God's Choice of Mate

Sadness Brother Roy.

The solar radiance began to hit. Its warming light began to pierce through the cold of the air after the heavy rain last night.

Cit... Cit..Cit.. Cit....Whistles...

The chirping of sparrows singing cheerfully welcomed the arrival of the morning. Low boisterously woke Kak Roy who was sleeping very soundly.

Faintly in the dark room Kak Roy.

Instantly he felt something strange on him.His chest felt depressed by something.His hair began to creep feel cold. With pain in his head. He tried to open his eyes gradually.

Slowly his hands pressed the light switch near his bed.

Cetekk.....

The lights are on.

His dark room was now light.

While enduring the pain in his head he attempted to sit half-asleep.

In a state that is still not fully conscious of his sleep .He slightly squinted his eyes to see the situation around.

And how surprised Kak Roy was when he saw Rere was asleep and put his head on top of Kak Roy's chest.

Suddenly, Kak Roy immediately stood away from Rere.

Rere who slept asleep was disturbed with a slightly rude reflex attitude by brother Roy to him.

Roy quickly closed his entire body.

"What are you doing here?" cried Roy to Rere.

Rere who had been sound asleep suddenly woke up to the sound of shouting from Kak Roy.

Kak Roy's eyes were blank .His heart was broken and he tried to recall what had happened.

"What have you done that I can't remember everything?" Roy said furiously to Rere.

He pretended not to say what he had done to Kak Roy.

"Why did Roy ask me? I should have asked what really happened to Kak Roy, "rere said with a face pretending to be confused and not knowing.

"You must not try to lie and try to deceive me !I know all this must be your plan, no, "yell Brother Roy in a high tone.

Hearing the Scenes from Roy .Rere pretended to cry and felt sad.

Huhuhuhu..... Huhuhuhu.....

"After what happened you were so rude and ignored me like this, Roy. Hix... Hix... Hiks, " said Rere while crying.

"Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhh, "yelling Kak Roy disappointed and angry with himself.

Aunt Desi who heard the screams from Kak Roy's room then rushed towards Kak Roy's room.

Aunt Desi then pushed the unlocked door and went straight into it. "Why are you screaming hysterically like that Roy?," asked Aunt Desi with a worried face seeing Kak Roy so pale and not as usual.

Roy did not answer his mother's question. He just kept roaring and shouting as if he was so disgusted with himself.

"Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhh, "cried Kak Roy while sitting limp on the floor.

"Roy what's the matter, son?" asked Aunt Desi with a frantic face approaching Kak Roy while patting his cheek Roy repeatedly so that Kak Roy responded to his question. However, once again Kak Roy still did not answer the words of Aunt Desi .Meanwhile, Rere who sat on the bed Kak Roy began to take one by one his clothes were released. With his cynical smile he paid no heed to Kak Roy's whimpering scream full of regret.

Aunty Desi who saw Kak Roy not responding to his answer immediately turned her gaze to Rere. "What really happened to Roy?" asked Aunt Desi to Rere. Rere who was trying to put on all his clothes was a little surprised to hear the question from Aunt Desi. Then with his face pretending to be sad he said, "Sister Roy doesn't seem to want to accept aunty. If we have become one and we have become so very close like a real husband and wife" Rere said with a sad face.

Aunt Desi who heard Rere's words began to understand what was the background of Kak Roy so bad as that.

"Yes Re you are quickly changing clothes and tidying up, "send Aunt Desi to Rere.

Rere nodded and immediately took the rest of his clothes on the bed and immediately headed for the bathroom located in his room, Kak Roy.

Meanwhile, Aunt Desi is trying to calm down Kak Roy who is crying so badly that he was hit by an incident that he never wanted and even imagined before.

""Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Aunt Desi let Kak Roy to vent his sadness. He looked at the face of Kak Roy who was bowed lethargic and continued to cry roaring until his tears flowed so fast.

So after the cry Kak Roy slightly subsided with slowly Aunt Desi rubbed softly Kak Roy's head with affection.

"Nak already. Why do you have to throw away your tears like this?" said Aunt Desi slowly while continuing to wipe Kak Roy's head and trying to calm him down.

"Huhuhuhu..... Huhuhuhu.... Hix... Hixes.

Roy is dirty !Roy is disgusted with Roy himself!," said Kak Roy with anger and annoyed to answer the question of Aunt Desi.

Aunt Desi who saw Kak Roy continued to cry sobbing and began to roar back. Making his heart become pity for the only son of his wayang.after that Aunt Desi brought Kak Roy's head closer slowly in her arms.

" Have a son, istighfar ..istighfar remembered.remember Allah.astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim," said Aunt Desi trying to remind Kak Roy not to dissolve in his sadness.

"Well!, "call Brother Roy while slightly yelling at Aunt Desi.

" Yes son, my mom is here with you, "said Aunt Desi to Kak Roy.

Roy also dissolves in his sadness. Then hugged Aunt Desi so tightly to vent all the bitterness and tightness that enveloped her chest and mind .He felt himself completely destroyed. He felt himself completely despicable and dirty. He felt himself to be so sinful and he looked so bad.

"Roy made a mistake....Roy made a very big mistake... Hix... Hix... Hiks.., " said Brother Roy.

Aunt Desi also patiently and slowly wiped the tears of Kak Roy who continued to flow wet both cheeks. "What mistakes and sins did you commit until your son cried like this?" asked Aunt Desi gently and her teary eyes.

Brother Roy slowly raised his head and looked at Aunt Desi's face. His lips quivered and his heart raged. Brother Roy is really powerless and does not want to tell the events that he never wanted to do and even imagine him was not willing.

Aunt Desi who understands what Roy wants to tell her .Then try to calm Kak Roy so as not to get worse and regret what has happened to him.

" You have done nothing wrong or sin. However Rere is already your wife and the relationship between you is no mistake. Then why do you cry about all the things that have happened?" said Aunt Desi slowly while rubbing Kak Roy's cheek.

"But Roy doesn't want it mah, "argu Roy.

"Roy doesn't love Rere mah....Roy does not want Rere....Roy only loves Rani...Roy only loves Rani..... Huhuhuhu.., " said Kak Roy with great sadness.

" Yes, Mama knows.

Mama knew about it. Mama knows how you feel about Rani. Mama understands how much you love Rani but you have to learn to accept the situation. If you no longer deserve to love Rani .Because Rani has become someone else's wife and you have also become someone else's husband. And my mother wishes you to be sincere in the destiny that God has given you. You have to accept it even though everything will not be easy for you everything is not in accordance with what you expect everything is not what you want. But Trust God Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala must have a good and beautiful plan for you and also Rani .But please don't be like this, son. You must be strong, you must be strong and sure that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will not allow his servants who are in the path of truth to continue to be wronged, he will continue to be hurt and Allah will not allow his believing servants to remain weak and doubt his greatness .No son, believe me there will be a time when all the sorrow and adversity that you experience God will replace it with happiness that you never imagined before. And as long as it hasn't happened, Mama asked you. So that you become a strong mama's child, become a strong and strong mama's child and do not cry easily and give up like this, " said Aunt Desi.

After Kak Roy heard the words from Aunt Desi slowly for the sake of slowly his tears stopped flowing.

Although in his heart was filled with regret and disappointment but he tried to toughen up as what Aunt Desi had asked of him.

Aunty Desi also smiled little to see Kak Roy who was not crying anymore. Then he rubbed his head back Roy and kissed his forehead affectionately.

Slowly Aunt Desi also helped Kak Roy to stand and sit on the sofa near Kak Roy sitting on the floor.

Not long after. Rere had finished changing clothes neatly.She had come out of the bathroom with her face looking fresh. Then walk slowly closer to Aunt Desi and Brother Roy.

" Aunty, " said Rere quietly to Aunt Desi.

Aunt Desi turned to Rere, "Yes Re. What's the matter?, " asked Aunt Desi.

" How was Brother Roy?, "asked Rere back.

" It still feels sad. Can't you see for yourself how things are, "Aunty Desi replied.

Rere also slowly walked .He wanted to approach Kak Roy to sit next to Kak Roy. But just now Rere was about to want to sit near Roy's sister. Suddenly Brother Roy had shouted forbidding Rere to get close to him.

" Stop!, stay away from me!, "said Brother Roy a little loudly by stretching out five fingers of his right hand towards Rere.

Rere who was unaware of Kak Roy's spontaneous actions was suddenly shocked and almost fell down. However, he quickly immediately stood perfectly near Aunt Desi.

" I said get out of here! and why are you still here .go!," cried Kak Roy who could not control his emotions when he saw Rere.

" Get out from before me!, " cried Brother Roy to Rere.

But Rere did not comment on Roy's remarks.

" If you don't want to leave in front of me. All right, let me go, "siss Brother Roy.

"Roy already Why are you yelling like that to Rere. She's your wife no matter what .You can not deny that Rere is your wife and your responsibility," said Aunt Desi slowly.

"But still Mah Roy was so sick and upset to see Rere in front of Roy" said Roy.

"Arghhhh....... Get out of my sight!, " cried Brother Roy again.

"Have it! , Stop it!.Do not do everything in an emotional state .Calm yourself, "say Aunt Desi while holding Kak Roy's hand and trying to keep him quiet. Aunt Desi turned to Rere .

"Auntie please for a while you stay away from Roy. So that he is much calmer, "please Aunt Desi to Rere.

Rere was speechless listening to Aunt Desi's request.

"You're okay, right? and do not feel offended by Re, at the request of the aunt, " said Aunt Desi to Rere who was still standing with a state of silence.

And suddenly Rere walked forward to approach Kak Roy which made Aunt Desi surprised and Kak Roy became even more upset.

" In fact, why should I leave in front of you, Roy. Do you not remember how you enjoyed being with me?.And then you just threw me out now. Then where are your feelings and your heart, Roy? Shouldn't I be the one crying about your bad attitude towards me. Then why here you seem to be the one who is hurt. You want me, "said Rere.

Aunt Desi who saw Rere's demeanor also slightly burned with anger and emotion slowly rose to her feet and approached Rere then gently rubbed his shoulder Rere .

"You should not be angry either. Please listen to what your aunt says for today you give up and go down first. At least you have breakfast or make a drink first in the kitchen .And let Roy be a little calmer so that his emotions and anger don't explode like this .Aunty please you will understand Auntie's words, " said Aunt Desi while looking at Rere.

Rere who heard the speech of Aunt Desi who was very soft and so touched his heart.Made Rere was reduced.She then followed what was ordered by Aunt Desi to him.

"Alright aunt. Rere is going downstairs following the advice of aunty. But Rere did not want to leave this house Auntie," said Rere slowly then walked to the door and left Aunt Desi and Kak Roy.

Aunt Desi who saw Rere went to walk out of Brother Roy's room. Now look towards Roy. Slowly Aunt Desi rubbed the hair on Kak Roy's head. "You just wait here for a minute, son. Mama's making you a hot drink. At least you wash your face and clean your body first. So that you feel more fresh and good, " said Aunt Desi to Kak Roy.

"Well, " replied Roy spontaneously and quickly.

After Brother Roy listened to Aunt Desi's request. Roy wiped his tears that were still wetting his cheeks and quickly got up and headed for another room to clean his body.

Aunty Desi looked at Kak Roy and immediately stood up and followed Kak Roy walking from behind.

"Where are you going, son?" asked Aunt Desi a little anxious to see Kak Roy's strange behavior.

Kak Roy turned to Aunt Desi "Roy wants to take a bath Mah, clean Roy's body, " replied Kak Roy slowly.

"But isn't there a bathroom in your room, so why should you take a shower in another room?" asked Aunt Desi.

"Because Roy doesn't want to use Roy's bathroom and room anymore Mah. That place has become a place that Roy hates and is disgusting for Roy to remember" said Kak Roy as he walked away from Aunt Desi.

Aunt Desi can only be silent to hear the words of Kak Roy.Dia can only sigh at the attitude shown Kak Roy. However, Aunt Desi realized this incident was indeed very hitting her son's heart.

But for a moment Desi's aunt had crossed his mind. How did that happen to Roy and Rere? even though Roy did not love Rere at all even seeing Rere's presence, Roy did not like it especially until such an incident occurred, thought Aunt Desi.

Then Aunt Desi immediately walked into the kitchen to meet Rere.

Arriving at the kitchen Aunt Desi immediately asked Rere. " Have you done anything that made Roy lose consciousness?" asked Aunt Desi to Rere, who was drinking warm milk made by Kak Roy's housekeeper.

Rere was immediately shocked to hear Aunt Desi's question, "Em... uhuk.

Aunt Desi kept looking at Rere's movements. And Rere was uncomfortable.

" Why suddenly the aunt said that to Rere. Does aunt indirectly want to accuse Rere?," asked Rere to aunt Desi with a look on her face that pretended to be sad.

"Not Re, not so in aunt. Aunty was just trying to clarify the true circumstances. Because you know Roy it's impossible to do things he doesn't like. Moreover, this is related to the relationship between the two of you. And that's what bothered auntie's mind, "captive aunt Desi to Rere.

"Everything happened so fast aunt.And Rere did not remember clearly how everything could have happened .But it's true that aunt happened. Is that aunty's fault?," asked Rere by pretending to display his teary eyes.

" No boy.. Nothing is wrong, " said Aunt Desi as she gently rubbed Rere's head.

It's good that Aunt Desi sided with me, the inner Rere in her heart.

Not long after that, Roy came down the stairs. He looks better and fresher. However, not with the look of his face that is so sweet and swollen.

"Where are you going son?, " said Aunt Desi who looked at Kak Roy.

Brother Roy walked over to Aunt Desi. Then hugged Aunt Desi while shaking her hand.

"Roy go first mah, " said Brother Roy.

"Where are you going son?, " asked Aunt Desi worriedly.

"To our family lawyer's office mah. Roy has made an appointment, " replied Roy,

While Rere can only face the face of Kak Roy who does not care about it.

"Why do you want to go to a lawyer?, " asked Aunt Desi while holding Kak Roy's cheek.

"To sue for divorce Rere mah, "said Kak Roy to aunt Desi.

Aunt Desi was so shocked and surprised to hear Kak Roy's words.

"Don't your marriage and Rere's Siri's. Then why do you need a lawyer?, "asked Aunt Desi.

"Because his father Rere and Mr. Sugeng have collaborated to legalize the marriage of Siri Roy and Rere to be legal and officially recognized by the state, " replied Mr. Roy.

"How could that have happened without your knowledge and mam's?, " asked Aunt Desi.

"Mama just ask yourself to the woman who stands next to mama?, " said Kak Roy.

Aunt Desi turned to Rere.

"Is it true that Roy, Re?, asked Desi.

Rere looked nervous and tense.

"It is mah. It was free for Mama to ask this woman. Where could he answer. After all, if he answers all his words, there are only lies and deceptions, '" said Roy cynically.

And Brother Roy too with a feeling of annoyance and anger went to walk away from Aunt Desi and Rere.

Meanwhile Aunt Desi is still trying to figure out how to investigate her doubts to Rere in a subtle way and is not realized by Rere.

Rere was still stunned to look at Kak Roy who walked away from him without saying goodbye.

" Re, why are you daydreaming?, "asked aunt Desi.

" Akh, no aunt, "rere replied.

"Re, auntie hope you didn't enter the heart of what Roy said just now .Right now he is getting carried away by emotions and anger. Later if his emotions have stabilized and subsided the aunt will try to talk to Roy about his decision to divorce yourself, "say aunt Desi to Rere.

Rere who heard the words of Aunt Desi immediately smiled happily ."Aunty thank you because Auntie wants to support and help Rere, " said Rere with a happy face.

"Yes, I'm both boys, but my aunt wants to ask if it's true what Roy.j says

If your father and his father Reno work together on the legalization of your marriage, "ask Aunt Desi to Rere.

Rere was silent for a moment while nodding his head, "Yes Aunty is right, but it's not good aunt to officiate the marriage of Rere and Kak Roy to be legal in the eyes of the law, "Rere replied to Aunt Desi. "Yes but your father should confirm it first to aunt and Roy so that there is no misunderstanding like this.

Moreover, this concerns the marriage of the two of you, "say aunt Desi to Rere. "Yes Aunt .Forgive Rere for not having time to tell this information to auntie, "rere replied. Aunt Desi sighed as she looked at Rere's face.

"Well then we have breakfast first, Re, "take Aunt Desi to Rere.

"Yes Auntie" said Rere.

Then Aunt Desi and Rere sat down at the dinner table enjoying breakfast made by her house assistant Aunt Desi.