God's Choice of Mate

Crushed

Truly I could hardly believe what I was hearing.Everything was very painful.The person whom I had originally regarded as a helper angel for me.But in an instant the goodness disappeared into a cloud of gray.

Mother looked at me while continuing to shed tears.Slowly her weak fingers grasped my hands gently.But I was so very shocked by everything that happened.The tears of my eyes also felt so difficult again to drip.Sil and pain like a thousand arrows rained my lips were petrified, slowly in my eyes I looked at the faces of Mr. Sugeng and Ms. Sri.My heart grew sick,those who I consider like my own parents in an instant become a pair of criminals who fool me.Why am I so very stupid to consider their intentions sincerely help me.Why they could fool me.I keep staring at them especially Mr. Sugeng a prime suspect which changed my whole life and mother.Therefore I must also lose my late father.If he was responsible at that time.If he did not run away when bumping into my father.Maybe at this time I can still see my father.Maybe my father can still be saved.But he he ran away and left my father.

My chest is tight, man,my hand trembled in a fist of anger.I felt like I wanted to approach him and scream vent all my anger and disappointment to him.But once again Mr. Sugeng can only cry and bow his head without being able to look at me and mother so with his wife, Ma Sri.

The atmosphere became gray in each other's sadness.Wirda continued to hold me while rubbing my shoulder softly.Once my eyes and eyes meet to hint myself to stay calm and not act carelessly.In my consciousness I nodded slowly giving a sign the clarity on Wirda that I understood his point.Slowly I took my breath in the calmness of my two closed eyelids.

" Astagfirullahaladzim's chat. It means: I ask forgiveness from Allah, the Most High, "I said slowly.

I move my legs slowly approached the mother.The look in her eyes I look at me.I understand the pain of the mother, I understand the pain of the mother,extreme sadness and resentment are very clearly illustrated in the look of his face.I feel my heart was broken to see the condition of the mother like that.Want me to cry as hard as she can.But I tried hard and strong in front of the mother so as not to increase again her sadness.Kusaha mother's tears slowly, the mother's gaze so deeply looked at me.So can not bear I see mother so gently I embrace her weak body.

"Mother do not cry bun.Mother must heal quickly so that we can be together again Bun,"I rot slowly.

Mommy is getting stronger to hold me.Suara Isak her crying is so very heartbreaking.

In her sobs her voice softly spoke to me, "Mother loves Rani very much."Then his breath stung.

"Bun...Bun..Mother why,"you panic.

But the mother did not respond.I was so very frightened, my body felt cold and trembling while continuing to call mother.

Everyone then slowly approached me to see the state of the mother.Then Kak Roy quickly came out to immediately call the doctor.Not long after the doctor and nurse came and told us all to get out.With a heavy heart I came out with anxiety and worry that is increasingly becoming-so.I am so very afraid to see the condition of the mother like that.

Outside Wirda continued to be beside me, he seemed to know the fear I felt.Kak Roy also came to me while giving me a bottle of mineral water.

"Ran, drink first yes.You look pale and limp," said Brother Roy while thrusting a bottle of mineral water at me.

Slowly and weakly I refused it,

"Thank you, brother, but Rani is not thirsty" I said.

"Drink a little Ran since last Rani looks weak.Drink a little yes," persuaded Kak Roy.

Seeing Wirda and Kak Roy who continue to persuade me.Finally I also melt and immediately drink the mineral water.They both also look a little smile at me.

In a corner a little far beside me at a glance I saw Brother Reno who looked at me.His face was flat but did not look cynical.But immediately I looked away from him.I was lazy and tired of having to deal with him again.While Mr. Sugeng and Ms. Sri is still sitting limp in the company of Ms. Riska and their lawyer Mr. Gukul and grandfather.I am not too worried about them, because at this time what I am worried about is the state of the mother only.

O Allah, may nothing happen to you again, I said in my heart.

Not long after the door of the mother's room opened the doctor and nurse opened the door wide and several new nurses arrived.I was increasingly anxious and worried when the bed trolley where the mother was taken out.I was immediately standing closer I saw the face of the mother who was weak and unconscious, where oxygen tubes and infusions stuck on her weak body.

I approached the doctor frantically followed by Wirda and Kak Roy,

"Dok, what happened to my mother?how's things going?and where do you want to take you, Doc?"you panic and fear.

The doctor replied in a hurry,

"The patient is in a very critical condition, so must be rushed to the ICU room to get immediate help," replied the doctor passed by in a hurry followed by several nurses.

I was so shocked and barely able to support my body.But I kept trying to follow the steps of the doctor and nurse took mother to the ICU room.Everyone followed me until my steps stopped when doctors and nurses closed the door the ICU room for not allowing me to go inside.Wirda was worried to see my condition, she kept holding me, she said,

"Ran, who is strong yes.We sit there first Ran," said Wirda slowly while leading me to sit.

Mr. Sugeng and the others arrived and looked at me.But not a single word came out of their lips.Only grandfather who approached me slowly and clasped my fingers gently.His eyes glazed at me and his lips too mutely.

But I was too late in thinking about the state of the mother until not too much I responded to grandfather.Before going grandfather rubbed my head slowly then he sat in the seat behind me.My heart continues to beat fast,my body is limp it feels like my world is collapsing slowly.I am really afraid of your condition.

Brother Roy approached me, please,

"In shay Allah, the mother is fine Ran.Rani do not worry too much yes.Rani also has to think about the condition of Rani.Give everything to Allah, we are only able to pray and rely.So sure Rani is strong and able to face the test of God,"he said slowly while looking at me.

I just looked weakly at Brother Roy who was trying to make me strong and strong.

His smile was framed small yet shady.He kept beside me with me to strengthen me.