
I sat quietly while looking at a portrait of myself from the reflection of the flat mirror before me.
Makeup stylist or MUA with her assistant is busy putting on my makeup with various makeup (face makeup)
Sister Riska accompanied me and watched my makeup. She was so meticulous looking at every detail of make up that landed on my face.
"Mom, I want my makeup no makeup look but still look flawless and soft makeup," said Riska's chatty sister.
The makeup artist who put on my makeup nodded while wearing a full-coverage complexion to provide a face makeup that was flawless as requested by Ms. Riska.
Ma'am Riska kept paying attention to my makeup. Sometimes sometimes he takes a mobile phone to take a picture of me or he eliminates boredom.
The debar....
My feelings were tense and afraid of facing the invited guests.
I'm afraid I'll make a mistake and embarrass the family.
This feeling really hurts me.
Ma'am Riska saw the tension in my face.
Slowly he approached me and motivated me.
"Ran, I hope all is smooth.Rani does not need to be tense or afraid.OK," said Mbak Riska encouraged me.
"Yes mbak" I replied slowly.
Not long after the makeup artist has finished decorating me.Gaun wedding dress was ready I wear along with high heels that are scary for me.
Similarly, Mbak Riska and Bu Sri who have transformed into beautiful angels in view of the eye.
"Rani is ready son.Reno is ready on the wedding podium (wedding podium) waiting for Rani's arrival.
Mama's daughter looks very charming," said Bu Sri praising me.
"MaashaAllah tabarakallah, thank you mah.Mama also looks very beautiful and youthful," I said in praise.
"Akh.kamu can aja Ran," said Bu Sri while pinching my chin gently.
"Ehhhhh.mah, don't dong later damaged Rani's makeup," said Mbak Riska reprimanding Bu Sri.
"Oh well mama forgot.Sorry yes son,"while sorry.
"It's okay Ma'am.mah," I said casually.
No...no....
Tok.dok...
The sound of shoes clucking towards us.
"Ran, I'm sorry I'm late" he said.
"Nothing Wir, if you drink it first there is mineral water," I said, pointing to a pile of bottles of mineral water.
Wirda quickly headed to the pile of bottles of mineral water and took one bottle.Then he sat down and drank until it ran out.
I saw Wirda so shocked because he had never been like that before.
Out of curiosity I ventured to step closer to him.
However, Bu Sri blocked me.
Finished drinking Wirda towards where I stand.He looked at me fixedly as if something very important he wanted to tell me.
"Wir, why are you?, "you're curious.
But Wirda kept quiet and kept looking at me.
I saw him wondering what was wrong with him.
"You're okay, aren't you, Wir?" I was worried.
But Wirda just nodded slowly without saying anything to me.
My heart was getting restless looking at him.
What is happening in my heart.
Suddenly he said something.
"Aunty can I talk to Rani alone just for a little while aunty," Wirda asked Ms. Sri.
Madam looked strange.
He looked riled up and gave Wirda plenty of reason.
However, Wirda kept trying to talk to me.
Until Bu Sri gave up and allowed Wirda to talk to me.
Ms. Sri and Ms. Riska came out slowly.
However, they kept looking at me and Wirda.
I see them as anxious and frightened.
I don't know, maybe it's just my feeling.
Then I refocused on Wirda.
"Wir, what's up?is there something bad going on?, "you're worried while holding Wirda's shoulder.
However, Wirda kept looking at me.
His eyes glazed over and then hugged me tightly.
"Ran, why don't you tell me that you're confirming your marriage to Reno's sister" she said, hugging me.
"Oh..so that's why you behave strange Wir.All happened so quickly Wir.I didn't have time to talk to you," I said.
Wirda let go of his embrace to me then she wiped her tears.
"Ran, don't continue this wedding celebration," he said seriously.
"Why Wir?,"why are you surprised and curious.
"Because..," Wirda's words were cut off.
Ckrrrkkk.....
The door is wide open.
Ms. Sri and Mbak Riska entered and then approached towards me.Wirda looked at them both sharply.While I was still curious about Wirda's unfinished sentence.
"Wir, because what?please keep saying, "my.
"Ran, it's time for you to come out son.Speaking will be continued again after this celebration is over yes," said Bu Sri who was already beside me.
"Ran..," said Wirda.
"Yes Wir, just talk, "my question is very curious.
"Ran, come on, son" said Ms. Sri, holding my hand with Ms. Riska.
They both pulled me away from Wirda.However, I was still very curious about Wirda.
My eyes continued to look at him who was stunned to see me walking away from him.
I saw one of his hands sticking out while preventing me.
But he was silent not flinching with a face so sad.
While I walk over with a question mark.
What mystery is this, my inner heart.
The guests saw that there were many present.
I saw Bu Sri and Mbak Riska staring at Kak Reno who was at the wedding podium.
They nodded like they were giving me a signal I didn't understand.
My heart became riled and unsettled thinking about Wirda.
What actually happened to him.
Stand on the wedding podium with Brother Reno.
The sound of music was foreign to me.
The crowd that makes my heart lonely.
I keep looking around for where Wirda is.
My eyes did not stop wandering through all the sights I could reach my sense of sight.
"You're looking for what Ran is," said Brother Reno looking at me.
"Akh ..no," I said with eyes that did not focus on him.
"Are you not really looking for something or..someone?," said Brother Reno suspiciously.
I looked towards him.
He frowned and his eyebrows were slightly raised upwards.
But why does it look different.
His eyes were not as warm as before.
Sharp, wild and as if flaming.
Eyes I've seen before.
Well, it was Brother Reno's eyes before he turned like this, my inner heart.
Is this just my feeling?
Well, maybe it's just my feeling of anxiety about Wirda's unusual attitude.
This time I glanced at Brother Reno.
True inner.
It looks very different today.
Can someone change in an instant.
Brother Reno looked at me he seemed to realize if I was watching him.
His smile was unraveling but I felt as bland and cynical as it was made up.
Suddenly the sound of footsteps came towards me and Brother Reno.
I don't touch it my mind is still trying the reality I'm witnessing.
Strange vibrations ran through my body for a moment.
Heart beat beats.
Something longing that touches a moment.
Tak.tak.tak...
The sound of footsteps approaching and getting closer.
My eyes are looking down.
Local brand brand design sneakers are white with blue black stripe motif.
It seems I've seen it before, I said in my heart.
I slowly directed my gaze to see who was wearing those shoes at the wedding celebration.
My eyes were blocked by the people who covered it.
I'm getting curious.
Every now and then I see the Suprapto family smiling happily and enjoying a party with their friends and business relations.
But I don't know if my heart doesn't want to ignore it.
I'm more obsessed and focused on the owner of the shoe.
And as I searched for the owner of the shoe to leave.
Suddenly...
The owner of the shoe was already near me and Brother Reno
How surprised I was when my eyes looked up from the bottom.
That face...
A face that is no stranger to me.
The face I always look forward to.
"Sir ..kak ..kak.kak Roy," I was stupefied and shocked.
Brother Roy's face was cold and flat.
Her clothes look untidy.
Hair's messy.
Brother Reno who was beside me was also surprised to see the presence of Kak Roy.
I still stared at Roy.
His eyes glazed over at me.
Then slowly he turned his face towards Brother Reno and approached him.
Bruuuk....
Gedubrakpark.....
Kak Roy's right fist hit hard on Reno's face.
He punched Reno blindly in the face
Brother Reno fell down with a bruised face and was shocked.
But Reno did not reply.
Everyone who saw screamed hysterically.
While I was still stunned watching Kak Roy lift Kak Reno's collar and hit him back repeatedly.
Pyarrrr.....
Things falling...
Brother Reno's blood....
What's going on ?
What's the matter?
I was petrified and confused.