God's Choice of Mate

Meet old friends

"Ran, how are you doing now?" Wirda asked, holding my hand.

My head feels heavy, dizzy and spinning.

My vision felt blurry.

Pain ran all over my body.

I want to rise but I cannot.

"Ran, if you are still dizzy do not force it.You better just sleep here," said Wirda worried.

Wirda's voice was heard by me.

With great effort I tried to open my eyes perfectly.

Everything looks white.

With an infusion hose stuck to my wrist.

"Wir, where am I?" I asked while squinting my eyes.

"You're at Ran's hospital," Wirda replied.

"Why can I be here?" I asked back.

"So you suddenly fell down and were unconscious" said Wirda.

Wirda held my hand.

"You know Ran, though,when you fell, Roy quickly ran to help me and when you were unconscious, Kak Roy shouted loudly calling your name.He was very hysterical and afraid to see your condition.Then without thinking long he then carried you and take you to the hospital," Wirda explained.

"Then Rere?,"tanyaku.

"At first he looks surprised to see the attitude of Kak Roy to you.But, after that he looks ordinary."

"Then what did Wir's doctor say?,"I asked back.

"You have Ran anemia, because of the low supply of blood and oxygen that enter the brain.You are also too tired Ran," said Wirda.

"Wir, can you help me sit down?" I asked.

"You're still dizzy Ran, you better just fall asleep first" Wirda said.

"It's okay Wir, my body feels uncomfortable to sleep.Perhaps sitting will feel better," I replied.

"Alright then Ran."

Wirda helped me to sit down and tidy up my hood.

"Thank you Wir," I said.

"Yes Ran the same,"he replied.

Czechs.....

The door sounds open.

Wirda and I looked around to find out who was coming in.

"Sir Roy..," said Wirda.

My eyes looked towards Kak Roy who was walking closer to the hospital bed (bed) where I was sitting leaning.

Brother Roy smiled lethargicly towards Wirda.

Then pull up the iron chair and sit beside my bed.

"How are you doing now, Ran?" he asked worriedly.

"Alhamdulillah has improved brother.Kak Roy himself how is he?,"kanyaku.

He looked at me, "Not good Ran," he said sluggishly.

I glanced at Wirda to neutralize the state of my heart.

Ughhhhh.....

I take a slow breath.

"Sir, forgive Rani.Because Rani Kak Roy has to experience the continuous hardships and suffering of Kak Reno's family," my words were slightly bowed.

"You talk about Ran.All this is not your fault.This is all part of destiny.God's determination that Brother Roy must live," denied Sister Roy.

"But, Brother Roy will be fine and have a happy life if he doesn't meet Rani,"timpalku with teary eyes.

"Who said Roy wasn't happy.

Because of Rani's presence in the life of her brother.Then, I have many reasons to keep fighting and dreaming.You're the biggest reason for big brother to be strong Ran," he said softly.

My tears were dripping looking at the streak of sadness on his face.

"Don't cry Ran, it will make your brother sad, '" asked Roy.

"No brother, these tears are worth falling.Seeing Kak Roy's condition like this.Rani feels very guilty to you brother," said I.

"It's Ran, don't be sad.All is not your fault.As Brother Roy says this is all part of destiny,"sela Wirda.

"Now we have to think of a way that you can escape the shackles of the Suprapto family" Roy said.

"Then what about you, brother?with your wedding?,"my question.

Brother Roy was silent with trembling lips.

It was uncomfortable to hear my question.

"We're just talking about something else Ran," he asked.

"This is important Brother.As for your life and future, Roy," I said, staring at him.

"Sister doesn't want to discuss this matter Ran," he said with a refusal.

Wirda and Kak Roy were stunned for a moment to hear my words.

"Sister does not sacrifice himself Ran.Kakak wants to protect you so that Rani is not injured even though the reward brother will receive deep pain but brother sincere as long as Rani happy and .....,"said Roy was cut off.

"But Rani is not happy brother.Mana maybe Rani is happy to see Kak Roy and Wirda are in trouble because of Rani," said I cut Kak Roy's sentence.

"You are selfish Ran, why is it that only you can sacrifice.Why are you the only one who has the right to make a decision?why do you stick with Reno and his family when you suffer?Because you sacrificed yourself to protect your brother and Wirda.

Then what's wrong if you do this to protect you, brother Roy said a little angry.

"But it's not like this, brother," I argue.

"There is no other choice Ran.This is all the last choice that you can do to protect you," said Kak Roy firmly.

"But this is a different thing, brother Roy married an old friend of mine and he didn't know anything about any of this" I said.

"Then brother will tell him all the truth" said Kak Roy confidently.

"Don't brother, it will hurt his heart.He seems to love Kak Roy very much," I said as I glanced at Kak Roy.

"But brother does not love him Ran.The marriage that you do is just a mere negotiation and Rere must know this so that he does not expect too far to big brother."

"But it will hurt her heart a lot, brother" I said.

And cekrek......

The door is back open.

Sf..tuk....

The sound of someone's footsteps.

The three of you were silent for a moment seeing Rere already inside.

Sumringah's face.

"Ran, is it okay?" asked Rere.

I nodded slowly.

Wirda and Roy seem to dislike his presence.

"The three of you know each other?" he asked curiously.

"Yes, the three of us know each other very well and are very close" said Wirda.

"Very close?" asked Rere thinking.

"Yes very close.Like the relationship of Kak Roy and Rani who.

I clasped Wirda's hand and glared at him not to continue his words.

"The three of us are good friends with Re," I said melting the atmosphere.

"Oh..good then.So the four of us can be close to each other," Rere said smiling.

Rere looked towards Roy.

He then took a chair like Kak Roy and pulled the chair and sat close to Kak Roy.

Roy is not concerned about his presence.

"Ran, do you remember not?in the past when we were in Junior High I once told you about the man I liked aka my first love," said Rere.

"Yes Re, I still remember.Why?,"why slow down.

Rere smiled at me and Wirda.

"You know Ran, that man has now become my husband, Kak Roy" Rere said, holding the hand of Kak Roy.

Roy was surprised by Rere's attitude.

He tried to release his hand.

But Rere immediately pulled Kak Roy's arm and held him.

Wirda and I fell silent and were surprised to see Rere's aggressive attitude.

For some reason my heart suddenly felt uncomfortable seeing Rere and Kak Roy close together.

Srrrr.....

There was a feeling of dislike and pain in my heart.

"Ran, we both look very compatible right?" asked Rere.

"Akh..iy...iy.iyaa," I replied.

Roy looked at me.

Our eyes met then I tried to avoid his gaze.

It all feels awkward to me.

I pretended to be calm and looked the other way to make my mood comfortable.

Oh my God, am I jealous to see Roy and Rere?my question is in my heart.

Brother Roy smiled a little grin at me.

It seems to know my heart.

Dreggggg....

I take my eyes off her, though,

Hiding my feelings for Roy.