God's Choice of Mate

New friend

When there is no answer. I decided to eat first, myself as usual because I only live alone before her.

'Maybe Keysha still need some time to calm down' my inner self.

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tok... tok..! The sound of knocking on the door woke me from my daydream.

"Keysha. Come out, dinner's ready". Rudi's voice from behind the door.I just stared at hearing him speak.

"Key are you still sleeping??". Don't know why I just kept quiet without replying to her words maybe I just wasn't ready for this situation.

Until a moment no sound again. 'maybe Rudi thought I was asleep. Sorry for my attitude should not I behave like this but I just need time to accept all this reality. maybe you're my husband now but I don't love you' my inner self.

I did not feel my tears flowing and my body shook with the cry, I buried my face on the pillow so that my crying voice could not be heard outside the room. I cried long enough to be tired and not close my eyes.

"tok. tok.." (knocking sound of the door).

"key.. If you're hungry come out and eat I've kept your dinner on the dinner table. I just don't want you to get sick". Rudi's voice wakes me up from my sleep. while I was still silent did not say a word, and a moment later the sound of the door being closed.

'maybe Rudi has already returned into his room' my inner self. And I decided to get out of my bed, I opened my door slowly so as not to make a sound and when the door opened I noticed the door of his room that was already tightly closed. 'maybe it's sleeping' my inner.

Because I was hungry I decided to take the food that Rudi had made for me.

When eating at the dinner table sometimes I see the door of his room is tightly closed there is a sense of guilt that I feel because I have ignored him earlier when he had difficulty preparing dinner for the both of us although I did not love her and was forced to marry her but she remains my husband now I should serve her instead she who instead had to bother cooking to prepare our meal both.

'maybe I'll start doing it later if my thoughts and feelings are better' my inner self.

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Like the days before her I was preparing to leave for work after taking a shower and wearing work clothes I prepared food for breakfast.

While passing through Keysha's room the door was still tightly shut and soon I started my routine every morning to make a simple breakfast. In the morning I usually only eat bread spread with peanut butter and a cup of black coffee, but because now there is Keysha in this house I do not forget to make him a glass of milk because I think there's no way he'll drink coffee like me.

After finishing my breakfast, Keysha hasn't left her room yet. because I did not want to be late to my office decided to leave immediately and did not forget I took a briefcase and car keys in the workspace that is now my room.

While passing through Keysha's room I somehow worried so much about her.

"tok.. tok.. tok.." (the sound of knocking on the door). I knocked on the door while bringing my ear closer to the door of his room.

"Keysha... it's okay if you don't want to meet me but I hope not to continue crying because maybe they (the late father and loved ones) will be sad seeing your situation like this" I said while in front of Keysha's room door.

I took a deep breath and I said "Now I want to go to work maybe if there is no need that is very important I will go home early. Eat your breakfast I've prepared at the dinner table, if there's something you need call me" I said softly. I don't know why there was a feeling of disappointment when Keysha seemed to avoid me.

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