God's Choice of Mate

Blissfulness.

Ummah continued to hold me tightly with tears filled with freshness, and I let her vapourize her joy. Doctors and nurses seemed to understand the sense of happiness that Ummah was feeling.

The nurse removed the chair and medical device that blocked her position for Ummah to approach me. However, Ummah was convinced of her attitude, which made Ummah slowly wipe away her tears of happiness and began to open talks with the doctor.

"Dok, so my daughter Rani has fully recovered huh doc?, "ask Ummah to confirm it to the doctor.

The doctor nodded his head and answered the question Ummah asked.

"Alhamdulillah yes Miss, now Nak Rani can move as usual and later enough once every three months for her eye examination control schedule. "

Ummah smiled and said a lot Thanks to the doctor.

And not long after that Bik Siti immediately came to embrace me because she knew from Wirda that my vision had returned to normal.

I, Ummah, the doctor and the nurse were shocked by the sudden arrival of Bik Siti.

Me and everyone in the room also understood the spontaneous attitude of Bik Siti.

Huhuhuhu...

Happy cries Bik Siti broke filled the room, her feelings she spilled in her roar of tears of novelty. And I replied to the warm embrace of Bik Siti who loved me so sincerely. In his sobs, he relentlessly offered thanksgiving to the Power for the greatness of His grace to restore my sense of sight again. I also did not stop the overflow of happiness that Bik Siti gave me, in the arms of affection Bik Siti my eyes looked towards the door. There Wirda looks in followed by Pak Budi and finally Ustad Fariz. Faces of happiness continue to radiate from their faces. So did Ustad Fariz, for a moment our eyes met and he quickly lowered his gaze in his small smile.

The three of them came to me constantly thanking the Creator for all His gifts that they and I could hardly have imagined before, if my vision could return to its original form.

"Thank God for the Permission of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and the hard work of Dek Rani to continue to pray sincerely and give everything to Allah, so Allah raised up the sickness of the Dek Rani by his patience in accepting the test that God gave. As in a hadith from Jabir bin Abdullah he said, Prophet Shallahu Alaihi Wassalam said:

Every disease has a cure. If a remedy is in accordance with his illness, then he will be cured with the permission of Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala. (CHR. Muslim), "tutur Ustad Fariz near Ummah.

I smiled at what Ustad Fariz had to say while praying in my heart to ask the Khalik for the healing He had given me.

Alhamdulillahil ladzi bi 'izzatihi wa jalalihi tatimmush shalihat. Praise be to God, through His glory and majesty the virtues are made perfect.

Not long after that Ustad Fariz consulted and asked in detail my current condition, about what I should do, what things I should prevent or avoid in order to continue to maintain the health of my eyes. Meanwhile, Ummah, Wirda, Bik Siti invited me to wait outside and Pak Budi took the medicine that had been prescribed by the doctor at the pharmacy.

I sat near the room where I had previously been inspected and flanked by Ummah and Wirda. Their fingers kept holding my hands on each side, as if they had forgotten that I could see now. Every now and then the three of us throw in confused looks and smiles to tell each other what. Until Bik Siti who was sitting next to Ummah threw a word at me.

"Does after coming home from the hospital Nak Rani want to take a walk first like to the park or to an artificial reservoir while looking at the expanse of rice fields?. "

I looked towards Bik Siti while thinking about the proposal that Bik Siti said.

"Whether it may and is allowed by the doctor Ummah, for Rani immediately out to enjoy the beauty of nature.Although actually Rani really wanted to, ", I doubt it.

Ummah rubbed my head slowly and smiled, "It seems okay son. The doctor said that Rani's sense of vision already has optimal viewing ability and there are no infections or other medical complaints. But what if we wait for Fariz who is consulting with an ophthalmologist who tackles Rani alone, to find out whether or not Rani can move outdoors and be exposed to direct sunlight, " suggested Ummah.

I who had seen Ummah's face nodded and smiled.

My eyes seemed drugged again when staring at Ummah's shady face in his little smile, as if the late mother was looking at me fixedly. My eyes were glazed over and I could feel the wet puddles that filled my two eyes. Ummah looked at my face thinking seeing my face change in looking at it. "What's up, son? Why do you see your eyes glazed over?. "

Ummah held on slowly first, while Wirda and Bik Siti who heard the words from Ummah turned her attention to myself as well with a sense of anxiety.

"Yes what's the matter Ran, why are your eyes glazed over? Are you sad and thinking about something?, "Wirda asked me what Ummah asked.

Bik Siti then stood up and took a single round chair and moved it to sit right in front of me.Bik Siti's hand held my finger, she was so unsettled to see sadness approaching me.

My God my heart speaks of the sincerity and attention of the three of them are amazing to me. And with trembling lips, I tried to speak in order to remove the anxiety that approached the three of them.

"Alhamdulillah Rani is fine Ummah, Bik Siti and Wirda. It's just when Rani looks at Ummah's face. Rani remembered the late mother who had died, the face of Ummah which was almost similar to the mother of Rani made the feeling in Rani's heart mixed with novelty. As if feeling that the late mother is currently with Rani in the form of Ummah, "i explained slowly.

"Ooh.. O Allah, "cloak Ummah and hold my body in his arms.

Ummah rubbed gently on my shoulder and kissed my head repeatedly. I also enjoyed every outpouring of affection from Ummah which so evoked the memory of my memories with my late mother. I closed my eyes imagining in my mind that Ummah was mother, which made me feel full of newness and peace.

Bik Siti and Wirda smiled at me and Ummah, as Wirda's fingers rubbed my shoulders and Bik Siti's fingers rubbed my arms.

Without us noticing Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi from a distance while walking slowly a little stunned looking at us.

"Bu Putri is so very fond of Nak Rani ya Nak Fariz, he never stopped hugging Nak Rani after Nak Rani got her eyesight back. I really cannot imagine if after this Nak Rani will leave and leave the residence of Nak Fariz's house, " said Mr. Budi.

Ustad Fariz who heard the words from Mr. Budi also thought the same thing about what would happen to his Ummah after Rani's death. "That also disturbs my mind sir. However, let time be answered later sir. Now let Ummah enjoy being with Dek Rani as often as possible before Dek Rani moves to occupy her new residence later. "

Huf....

Ustad Fariz sighed and exhaled, then went hand in hand with Mr. Budi to approach the three of us.

After Mr. Budi and Ustad Fariz were near us. Bik Siti immediately asked me about taking a walk outside the room to enjoy the view to Ustad Fariz. And everyone smiled happily as well as myself, that the doctor had no prohibition for me to move in the open space. So after hearing that Ummah immediately took us all to the car and rushed to go to the artificial reservoir which is not far from the hospital where I was examined at this time. Everyone agreed and laughed happily. However, before leaving Ummah had informed Enjid and Abi and Kak Rafa about my current situation, at the same time saying goodbye if you will all take a walk to the artificial reservoir near here which is famous for its beautiful natural scenery and so beautiful.

In the car that drove slowly driven by Mr. Budi.I sat by continuing to look outside from behind the car window glass, deliberately Ummah allowed myself to sit near the door so that my eyes were not hindered to see the scenery we went through during the route to the reservoir.My eyes were again amazed to witness again all the forms of creation of God subhanahu wa ta'ala is highlighted in my eyes.My heart is so happy and rejoicing at the gift of the return of my net vision.Not a little I feel amazed at the beautiful scenery that makes me feel happy,and everyone in the car seemed to allow myself to adapt to my new cornea."MashaAllah, Ummah has never seen Rani so happy as she is today" Ummah said.

I turned to look at Ummah who was sitting beside me while smiling broadly at him. "Rani is indeed very beautiful if she smiles," Wirda praised suddenly.

"MasyaAllah Tabarakallah, don't tease me with such praise as Wirda," I blushed in embarrassment.

Wirda grinned in her mischievous gaze to tease me. "What I'm saying is true what Rani is dear.You do look very beautiful if you laugh.That's Rani's truth and I'm not kidding about it.True not Kak Fariz?," asked Wirda with her grinning laugh.

Ustad Fariz, who asked a surprise question from Wirda, became tense and confused for a moment.Ummah, Bik Siti and Wirda smiled together.

Akh, apparently the three of them worked together to tease Ustad Fariz apparently, my inner self.

My eyes looked at Ustad Fariz's bewildered face from the small rear-view mirror above the steering car near Mr. Budi. To help Ustad Fariz I turned the conversation to another topic, so that Ustad Fariz would feel much better. And sure enough the face of relief was painted from the white and radiant face of Ustad Fariz.

And in the conversation we did not feel the speed of the car driven by Mr. Budi stopped at the reservoir we were going to visit. The expression of a face full of happiness blushed within me.

As usual Ustad Fariz opened the car door, but this time he might forget if I was sitting near the car door. The car door opened and for a moment his gaze rested on my gaze. Ustad Fariz was shocked and lowered his gaze as did I. In her soft, soft voice, she invited me down and I thanked her. While Ummah and the others were smiling and looking at each other, they saw the awkwardness Ustad Fariz showed me.

We all got out of the car, and again my sense of sight was amazed at the beauty of nature that I had never seen before.

In my silent contemplation of the greatness of the Creator, my mind calls upon the do'a in the meaning of my amazement for all the beauty of His creation which I can now enjoy with my sense of sight.

Rabbanaa maa khalaqta haaza baathilan Subhaanak, faqinaa 'adzaaban Naar.

O our Lord, have You not created all these in vain; O Lord, protect us from the torment of hell.

Alhamdulillaahil-ladzii bini'matihi tatimmush-saaliahaat. Praise be to Allah with His favor to perfect all the virtues, my mind.

Ummah and Wirda took me and the others to a wooden circular chair, where from the seats chosen by Wirda and Ummah we can all see the overall beauty of the scenery in the reservoir and the activities of other people.

After I sat down, Ummah, Wirda and Pak Budi went to order food and drinks. And I live, Ustad Fariz and Bik Siti. Previously Bik Siti also wanted to participate with Ummah, but I prevented her and asked her to sit next to me for various reasons that Bik Siti expressed. However, I knew this was all part of Ummah and Wirda's plan to get closer to Ustad Fariz.

Every now and then I glanced at Ustad Fariz who was still feeling awkward, he was so different the first time I met him. My lips were turned upside down in a small laugh looking at Ustad Fariz as if afraid of being close to me.

"Why does Dek Rani laugh? Is there anything strange with me?, "asked Ustad Fariz.

I nodded my head with a smile and it made Ustad Fariz feel even more misbehaved. His eyebrows met each other to guess the meaning of laughter and nodding my head. Look at the attitude of Ustad Fariz like that. I became unbearable and immediately spoke to him.

" Ustad Fariz does not need to think about what underlies Rani's laughter to Ustad Fariz, in fact Rani feels Ustad Fariz is like a fear of being near Rani. Does Rani seem fierce and scary? so Ustad Fariz was so awkward and unusual when we first met, as Rani Ustad said, "my words.

Hearing my words Ustad Fariz was a little taken aback , he tried to act as usual.But still the body texture and the look on his face showed something different from his attitude.But I don't know what made him like that. And now he was just silent without taking out a word from his tightly locked lips. I respect what it's her choice not to answer my question. Perhaps at this time Ustad Fariz was confused or unable to put together the right words to say it to myself .And I can only smile while looking at Bik Siti's slightly smiling face glaring at the increasingly awkward Ustad Fariz.

And to get rid of the awkwardness in Ustad Fariz I got up from my seat, and walk slowly to look at the panorama around the reservoir from where I stand which is higher than the other places. The wind continued to blow slowly and more strongly swayed my robe and hijab slowly, slowly, it felt cool and peaceful when the baby hit the epidermal skin layer in my hand.As if he shook my hand and expressed happiness at the return of my vision senses as before. I adapted my eyes to see all the inanimate and living objects around me, and recorded every vivid beauty captured from my sight. It felt like I was finding a new passion for life, after all this time only darkness kept coloring my life, and now in that dark color Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala has made it a beautiful glow full of colors that appease my heart.By saying basmallah, you will see, I rounded up my intention to be ready to make my move tough down a new life that was ready to wait and forge myself.I hope that this time I can stand on my own two feet,without hanging my life on to anyone else.

Ustad Fariz from a distance looked at me a long time ago, his occasional smile expanding adding to the shade from his radiant face. And without Ustad Fariz realizing, Bik Siti continued to pay attention to Ustad Fariz's attitude and ambushed him with questions that made him feel ashamed.

"Ehemmmm, Nak Fariz, just smiling to look at Nak Rani. These are the signs of Fariz. What is the English language Mmmmmm, " said Bik Siti while thinking.

While Ustad Fariz felt bad about Bik Siti's words that made her blush embarrassed.

"Akh Bik Siti said what the hell Bik, "answered Ustad Fariz trying to calm down.

Bik Siti smiled at Ustad Fariz and then said, "Sir Fariz aunty already remembered. "

"Remember what Bik?" asked Ustad Fariz seriously.

"Have remembered the English language that Nak Fariz was falling in love with Nak Rani well, Hehehehe..... "

Bik Siti laughed happily, though, while Ustad Fariz like jerking his throat listening to the speech Bik Siti this time so make himself really unable to kelp or run from the glare of the view of Bik Siti sharp.

Ustad Fariz's face turned red, as Ummah with Wirda and Pak Budi came to bring a lot of food and drinks.

And quickly Ustad Fariz stood up from his seat reasoned to want to go to the toilet.

Bik Siti just laughed more and more at Ustad Fariz's actions. Then Wirda approached me, while Bik Siti told Ummah about what had happened to her eldest son.

Ummah, Bik Siti and Pak Budi laughed together.

However, Ustad Fariz continued to walk in the thump of his heart that was pounding fast and straining him. Huf...

He breathed out as he took a stand to calm his feelings that he was increasingly unable to control.