise to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. And beyond the expectation of his heart, in the dark his eyes were closed the shadow of my face flashed clearly.

DEG. her feelings were increasingly pounding erratically in her heartbreak.

"Astagfirullahalazim, " said Brother Reno as he opened his eyes quickly.

His face looked anxious, "What's wrong, God, why Rani's face continues to look and cross in my view. Even when I praise you. Did something happen to Rani? no, O Allah, do not let bad rights or sorrow befall her. Sufficient is all the suffering he has received so far, so let him be happy. Even with the happiness he will receive, I must pay with sorrow and suffering for me. So God willing and sincere lillahi Ta'ala because I expect ridho from You. "

Without Sis Reno noticing, her tears were slowly flowing down her cheeks, her body feeling helpless. Brother Reno seemed unable to fight his body that was bowed limp. In her tears, her voice softly said expressing her longing for her feelings for me, which she poured in an ink scratch on the white paper.

In the silence that gnawed at me, I bowed weakly thinking of you. Either this feeling of wanting to show me what, of you being away from my eyes.

Love, love,

that expression made me feel a faint crumble thinking of you.

I am bound to a dimension that limits my steps to reach you.

Then what can I do?

In addition to complaining of the longing that shakes and burns my body to the Creator.

Heart of my heart, my heart,

which I could neither touch nor embrace in my warm embrace.

How are you doing now?

For a second my name was spoken from your red lips,

Is my shadow also in your mind,

I'm totally miserable in my love, though,

where every breath that I breathe and exhale is always bound in my memory of you.

Love that has gone from me,

I will continue to adore you in the loneliness and misery of life that has plagued my life,

even though you are not caring and reluctant to think of me,

But my love is eternal in my silence and solitude,

As the air flowed slowly without limit, I left every tear in my longing for the Divine to always take care of my heart and continue to love you,

O my yearning, my desire,

look forward to my freedom, my,

where the moon and stars meet,

at that time I will take back my lost and lost love from you,

for it is only you that the purpose of my life begins and ends, in all my life.

Who always loved Rani....

Reno.

Reno put down her pen ink and stared at the prison wall in a daydream that led her to the illusion of longing.