God's Choice of Mate

Wirda Feelings.

Ummah continued to urge me and Mas Fariz to immediately pull over from the city where we live. I don't know what fears make Ummah so want me and Mas Fariz to immediately drive away from this place. After much thought. Mas Fariz wanted me and himself to stay in Egypt for a while. A distant place in my opinion, but due to many considerations and the desire of Mas Fariz so that I continue my education again. Egypt was the best choice for Mas Fariz and for me, Mas Fariz told me.

Ummah didn't mind it, and was glad to hear it.

"Distance is not a problem, Ummah can come to visit you anytime. As long as you two are far from the people who intend evil to you, " said Ummah.

After Mas Fariz decided the destination where we were to stay. Immediately Ummah asked Mas Fariz to take care of the passport and visa.

Bik Siti was also coming with us, she did not want to be away from me. And Ummah or Mas Fariz did not mind it.I accompanied Wirda and Bik Siti began packing my goods and Mas Fariz. Wirda's face looked lethargic and sad looking at me.

"I don't know what makes Ummah want you so much and Fariz quickly moved away from this place. Honestly Ran, I was sad and not happy actually about Ummah's request which I think is too over. But how else, what Ummah wants must be fulfilled. And now I am alone here, " said Wirda sadly.

I put down the clothes I was folding and looked at Wirda, "There's no Ummah here, Wirda. "

"Yes Ran, but different if in this house there is also you and Bik Siti. It must have been exciting and not lonely, "sohut Wirda pouted.

" Then Nak Wirda just come with us, all living in Egypt with Nak Fariz and Nak Rani, "saran Bik Siti.

" It can't be like that Bik. Then Ummah, Abi, Enjid and others how? if we all leave this house, "my word is slow.

" Hehehe, yes too, "answered Bik Siti with a wailing smile.

I then held Wirda's shoulder slowly while rubbing him, "God willing Mas Fariz and myself not long Wirda. The departure of me and Mas Fariz can at least make Ummah's feelings and thoughts calm. Later if Ummah has been relaxed and calm, we will return here as soon as possible. "

Wirda looked at my face with a slight frown, then hugged me, "I will definitely miss you so much Ran."

I stroked Wirda's back slowly and replied, "I haven't left and I'm still here, Wirda. "

"Yes I understand Ran.But still you will go too Ran. "

Wirda couldn't hide her sadness from me. Bik Siti looked at me and Wirda, then rubbed our heads together gently in her face full of harrumph.

I don't want to dissolve in the sadness that will make Wirda even more sad. So I quickly swept my tears that were still floating in the corner of the eye near the tip of the nose.

Ummah peeked from behind the door of my bedroom and Mas Fariz, his steps stopped seeing the novelty he witnessed.Dimana Ummah's heart was so touched to see the scenery that drained his tears. Ummah was aware of his request that would bring sadness to his family, but his fear of misfortune that might again befall me or Mas Fariz, required him to fight his grief. Wiping away her tears, Ummah wanted to leave. However, Bik Siti's eyes caught the body of Ummah who was about to turn away. Bik Siti quickly stood up and walked towards Ummah, then pulled Ummah's wrist to enter the room. "Daughter, why at the door? come on in!, "take Bik Siti.

Ummah looked surprised to know the existence of Ummah who was already nearby. Ummah wanted to refuse to go into the room, to avoid feeling that he was afraid of getting more fragile, approaching a few more days of departure of myself and Mas Fariz to Egypt. However, Ummah could not refuse Bik Siti's request. So with a slow step.Ummah also went into the room where there was me who still calmed Wirda, so sincere and not soluble in sadness for my departure and also Mas Fariz.

Ummah sat down slowly near me and Wirda, then rubbed my head and Wirda covered in dark grey hijab simultaneously. Gets a soft touch of Ummah, makes my eyes look and Wirda looks directly at the body of Ummah sitting right in front of us.

With teary eyes, Ummah looked closely at Wirda while holding her already very wet face with tears.

"Ummah know the request that Ummah asks, it's not as easy as we hope. It wasn't as easy as we expected. It's about letting go of the people we love so much and getting away from our lives, even if only for a little while. Because it is difficult to try to separate from your loved ones. It also applies to the feelings and thoughts of Ummah, dear, ", Ummah told Wirda.

Wirda looked at Ummah with her face that already looked puffy and ventured her tongue to ask Ummah about the decision of Ummah's mother.

"Then how can Ummah ask Rani and Kak Fariz to go away from us, while the heart of Ummah itself is not yet strong and strong, to release Rani and Kak Fariz settled into Egypt? , " wirda asked with her tears flowing.

Ummah nodded slowly and looked at Wirda and myself in turn. And Bik Siti directly sat next to Ummah.

Ummah sighed for a while, and held back her quivering lips to be able to explain to Wirda her decision.

Me, Wirda and Bik Siti were staring at Ummah.

"Everybody wants to be happy. No body want to be sad.Everybody wants to be happy. No one wants to be sad. Including the Ummah. Letting go of the people we love so much to get away from our lives is never easy for everyone. Be it relationships, friendships, ego, even work. It may be difficult for some people, including for the Ummah himself to also have such difficulties, to let go of attachment when we do not really want it.

However, it sometimes needs to be done to make life more advanced and can make our loved ones can lead a happier and fulfilling life, he said, especially for Rani and Fariz so that the two of them can continue their new lives. After passing all the tests that gave the shudder in the household they both."

Wirda was silent listening to every word that came out of the lips of Ummah.

Wirda fell silent digesting every word Ummah said to himself. His heart melted in bitter, he really tried to understand the desires and contents of the heart of Ummah.

"Wirda shouldn't have done that. Forgive Wirda Ummah, who doubted Ummah's wishes. Though here, Ummah was the most sad if Kak Fariz and Rani left, "wirda said while crying.

Ummah wiped Wirda's tears gently, then held Wirda's body in his arms. I looked at the two, then Ummah pulled me slowly and hugged my body in her arms. Bik Siti looked at Haru in her sobs, seeing the bond of affection that was tightly woven and so touching her heart.

That day I, Ummah and Wirda completely dissolved and spilled the tightness of the remaining seconds. Before my departure and Mas Fariz to Egypt.

Many things we talked about and agenda, to enjoy the moments of our togetherness that are increasingly thinned eroded by time.

Wirda and Ummah asked me to sleep with them, where all night a lot of jokes and laughter unraveled. In addition to the joke that Bik Siti threw, it makes sadness between me, Ummah and Wirda disappear without feeling.

I don't know what will happen next in my life after this. But right now my body wants to really enjoy all the good memories with Wirda and Ummah. Before the day that my footsteps and Mas Fariz went away from the house filled with warmth and affection for me.

I saw that Ummah and Wirda were asleep, as well as Bik Siti. I slowly got out of bed so as not to wake them up.

My eyes were fixed on the wall clock inside Wirda's bedroom which showed at 3 a.m. I immediately put on my hijab back and tidied it up. After that, I slowly walked my feet out of the room.

So careful and does not cause a sound that can disturb their sleep.

Dukkp..

I closed the door slowly.

My sense of hearing is starting to catch something. I smiled broadly.

Akh, it was a melodious voice from Mas Fariz who was reading the divine words, I murmured softly.

Her beautiful voice led my footsteps to approach her.

Czechoslovak..

I opened the door of the unlocked room, and said my greetings.

Mas Fariz apparently did not know my arrival, because so solemn and focused he immersed himself, his heart and mind with the Qur'an.

I don't want to disturb him who is so enjoying his status.

Makes me walk slowly to the bathroom to get some water.

When finished, Mas Fariz still looks solemn. I also did not want to bother him, and slowly my fingers reached for the face and prayer rites to perform the qiyamul lail service.

The beautiful sound of the holy verses of the Quran recited by Mas Fariz continues to echo beautifully in my ears, even to the end I offer a do'a to the Power.

As I poked my hands to my face, I said Aamiin and opened my eyes slowly.

My eyes were startled by the face of Mas Fariz who was already in front of me.

His smile spread as his fingers rubbed my head gently. Our eyes met in my smile that was clinging to him.

Mas Fariz pulled my body close into his arms.

"I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you...

I love you not because of who you are, but because of what is in you when I am with you" said Mas Fariz softly as he kissed my forehead.