God's Choice of Mate

Follow-up examination.

Slowly I began to wake up from my sleep with still unclear and black eyes.

I felt someone holding my finger softly.

"Ran, here I am Wirda.Are you able to hear and see me?," Wirda asked in a soft tone.

I returned his grip slowly, so that he knew that I was responding to his words.

"You don't have to force yourself to move or talk Ran.I'm happy that you can respond to me" Wirda said, wiping her head covered in a veil.

"What do you feel Ran, now?if you feel better than before then you hold my hand, "ask Wirda while telling me.

Hearing Wirda's words, I clasped his fingers slowly.

I don't know, my tongue still feels heavy and moan.

It was like pain running all over my body.

Slowly, I slowly opened my eyes so that I could see my best friend Wirda.

But once again my eyes were dark and black.

O God, what actually happened to me, I said in my heart with mixed feelings full of anger.

"Ran, after this the doctor will do a Computed Tomography or CT scan on the head and eye examination Ran.For that you do not need to worry and fear Ran.InsyaAllah I will always be with you,"wirda tried to calm me down.

"And Kak Roy his condition began to gradually improve.After this Kak Roy will be transferred to the inpatient room until his condition is completely recovered.And Rani also must be healthy again Ran," said Wirda while making me excited.

I kept hearing Wirda's words and longed to embrace him.He was the best friend I had so far.With all his kindness to me that always kept me strong and optimistic living all the bitterness I had to face a man and his presence made me give thanks to Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala who has sent himself in my life.Maybe Wirda is not my relative.But for me she has been considered like my own sister.

Huh, my heart feels bitter.

Slowly sadness filled my chest that felt tight.

I held my best friend Wirda's fingers.

Thank you Wirda, you were by my side in the most difficult phase I had to experience in my life.Really I am very grateful to you, I said in my heart.

That's what I'd like to tell her if my lips can talk to her right now.

Not long after, the sound of nurses and doctors came towards me and Wirda.

"Patient named Rani will be examined Computed Tomography or CT scan now" said the doctor to Wirda.

"Well doc, then the patient on behalf of Roy who is next door when will be transferred to the inpatient room?" Wirda asked the doctor.

"Now also the deck.Well adek can wait outside for a while so I can see and check the patient's condition.Sekongagus nurse will prepare patients to do a Computed Tomography or CT scan," said the doctor to Wirda.

"Okay doc" said Wirda.

"Ran, I'll wait outside for a moment yes, you are well and must be brave.Bismillah, may Allah ease and smooth your affairs.Aamiin," said Wirda again while holding my hand.

I also returned his hand.

Let Wirda know that I heard what he said to me.

Then, he came out of my room.

Meanwhile, the doctor checked my condition and the other nurses prepared me to do a Computed Tomography or CT scan.

O Allah, may my condition soon improve and my vision soon recover as it is, my inner self.

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When Wirda's gonna get out of my room. The other nurse took Kak Roy to the inpatient room that Kak Roy would occupy next.

Conditions in the direction that had begun to improve he still seemed to sleep on his back on the bed patient with open eyes.

Wirda who saw Brother Roy immediately approached him.

"Sister Roy how are you doing now?" asked Wirda with a worried look on his face.

Brother Roy who is in a supine sleeping position. Suddenly surprised to hear the voice of Wirda who was already beside him.

"Wirda are you here?" asked Kak Roy with a voice that was still a little weak.

"Yes Roy, Wirda is here. Mr. Budi who told me that Kak Roy and Rani were treated here. And when Wirda got news from Mr. Budi then quickly Wirda directly here," replied Wirda.

"Wir, how is Rani's condition now? brother is very worried about his situation," asked Kak Roy with a look on his face very worried and so worried about me.

"As Wirda accompanies Rani inside .Rani's awake, kak. But...," said Wirda cut off.

"But why Wir ?did something bad happen to Rani ?please Wir, say it! brother is very worried about Rani," said Kak Roy with a very clear tone of voice and his eyes began to glaze over.

Seeing the situation of Kak Roy Wirda became sad and not feeling good. He was afraid that it would make Kak Roy even more down because he was worried about my situation.

So Wirda tried to calm Kak Roy so as not to dissolve in frustration and increasingly anxiety about me.

"It's okay Kak Roy means Rani has not responded too much to what Wirda said. However, the doctor is currently examining Rani and will do a Computed Tomography or CT scan on her head to see if there are any injuries or not inside her head. Wirda hopes Kak Roy does not have to think too much about negative things against Rani .Now Roy must focus first on the healing of Kak Roy himself. Later if Kak Roy has recovered and is healthy again then Roy can help Rani to support him to quickly recover as usual. Now we both pray for healing for Rani and Kak Roy, Kak. One more thing Kak Roy does not have to worry about Rani. God willing, Wirda will always keep and accompany Rani and there is also Mr. Budi," said Wirda at length who tried to make Kak Roy not dissolve in sadness because he thought about my current condition.

Roy nodded slowly. After hearing Wirda's words, he seemed to feel a little more relieved and not tense.

Three nurses also pushed Brankar/Brancard/Stretcher patient who had Kak Roy in it out of the ER room to the hospital room of the patient.

And Wirda seemed to follow him from the side.

However, before the nurses brought Kak Roy into the room or inpatient room. Seen from a distance a woman ran a little in a frenzy while a little screaming calling Kak Roy's name.

"Roy.. Roy," yelled the woman.

Wirda who heard the name Kak Roy called and turned to look back to see who the woman who shouted called Kak Roy's name.

"Sus... sus ..where is the patient named Roy Anugrah Cipta Wijaya treated sus?," asked the woman with great anxiety and crying.

Wirda from a distance heard the woman's words. Then he walked over to the woman who was talking to a nurse.

"Sorry Auntie, the aunt was talking about Roy, huh?" Wirda asked hesitantly.

"Yes son. I am Roy's mother, Huuhuhuhu" the woman replied in tears.

"Oh yes aunty introduce me Wirda who called aunty and told the condition of Kak Roy," said Wirda to Mama Kak Roy.

"Then want Wirda where my son Roy is?" asked Kak Roy's mother with a very anxious face while holding Wirda's shoulder.

"Sister Roy's just about to be transferred to Inap aunt's ward. Thank God his condition has improved. Aunt need not worry .Let's come with my aunt," Wirda told Mama Kak Roy.

"That's Brother Roy who will be transferred by the nurses to the Inap nursery," Wirda said back to Mama Kak Roy while pointing at the nurses who brought Kak Roy.

"Roy, my son.huhuhuhuhu..," cried Mama Kak Roy to see the condition of Kak Roy while crying hysterically.

"Mama!," said Kak Roy who looked surprised to see his mother who was suddenly beside him while crying hysterically.

"What happened to you, son? why did you get to be like this? Huhuhuhu," said Mama Kak Roy while holding his son's hand following the steps of the nurses to bring his son to the hospital room.

Wirda who was behind immediately ran after Mama Kak Roy. I followed them to escort Kak Roy to his new room.

Sad and sad Wirda heart saw the cries of Kak Roy's mother who did not stop flowing.

So occasionally Wirda holds and gently rubs the shoulder of Mama Kak Roy to calm him. So that it does not dissolve and increasingly hysterical will be sad to see Kak Roy's condition like that.

"It's a strong aunt.Tante don't be like this.Pity Kak Roy aunty, dear,if aunty like this will further make down Kak Roy because it sees aunty who continues to cry like this Kak Roy will also feel sad too.It will also affect the recovery period Kak Roy of course Auntie," said Wirda trying to calm his mother Kak Roy.

Heard Wirda's words. Slowly his mother Kak Roy wiped her tears. However, he continued to hold Kak Roy's hand and not one bit he let go until they arrived at Kak Roy's hospital room.

The nurses immediately fixed the infusion tube, the sleeping position and all the completeness that Kak Roy needed.

Including drugs that will be taken Kak Roy after this as well as food for Kak Roy.

Then after everything is done. The three nurses were ready to get out of the inpatient room.

Meanwhile, at the instructions of the nurse mama Kak Roy slowly feed the porridge that had been prepared by the nurse for Kak Roy to eat before he took the medicine that had been prepared by the nurse.

"Alright aunt and Kak Roy Wirda permission out to see the condition of Rani now yes," said Wirda to Kak Roy and his mother.

"What's wrong with Rani nak Wirda?" asked Mama Kak Ros who was surprised to hear my name called.

"Rani was also admitted to this hospital along with Kak Roy's aunt. Currently Rani is being examined by a doctor and will perform a Computed Tomography examination or CT scan on the head," said Wirda explained to his mother Kak Roy.

"Oh Allah, what really happened to Roy and Rani, Wirda's son?" asked Kak Roy curiously while looking at Wirda's face.

Wirda looked towards Roy.

He was confused how to explain the problem that happened to Kak Roy and Rani to his mother Kak Roy.

"Son Wirda, was all this done and caused by Reno the son of the Suprapto family?" asked Kak Roy's mother.

Wirda and Kak Roy look surprised to hear the words of his mother Kak Roy.

"Emmm.emmmm..Aunty now better focus for the healing of Kak Roy first yes Aunty.InsyaAllah later in the right time Wirda or Kak Roy himself can explain the problems that have occurred,"said Wirda trying to neutralize the mood of Mama Kak Roy.

"Yes, Wirda is right, said Nak Wirda," said Kak Roy's mother."Then how is Rani doing now, Wirda?" asked Mama Kak Roy again.

"At this time I have not been able to confirm the condition of Rani ,Tante.Since the doctor is still doing the examination at this time," explained Wirda.

"Then will Auntie be able to see Rani's condition now?" asked Kak Roy's mother with an anxious face.

"Emm, should Aunt now focus on keeping Kak Roy first Aunt.Since Rani is currently in the stage of further examination that is being handled by the doctor.Later if the condition is already possible to be dipegak Aunt can see Rani,"said Wirda.

"Well my Aunt permission first to see the condition of Rani who will undergo a Computed Tomography examination or CT scan on the head.Pity Rani no one to accompany at this time," said Wirda again.

"Well, Wirda.Tante said thank you for telling Roy's situation to Auntie, son" said Kak Roy's mother.

"Yes Aunty, same," said Wirda.

"Wir, Brother Roy, please take care of Rani ya Wir" asked Kak Roy on Wirda.

"Surely Brother Roy," replied Wirda.

"Yes already yes brother, Wirda down first.Kak Roy do not think too much.Now brother should focus on the recovery of brother first yes.Wirda pamit first Aunt....Brother Roy," said Wirda back.

Kak Roy and his mother nodded to Wirda.Not long after that Wirda came out of the inpatient room where Kak Roy was treated.Kak Roy and his mother continued staring at Wirda until he left and disappeared from view them.

"Roy, do you have to tell Rere about your situation?" asked Mama Roy.

Kak Roy's face suddenly turned cloudy after his mother asked him such a question.

"No need to mah.Rky doesn't want him here" replied Kak Roy with a flat face expression.

"But Rere also has the right to know about your situation now son.He is also worried about you," said Mama Kak Roy.

"But still Roy doesn't want him here mah" said Kak Roy with a slightly irritated face.

"You know son, you don't want Rere anywhere near you.But somehow she has become your wife son.And you must not deny the truth of it, dear,"said his mother Kak Roy with a very soft voice while rubbing Kak Roy's head.

And Kak Roy just fell silent to hear the words of his mother.

"Mama knows son.In the heart of your son there is only a place for Rani, right? But there is nothing wrong with trying to open your heart. It doesn't need to be too much, you can open a little gap in your heart so Rere has a little place in your heart. Give her a chance to fulfill her duty as your wife. And you carry out your duty as a husband to give him the right. Mama wants you to accept all this, son. Surely this happened by the will and destiny of Allah Subhanahu Wa ta'ala. And we as humans will never know and can predict every second of God's decision on our lives.

Therefore, we must accept what God wills for us without doubting His decision.

And believe me son of Allah Subhanahu Wa ta'ala will have a plan of a secret that is beautiful and hidden from the reach of the human eye.

Same with Rani. She's a patient girl who doesn't complain much and accepts all the trials God gives," said Roy's mother at length.

"Yes mah, Mama has always known how Roy felt from the past until now to Rani. And Roy doesn't want to change that feeling. For Roy Rani it's first love and also last love for Roy, "sahut Kak Roy with his sad face.

"Yes, I want you to understand and understand how you feel. Mama didn't tell you to remove Rani from your heart. Even to forget about it and drive it away from your heart. That's not what Mama meant. You can still love loving Rani. But do not let the love that you have been nurturing and guarding. Being meaningless love becomes dirty love, becomes unholy love and becomes abject love before God Subhanahu Wa ta'ala.

Love is beautiful, son. Love is the greatest gift from God. Its presence brings a lot of meaning of affection and happiness to the person who experiences it. But when we love someone we must not be selfish to force our loved ones to reciprocate our Love, even to be ours. And you already have limits to love Rani more. Because right now there's someone more deserving of your love, son. Even though you don't want to give that love .But please try to accept the situation and give a little chance to Rere, "ask Mama Kak Roy to Kak Roy

Roy fell silent as he looked at his mother's face with teary eyes.

"Let your love be for the Rani Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala who guards it and entrusts it to Him. Later if you and Rani are destined to live together .Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala will also restore your love in a good state intact, clean and holy without defects, dear," said Kak Roy's mother with a clean slit.

Slowly Mama Kak Roy gently rubbed his son's head, then kissed his forehead affectionately.

The eyes of the mother and son looked at each other. To dive into each other's hearts.

Roy held his hand. And without realizing it, her tears were slowly dripping. He learned to accept what his mother told him. Even with a very heavy heart and difficult to do.

But he again believed in the greatness of Allah Subhanahu Wa ta'ala.

"Allahumma radldlini bo qadlaika wa shabbirni 'ala balaika wa awzi'ni syukro ni'amaika.(That is," O Allah, make me glad to receive Your qadla (provision), and make me patient in receiving reinforcements from You, and show me to be grateful for Your favors,"said Roy slowly while crying.

Not long after, there were footsteps to the room Kak Roy treated.

Czechkkk...

Someone opened the door in a hurry.

Roy quickly wiped his tears while looking at the door.