
Day after day keeps changing, where the clang of the clock never stops turning the time to roll and not tired of swirling the wheels of life. Seen from a distance a woman sitting alone from the crowd looking at the thick sky covered in black cloudy. Her tears flowed down her cheeks that looked thin. Occasionally he seemed to rub his stomach gently, and then fell silent looking at the fingers of his playing hand touching his stomach. There was no happiness in his beautiful face, only a fondness mixed with tears that adorned him. Then, slowly came a person who gently rubbed his head, and caressed him affectionately. Where their gazes meet in the bitterness of their respective hearts. Their lips quivered by the day, and made their bodies cling in a sigh of grief. Their cries broke out chanting melodies that could not be expressed through speech. Then, came again a man who was unable to withstand his inner turmoil, where he was slashed to see with his sense of sight the misfortune of the woman he loved.
The man immediately walked quickly and hugged the two women who were gripping in front of him, "Pardon papa, mah.... Forgive papa Re. Because papa is unable to make papa's daughter free from the entanglement of the law, because papa can not unite mother and child, hiks. hiks.. , "the sound of crying Om Nugroho broke.
The three of them were drugged in endless sadness and drowned in something extinct.Hati Aunt Sinta and Om Nugroho were smashed to pieces, he said, after finding out if Roy and his family are reluctant to withdraw the report of his demands in the police even though they already know if Rere currently contains Roy's flesh and blood. However, it also does not make sympathy and cause concern in the hearts of Kak Roy and his family. The hearts of both Rere's parents are shattered to witness their only daughter crouching behind an iron bars cell in a state of being pregnant. Despite their great despair, in the hope that the heart of Kak Roy and his family can be knocked on the door of his heart by forgiving Rere. Although both of Rere's parents realize that what Rere has done is not worth pardoning, but their gut instincts as parents who had raised and cared for Rere from childhood to growing up as they are now, really made their feelings worse. Where they had to watch Rere struggling alone with the fetus in the womb, without family or husband who poured affection on him.
Their cries broke again full of novelty, when Om Nugroho gave an official letter of divorce Rere and Kak Roy.
Rere just fell silent as he looked at the sheet of paper confirming that his relationship with Kak Roy had really ended. His lips trembled as his fingers held his stomach. No words came out of his mouth, only ******* a short breath that continued to sting in the accompaniment of sobs that increasingly higher his rhythm.The regret that came with a late ambush his mind and heart. Rere realized that nothing would be good if things continued to be forced. Moreover, it is about the heart, a feeling that can cause happiness or bring disaster, as he feels today. Aunt Sinta kept trying to calm Rere down, before she and her husband actually left Rere fighting alone in a holding cell that would shackle her freedom.
"Hiks, hicks, hicks, baby... I know this isn't easy for you, son. But mama asked you to be strong and strong to go through all this. God still loves and cares for you Son, by giving his greatest gift that is now growing and developing in your womb, " said Aunt Sinta tearfully while holding Rere's stomach.
Rere just fell silent and looked lethargic at Aunt Sinta's face. There are no more words that can represent the sadness of his current suffering. Only tears that become the perfect representation of the absence of his love at this time.
With a heavy heart and hurt feelings, Om Nugroho slowly pulls Aunt Sinta to immediately leave Rere to serve the punishment for the deeds that their daughter has done.
Aunt Sinta continued to cry bitterly as her hands closed her mouth to dampen the roar of her unstoppable sobs. Aunt Sinta's head kept circling slowly, as if she really could not release Rere from the grasp of her hand.
Aunt Sinta is not strong, she is now running again clutched tightly and strongly her beloved daughter and give a kiss repeatedly on Rere's face, while shaking haru.
Huhu... Huhuhu...
"Darling, I'm sorry, son. Forgive me for not being able to do anything for you, " said Aunt Sinta holding Rere's face with both hands.
Rere was just silent and was getting drowning in his cries.
Om Nugroho approached Aunt Sinta again and pulled his wife's wrist slowly, "Well, come on! We have to get out of here!, "pinta Om Nugroho while wiping his tears.
Aunt Sinta shook her head and did not want to leave from Rere's side. But, all did not happen at the wishes of Aunt Sinta. Two female wardens came, then approached Rere and released Aunt Sinta's hand from Rere's fragile fingers.
The two female wardens pulled Rere slowly to get away from her parents immediately, and turned around to enter the holding cell as her new residence.
Rere resigned and did not budge at all, which was before he twisted his body. Rere stared fixedly at each body of his parents while closing his eyes, to record and keep his parents' faces in his sanitary ware.
"Come on!, " said one of the female guards pulling Rere's hand slowly.
Rere bowed limp and followed every direction from the two female guards who led his footsteps away from his parents.
"Re! My boy! Huhuhuhuhuhu.!, "squeak Aunt Sinta with great.
Om Nugroho tried to calm Aunt Sinta's heart. But the deep sorrow so took the fortitude of Aunt Sinta.
Brugh...
Aunt Sinta's body fell to the ground, with her tears flowing continuously while shouting Rere's name over and over again, until Rere was gone and away from the view of her swollen eyes.
Meanwhile, Rere continued walking in his feelings that were shrouded in deep sadness. His eyes occasionally looked at the sturdy and strong buildings before him, which seemed to smile mockingly in the welcome of his arrival.His illusion loomed as if the prison building was laughing at him, "You lost Rere! You've been destroyed and wasted!, "the mind in the illusion plays.
Glekk...
Rere swallowed his saliva and began to feel a fear that suddenly ambushed him. Where the feathers of Rere goosebumps see all the cold walls with long hallways that will accompany the days ahead.
Dark and faint in the dim shadows could not be reached by all the sunlight.
Rere's body felt shivering, as the cold air from the dense cloudy sky began to blow strongly. His feet seemed to go further. But the two female guards on both sides continued to lead her to complete the journey that so made her chest feel tight.
Suddenly Rere's footsteps completely came to a halt, as he passed through a row of holding cells with many of his people inside, looking at himself wildly and savagely.
His heart trembled in fear and creeps.
"Let's walk! Why stop?, "ask one of the female guards on her left side.
Rere was speechless looking at the female warden's face by showing such a clear expression of anxiety.
The warden smiled cynically, "When you're here you're afraid, but when you make a mistake by hurting someone else. You never think about the impact of your actions that will languish in the support of darkness here."
Rere was getting more depressed, looking at the gazes of the other inmates who seemed to want to pounce on him. All eyes were clashing, seeing Rere's presence as their new friend. The two female guards then pulled Rere's wrists again. Rere's empty footsteps and heavy, he had to force to follow in the footsteps of the two female guards who led him to the barn. Rere fell silent through the rumbling of dimly lit alleys with the low noise of other inmates. His footsteps passed through the end of the prison cell hallway, where a brighter sunlight entered through the dark hallway that was frightening for him. Rere tried to suppress the fear within him and looked around him. His eyes were more open and courageous. By looking at some other inmates cleaning the yard, pulling out the grass and some were sweeping and mopping the mosque which is located not far from the path where Rere walked with the two female drivers. All looked at him again, and paused for a moment to activate him, then looked towards Rere who had just come. With a frightened and tense look Rere looked at the prisoners' faces one by one. Rere then tried to give a little smile to them, who seemed not to care about Rere's smile. Where their eyes filled with hatred watched and saw Rere from a distance, which then made Rere bow his head more because of his fear.
Not long after, his footsteps came to a halt in a small and very narrow room. But Rere's sight was blown away, when the voice of a female inmate roared with a strong snatch and flailed both hands on the bars.
"Let go of me! Get me out of here! I am innocent! Rani is guilty! The wrong Rani, for having taken away my Love!, " cried the woman who was none other than Sister Aisyah.
With a feeling of tension and fear. Rere ventured to ask the female warden beside him, "What happened to that woman?. "
The female warden looked at Rere curtly, "Just as I was heartbroken because love clapped one hand, hurting another. "
Gleekk....
Rere fell silent as he gulped, upon hearing the words of the female warden who slightly offended him.
Greek... Greeks..
The iron bars opened, with the guards slowly telling Rere to come in and put his small bag on the floor.
Rere looked at the two female guards.
"Welcome and enjoy your new life here, " said one of the serious female guards while locking the door to the bars.
Rere was glued to hold the iron bars that were now holding him while looking at the two female guards who had passed away leaving him.
Arghhh.... Arghhh... Arghhh..
The shrieking sound of Aisyah's sister who was right next to Rere's cell was, really made Rere feel scared and creeped to see it.
Rere walked slowly while covering both ears, then leaning his body against the cold shabby wall in the cell he was now in. He straightened his legs that began to feel sore and sat down on the floor with a mat. Both eyes looked around the cell.
Duarr.... Duarrr... Duarrr..
Bresss...
The sound of thunder boomed along with the fall of the heavy torrential rain.Rere closed both his eyes, and regretted all his deeds.
Tests... Tests.. Tesss..
His tears spilled again along with the heavy rain that fell.