God's Choice of Mate

Wanted to separate

"Ran, do you really forgive me?" asked Brother Reno in disbelief.

I also nodded slowly while looking at him.His face looks sparkling and a little sumringah.His eyes glazed but not because of sadness for mistakes but a sense of surprise that makes him not believe will get forgiveness from me.Jemarinya clasped my hands tightly as if he did not want to let go of his grasp on me.My view and Sis Reno's View met again.He looked at me so deeply.She looked me in his shady gaze, he looked at me,his lips were silent but from the look in his eyes I felt there was something that he craved and wanted to try to convey to me.But I don't know what makes him able to tell me.Slowly I release his hand from me.Sir Reno a little surprised but he was back to acting as usual.

Everyone dissolves in a sense of forgiveness for each other in a cry of happiness to weld all that happened.Ughhh.with a short breath throw away all the remaining bad memories.And Sister Riska hugged me,"Thank you Ran.You and your mother have forgiven papa,mama and Reno and all of us.Mbak hope we can open a new sheet back that is sweeter and more beautiful for us to live after all the bitterness that happened.I hope you stay part of our family,"whispered Mbak Riska slowly.

I just silently heard the words of Madam Riska.His words echoed in my mind.New sheets after forgiving each other, my inner heart.

Ma'am Riska took off her arms and wiped her tears.She let go of a happy smile.My eyes laughed at the look on everyone's face.All felt different for me, it felt different,my heart was a little more relieved, but it was like there was something still shackling me that I wanted to let go of immediately.

The originally crying grandfather now smiled happily and tried to sort out the words starting the conversation.

"Alhamdulillah.Now we have all forgiven each other and feel better than before," said grandfather smiling.

Everyone looked at Grandpa who was talking.Not long after, Grandpa continued his talk again,"Really I am very happy because we have been able to get back together again to be part of a whole family.And from now on I hope Bu Tari and Rani after this can stay at the residence of the Suprapto family rani is also the daughter-in-law of our extended family" Grandfather said.

Everyone seemed happy except me, Brother Roy, Wirda and mother.I who heard Grandfather's words became silent and tried to digest his words.I felt claustrophobic again,it felt so very stuck in my heart.Mother looked at me and smiled.Seems like mother understands what I am feeling.I keep thinking trying to arrange the words I have to say.

Bu Sri looked very happy and rubbed my head again, "Mama misses Rani back home," said Bu Sri with a smile and he clasped his mother's hand,"I promise Ms. Tari will make Rani happy and comfortable in our home.And we will take care and take care of her like our own daughter," she said happily.

I saw occasionally Brother Reno smiled looking at me but once again I turned away.But suddenly Kak Reno's fingers clasped my fingers.I was surprised by his actions.Kak Reno approached me and took off his warm smile,"Ran.So from now on I promise to make Rani happy.Kakak please give brother a chance once again to make a new sheet between the two of us.Kakak promised to change for the better than before," said Kak Reno seriously.

Everyone was surprised to see the attitude and speech of Reno.Kakek who looks happy smile to see the change in Kak Reno.

I was still silent as if I did not believe the change that so quickly happened to Sister Reno.Mbak Riska also teased me,"Ran, kok silent.Lyo answered Reno's request," said Ms Riska.

Slowly I let go of Sister Reno's finger grip from my hand.Son Reno slightly jerked to see my actions.Simply breathing while closing my eyes slowly.Bismillah, I said in my heart.All eyes are fixed on me.So calmly and slowly I said,"First of all, please forgive Rani.Really from the bottom of Rani's heart, Rani has forgiven and greatly appreciated the nawaittu and the excellent attitude of grandfather, mama, papa, papa,Mbak Riska.You guys are very sincere in loving Rani.But please forgive Rani before.Rani does not want to continue the marriage of the series with Kak Reno," My words are serious.

Everyone was shocked and changed his expression especially Brother Reno who looked very shocked.

Mommy just kept quiet and seemed to understand my feelings.Suddenly grandfather said, "But why son?rani has not forgiven us.And Reno also wants to stay with Rani," said grandfather full of questions.

"Yes Ran, why?" asked Bu Sri chimed.

Then Ms Riska said, "Dek why?has Rani not been able to forgive Reno's deck?, "just curious.

"It's not like that Grandpa, mama and Mbak Riska.Rani really have forgiven Brother Reno.Will but to continue the marriage.Rani is not ready and very unprepared.The beginning of the marriage of this series intertwined because Rani wants to see the healing of mother.Well,the point is for the sake of the mother.But not because Rani selfish.For Rani marriage is worship.A relationship that is very sacred and not playful.The foundation must be based on love and confidence of both partners to establish a bond in perfecting their worship to the Allah is not based on agreement or coercion even binding contract.Then from that Rani begs to appreciate the feelings and desires of Rani.Especially between Rani and Kak Reno do not love each other or accept each other lantas how the foundation of our relationship will be solid and strong later.

And for the contents of the agreement to return the cost of treatment Mother In shayAllah Rani will try to replace it.And please allow Rani to repay it according to Rani's ability.Rani hopes you all understand and understand what Rani feels and not misunderstanding Rani's intentions.May this be a new page for Rani and all of us,"uacpku slowly.

Grandfather looked down lethargic, his face was not as bright as before.He seemed to not believe what I said.But suddenly Mr. Sugeng said,"Ran, he said,papa can not impose our will on Rani.But if it becomes Rani's choice we can not refuse it even though it is contrary to what we expect.Papa and the others will always love Rani and supporting Rani's choice even though whatever happens to us Rani is like a papa's own daughter.And for the cost of treatment Bu Tari does not need Rani to think.In shay Allah papa sincerely helps Rani and Bu Tari.For the document of the agreement I'll tell Mr. Gukul to finish it and take care of Reno and Rani's separation" said Mr. Sugeng.

"Thank you so much for the reward" I said.

Brother Reno just silent like a grandfather.Not long after they all say goodbye home.Only me, mother, Brother Roy and Wirda.

Mother clasped my hand and I smiled with relief.Wirda hugged me she felt like a sense of relief that I felt.While Kak Roy looked at me in his shady smile.I returned his smile.His face looked bright.

May this be a beautiful new beginning for me to go through next.Together mother and friend who always support and with me.I smile small while taking a deep breath with people I love.