
Arriving at the residence of the Immandar family. Abi first got out of the car and opened the door for Ummah, then followed by Enjid after that myself and Mas Fariz. Slowly and in tandem we all walked down the courtyard of the house that was so spacious. The fragrances of various flowers provide their own freshness to meet the sense of smell. So did the leaves from shady trees as if swaying in her dance to welcome us all.
The wuzz... The wuzz... Wuzz
The wind blew a little strongly, then slowly became soft in his breeze. Not to forget the splashing sound of the fountain falling on the pool into its own musical accompaniment combined with the breeze of the wind.
Seen in my eyes, the Enjid had already walked in front of us, then Abi who was embracing the body of Ummah and Mas Fariz who was smiling towards me.
"Why does Mas Fariz keep smiling looking at Rani?Is there anything funny Mas?, "you wonder who turned to look at him.
Mas Fariz then looked at me for a long time, then I who could not stand the look of his eyes sharp and deep to make my heart beat fast because of it. Immediately I turned my eyes straight ahead, and this sparked his words to me.
" Why does Dek Rani lower your eyes on the deck? Avoiding the stare? Though these two eyes want to continue to look at you and not be able to release their eyes from enjoying the beauty of the face that Allah Ta'ala has created, until it continues to attract and attract the eyes of these eyes to you, "said Mas Fariz slowly and while walking closer to me.
I looked back at Mas Fariz, "I'm sorry Rani Mas, instead of Rani intending to avoid Mas Fariz's gaze. But that look of an eye, made my heart beat fast and stifle my chest. That's why I took my eyes off your eyes that I couldn't keep staring at. "
Mas Fariz smiled back, "Mas likes to listen to it, it means the love and feelings of love that Mas channel through Mas's gaze to Dek Rani, start to connect making the frequency flow of our feelings become slowly connected."
I fell silent as I occasionally glanced at him, until both of our eyes were adrift in the shackles of our gaze. I seemed hypnotized by the charm of good looks and the shade of Mas Fariz who looked at me closely. Until I didn't realize there was a small staircase to go up to the porch.
"Auwww!, "yell me slowly holding back my body that was about to fall.
The feeling of floating in fear of falling, has turned into tension and a surge of electricity that feels stinging throughout my body.When both hands strong Mas Fariz caught my body in his arms.
DAGS... DIGS... DUG...
My heart was pounding even more, as both of his eyes were so very close that they looked at me.
" Ammm, Cieeee.... The newlyweds who carry it will just stick, "say the voice of a woman.
I immediately moved away from Mas Fariz, and instead Mas Fariz slowly removed both his hands from clutching me. Me and Mas Fariz felt awkward and embarrassed, while staring at each other. Then, my eyes and Mas Fariz looked at the voice of the woman who seduced us.
" Wirda!, "my words and Mas Fariz together.
Wirda then ran to hug me tightly, as did Rafa who approached Mas Fariz and hugged him as well.
"Baarokalahu laka wabaaroka 'alaika wajama'a bainakumaa fii khoirin.May Allah bless you in a happy time and bless you in a difficult time, and may Allah unite you both in kindness, "Sir Rafa told Mas Fariz.
"Aamiin ya robbal 'alamiin. May Allah reward you with kindness, Deck Rafa, "said Mas Fariz.
"Wajazakallahu khiiran Kak Fariz, may Allah repay you also with kindness, "reply Rafa.
"When did you guys get to Dek?, "asked Mas Fariz to Rafa.
"Not long after Fariz came out with the others. "
Mas Fariz said softly to Rafa's ears, "Why don't you tell my brother if he's going home today, so you can pick up you and Dek Wirda. "
"Oh Brother is sick!, " cried Rafa kidding.
"Sister Fariz this how, his sister's people just came home instead of being welcomed properly even dijewer, " said Rafa Kak while shaking his head.
Mas Fariz smiled, "For his sister likes to surprise people. "
"Haha.. Hahaha, "kak Rafa's voice laughed.
Ummah, Abi and Enjid just shook their heads to see Kak Rafa's behavior.
" Rafa is coming!don't joke around, let's get you all in. Cook all of us to stand on the terrace, "saying Ummah while moving his right hand to invite everyone into the house.
Wirda pulled my arm quickly as well as Rafa's sister who invited Mas Fariz to go inside immediately. Abi, Enjid, and Ummah smiled happily at the familiarity of the four of us.
***
It is the night when all the families gather in the living room. Ummah expressed his wish to all of us. He asked myself and Mas Fariz to temporarily settle abroad, as well as so that I could continue my higher education. Everyone was astonished at Ummah's request, including myself.
Mas Fariz, who was confused and did not understand the purpose of his request Ummah, immediately asked Ummah what background was underlying the desire Ummah. And with a face that looks heavy and so many thoughts. Ummah tried to express his uneasiness for the maleness of my household and Mas Fariz from the Influences of those who did not like my relationship with Mas Fariz in the sacred bond of marriage. Everyone felt that what Ummah was worried about was too excessive, but with the firm nature of Ummah. He kept trying to convince everyone of the strange feeling he felt.
"Ummah know, you all must have thought that Ummah was too overthinking and protective of Rani and Fariz. But believe me, after Ummah saw for himself how the gaze of Roy and Aisyah made Ummah become unsettled. Because they are both too obsessed and so want to have Rani and Fariz. Something unnatural Ummah felt in their gaze, " said Ummah.
Abi and Enjid also tried to explain to Ummah. If now Mas Fariz had married me. And Mas Fariz, who has the right to decide about our household, wants to be taken where and where the destination is. So more or less the thoughts of Abu and Enjid are synchronized with each other. But Ummah just kept quiet, as if disagreeing what Abi thought also Enjid.
"Geez, take a break to the room. Ummah was tired, " said Ummah who was upset with a sullen face after Abi and Enjid rejected Ummah's request.
Immediately I wanted to catch up with Ummah, but it was stopped by Abi, "Ran, you're here. Let Abi alone talk alone with your Ummah well. "
I nodded and sat down next to Wirda. Meanwhile, Mas Fariz and Kak Rafa join Enjid's office to discuss corporate and family business issues. So it's me and Wirda. Where are many things that Wirda told me about her honeymoon trip with Rafa Kak. Wirda's face looked so bright and happy.
"I really didn't expect Rani, if we could both stay one house to be part of a big family. Where our soul mate leads us to live under the same roof. My best friend is my brother-in-law, hihihihi, " said Wirda jokingly.
"Oh, now that I have just understood Ran, why Ummah so wants you to immediately marry Brother Fariz. Because Ummah wants you to be protected from the bad guys who want to harm you, so that Kak Fariz can take care of you, "Wirda said with his thoughts.
Wirda looked at my face fixedly, "But I really didn't expect at all Ran, if Brother Aisyah could do such a thing to you. And so reckless he is, this may have caused Ummah to ask you and Brother Fariz to settle abroad. Ummah is so worried about you and Fariz Ran. My advice, it's good for you and Fariz to consider the request from Ummah, because usually a mother's instinct is so strong to protect her children from danger. "
I was silent thinking about what Wirda said, until suddenly Bik Siti came to me and Wirda.
"Oh, Nak Rani and Nak Wirda are very busy chatting.Is there anyone who wants Aunt to make chocolate or warm milk?, " asked Bik Siti.
I smiled at Bik Siti's arrival and told her to sit down with me and Wirda, "No Bik, let aunt sit down and chat with us. "
"No need Nak Rani, " replied Bik Siti with a small smile.
Wirda stared in surprise at Bik Siti, "Tumben once and not usually Bik Siti refused to join the story with Rani and Wirda. "
"Haihihah... Hihihi, yes of course Bibi rejected Nak Wirda. Must be what you guys talked about your wedding, right? You see, Nak Wirda and Nak Rani are the same newlyweds, who are also kasmaran-kasmarannya. Yes, " said Bik Siti while poking Wirda's waist.
Wirda smiled with her cheeks flushed red, "Akh, that Bik Siti was talking her origin. "
"What is it?, " said Bik Siti teasing Wirda back.
Because Wirda felt uncomfortable and embarrassed to continue being teased by Bik Siti, then she pulled my hand, "Come on Ran, come with me."
"Where's Wirda?, "manyou.
Wirda looked at me while glancing at Bik Siti, "To give yourself many souvenirs I brought from Switzerland. "
Bik Siti quickly said, "Sir Wirda, Bik Siti also want his souvenirs. "
Bik Siti held Wirda's arm expectantly.
"No akh, because Bik Siti likes to tease Wirda and Rani, " said Wirda smiling.
With his face turned Bik Siti also said, "Sir Wirda, Bik Siti is just kidding. "
"Haha.. Hahaha, "wirda's voice laughed looking at Bik Siti's facial expression.
Wirda then took my hand and Bik Siti together, "Iya Bik, Wirda knows. Come Bik Siti also come, Wirda has also bought gifts and souvenirs for Bik Siti. "
Bik Siti's face sumringah, with an expression of disbelief, "Is it really Nak Wirda?. "
Wirda nodded his head.
I, Wirda and Bik Siti also walked to Wirda's room along the stairs.
***
Brother Roy who realized, now only silent and dissolved in his mind. He really did not expect that Mas Fariz would marry me, where all the dreams that Kak Roy had designed and arranged to live together with me were shattered instantly. In his mind he was really disappointed with Mas Fariz who he trusted so much, apparently also had the same feelings as him towards me.
"Son, eat first baby, " said Aunt Desi while stroking Kak Roy's head.
Brother Roy looked at Aunt Desi's face fixedly but remained silent without saying anything.
Aunt Desi clasped Kak Roy's hand, "Mama knows son, what has happened to you is a very painful thing for you. Particularly... "
Aunty Desi was silent for a while not continuing her speech, then tried to exhale her to say back to Kak Roy.
Roy was just silent and kept waiting for Aunt Desi to continue her words.
Aunt Desi again clasped Kak Roy's fingers firmly, "Mama knows son, Rani and Nak Fariz's marriage is very painful for you. But I hope you are sincere, son. Because everything that happens to you, Rani and Nak Fariz is the decree of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. "
Aunt Desi rubbed back Kak Roy's head, "Mama wishes you sincerely accepted Rani and Nak Fariz's marriage, and also sincerely accepted your destiny son. "
Brother Roy just kept silent in his flat face staring at Aunt Desi.
Aunt Desi understands very well the feelings of Kak Roy who was so hurt by the news of my marriage and Mas Fariz. But somehow Aunt Desi wants Kak Roy to be strong and not continue to dissolve in things that can not be embraced by the ability of his son.
"Mama knows you heard what mom said son. Please do that and try to accept all of this. No matter how much you feel and love for Rani, but if she is not destined for you then you will not be able to unite son. For God has chosen a mate and partner for us, and we can only strive and accept it for the destiny that God has given us. Mama believes my son understands this. Not if you see Rani happy, you will also be happy dear. Then release her and slowly release your feelings for her. Let Rani live her new life with Nak Fariz, because she also deserves to be happy after all the sadness and suffering she has been through all this time. And I ask you to also think about your life with Rere and the fruits of your love that are struggling to grow and live in Rere's womb. Then give Rere another chance to love yourself, son. "
Kak Roy's tears flowed listening to Aunt Desi's words. So did Aunt Desi who tried to suppress her sadness in front of Kak Roy who is currently so injured and destroyed.
Aunt Desi's hands gently wiped Kak Roy's tears, then kissed her forehead with the tenderness of a mother.
This time Aunt Desi let Kak Roy shed all her tears of sadness. In the hope that his son can stand up straight to accept the painful reality for him.
Although heavy, but Aunt Desi believes that Kak Roy will be able to go through everything well.