God's Choice of Mate

Brother Reno's request.

"Can I speak to Rani alone" Reno asked Ustad Fariz.

Ustad Fariz thought to Reno's question.

"My advice what if Dek Reno and Dek Rani talk in front of this courtroom.Before entering this room.I see there is a long chair in front.Dek Reno can talk to Dek Rani in the open space with forgive Dek Reno instead I do not believe.But only to anticipate the attitude and actions of Dek Reno that I can not predict.Secondly good for the security of Dek Rani," said Ustad Fariz while looking at Brother Reno's face.

Reno did not dispute what Ustad Fariz suggested.

"Yes Ustad, no problem" said Reno.

And after that, everyone including myself came out of the courtroom.Wirda led me slowly towards the waiting chair in front of the courtroom.

" Ran, if Reno's sister like you just yell.Then soon I will come with another," said Wirda.

" Yes Wir, just calm down" I said quietly.

Wirda helped me sit in a chair outside the courtroom and walked a little away from me followed by Ustad Fariz,Sis Rada and Pak Budi.The three of them stood a little further from the position where I stood.Then Brother Reno sat beside me accompanied by a police officer who guarded and watched him right standing beside Brother Reno.

I sat quietly while listening to the movements made by Brother Reno.For a long time I felt Brother Reno was silent and had not started a conversation with me.So that I took the initiative to start a conversation between myself and Brother Reno.

" What does Brother Reno want to say to me?" I asked Brother Reno.

Sister Reno looked at my face looking straight ahead.In her glazed-glass eyes, she tried to look at me from the look in her eyes that looked at me with pity.

I kept quiet and kept waiting for words to come out of Brother Reno's lips.

"Ran,"call Brother Reno softly and softly.

Hearing his voice calling me.I feel Kak Reno is not like the character of Kak Reno who is arrogant.

" Yes, Brother Reno.Tell me what Reno wants to say.And do not have to think too much.Because it will take up a lot of wasted time," I told Kak Reno.

" Yes Ran," replied Brother Reno.

"Ran, before brother apologized for everything that happened to you.Including with the loss of your sense of sight that occurred due to me.I regret Ran," said Brother Reno with his words that sounded vibrating.

I also quietly listened to the words of Brother Reno.And a little surprised because he apologized to me.Because it is a strange and rare thing.Listen

the apology that came from his lips, I did not believe what I had heard from him,I tried to calm down and did not look surprised at the attitude and unusual words of Kak Reno at this time.

"What a big brother does not think if your vision is really lost Ran.And for that please forgive all the mistakes that Brother Reno has done to you," said Reno.

I silently listened to Brother Reno speak.In my hearing I could hear clearly how much Sister Reno was very sorry about what had happened to me.His voice sounded heavy and raucous.And I just silently listened to the utterance of her feelings to me.

"Ran, if you can ask him.Can you withdraw the lecture against Ran's brother?" asked Brother Reno with his tears slowly sagging.

"Why should I withdraw my divorce suit against you, sister Reno?Hasn't Brother Reno wanted to part with me all this time? Brother Reno is restrained by our forced marriage which destroys itself, Brother Reno,that's what Brother Reno told me back then.Then now why does Brother Reno want me to annul the divorce suit I've filed with the religious court?, "my question to Brother Reno.

"Hiks..Hix..Hiks, because..because, "said Reno stammered while crying.

"What's the reason for Reno? just say it and don't buy time, brother?" I said a little annoyed.

"For Brother loves you Ran," said Reno quickly and straightforwardly.

Hearing what Brother Reno said to me for a moment my heart clucked and jerked.There is something that feels pain vibrating the recesses of my heart slowly.A strange turbulent feeling in the beat of my heart.However, there is something that feels like a pain that,the memory of my mind made my heart aware of all the re-creations of every event and incident that Brother Reno did to me.

"Well?, what did Reno just say?" I said in disbelief.

"Yes Ran.Kakak said if brother loves you.And brother did not lie or even play with what brother said just now Ran".

" Is that really Reno? And why did Reno say that to Rani?."

"Because the brother is not strong anymore Ran.To continue to cover the feelings of your brother to you.Especially after the brother found out if you lost your eyesight due to the actions of brother.Silver really destroyed to hear that Ran.For that please forgive brother Ran.And can you give brother one more chance so that brother can be a good husband for you.Sekazigus we start everything from the beginning Ran?".

"Truly I did not expect that Brother Reno would say that to me.After all that Brother Reno has done to me.Do I have to believe all the words of Brother Reno?".

"But I don't know Ran, you will find it difficult to accept the words of your brother.But that is the truth of your brother's feelings for you all this time you are damned brother.During this time also brother keeps trying to throw away and eliminate the feelings of your brother to you.However, you are not,more and more days the feeling continues to grow and penetrate to the surface of the heart of brother.Silent brother Ran, for all that you have done to you.So brother please do not separate from brother Ran.Since brother will not be able to lose you," reno said seriously.

My heart was raging hearing the words of Brother Reno.On the one hand I was bored and did not believe his words anymore,in sisu part of my heart said this time what was said by Kak Reno is the truth.I was still silent trying to calm my heart that felt a dilemma.

"Sister please Ran, give one more chance for brother to fix everything" said Kak Reno.

I tried to calm down and not get carried away.My heart was already deterred and tired of all the tricks, theatrics and beliefs that I had tried to give to Brother Reno.However, everything was nil and wasted by Brother Reno.

"Opportunities do not always come every time Brother.For me I have given enough opportunities to Brother Reno and try to accept Brother Reno as my husband.But in time my sincerity and trust began to grow to you.Always Brother Reno destroyed and destroyed my feelings and my life.And at that time Brother Reno did it all did Brother Reno never think about how hurt I was?," I said with a little annoyance.

Hearing Brother Reno's words, I smiled cynically.

"Sis Reno should not have to say about all the feelings of my brother.Since everything is too late.There is nothing else that can be improved because indeed our marriage relationship there is no bond that strengthens our hearts.In it there is only one coercion, lies and injustice against me.So according to Rani.Kak Reno accept the real reality if soon we will.

parted and after that we will become strangers.And one more thing Brother,there is no second or third chance for Brother Reno.Bagiku all is enough to continue and it is time we forget all.May Sister Reno get a lesson or wisdom from every event that has been passed by Brother Reno and experience in my sister's life.

That never waste something as little opportunity as others have given us.For not necessarily there will be another opportunity that we will get in the future,"I said softly to Brother Reno.

"Ran, don't do this to Ran's brother.Please don't go and part with Ran's brother!, Hiks....Hix....Hiks...," said Brother Reno, crying sobbing.

I really didn't expect that Brother Reno would say all this to me.But I don't know whatever he was trying to say to me would also not be able to change all the decisions I had made severe and heavy.

I can only be silent to hear the roar of his tears.Bagiku hard to believe the words and attitude of Brother Reno who tried to show.I was tired and tired with all his games and his brother so far.

"Why is Reno crying? Isn't this separation a wish of Brother Reno since a long time.And now Kak Reno's wish will be fulfilled and freed forever from the relationship with me.Repent at the end there is no point sis.I even difficult to determine what Sis Reno say this is honesty or a lie.But yes we forget it.Since all that is not important to me.And forgive me Brother Reno,I cannot change my decision to part from me.My determination and desire have been unanimous so that there is no more offer.And for all that Brother Reno has done to me.God willing I will try to forget and forgive him but to return to you again it is impossible because I have no hope or desire in that direction,I think it's enough to just get here our conversation.Jaga Kak Reno's self is good.And later if our divorce lawsuit is officially granted then the lawyer from Ustad Fariz will tell and see Kak Reno," I said slowly.

Brother Reno's sobbing sounds are getting louder.

Huhuhuhuhu......Huhuhuhuhu....

"Can't you change your decision, Ran?Hix...Hiks..," said Brother Reno while crying.

I never heard Brother Reno cry like this before.

"No Brother Reno.Kumohon Brother Reno sincerely accept all these facts.And for what we impose a relationship in which there is no bond of love or happiness brother.Here is Brother Reno, and for what reason we impose a relationship in which there is no bond of love,no need to dissolve in sadness.Since all will not be able to return.May this be a lesson for Reno Sister in order to appreciate someone who tries to understand and give opportunity to ourselves.And not waste it just like that we will never know when God will turn his heart back and oppose the sincerity and patience that he seeks to suppress and endure for a long time as well as myself Brother" I said slowly.

"Ran...don't go Ran...! Don't part from me. Please Ran! Please forgive brother.Huhuhuhuhu..," asked Kak Reno while crying bitterly.

I was silent in my own silence.

It was sad to hear Reno like that, but what I could do was too late.

As I dissolved into my own mind I heard Brother Reno rise from his seat.

And BRuukkk....

Brother Reno dropped his body in front of me.She calmed down and kneeled pleading to me with her hands still cuffed.

"Huhuhuhu's....Huhuhuhu..Ran, I can't help if you have to end our relationship.Sister is stupid because all this time has wasted you...Hiks.kak please change your decision Ran," asked Reno with great hope.

In his sobs I suddenly felt Brother Reno's head touch my feet.I was aghast and shocked at his actions.

" What is Brother Reno doing?" I shouted a little and immediately stood up.

Wirda, Kak Rafa,Ustad Fariz, Pak Budi and Pak Hadi then walked straight towards me.After hearing your voice a little scream.

"What's Ran?" asked Wirda worriedly.

"It's okay Wir, I'm just surprised that Reno's sister is resting on my feet" I replied.

Brother Reno continued to cry in a position sitting on the floor with his head bowed.He seemed to not care about the gaze of everyone to him.

Until Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi also helped Kak Reno to stand up and try to stop his crying.But all that did not change the attitude of Kak Reno.

I felt pity and pity hearing her lips continue to call my name in her tears.Because seeing Brother Reno can not control his attitude.Ustad Fariz told Wirda to invite myself into the car.

Then Wirda took me to the car followed by Kak Rafa and Pak Hadi.

While Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi are still trying to calm down Brother Reno who is crying hysterically nonstop.

In my footsteps slowly still heard by my auditory senses.Sayup-sayup yelled out the voice of Brother Reno who screamed loudly calling my name and cried roaring.

It was painful and felt trembling to hear it.

However, all of this was the result of what he had been doing all along.

Huf...

I tried to take a deep, long breath to loosen my chest that felt tightness and pain hearing the sadness of Brother Reno.

O Allah, take care and protect Brother Reno. Hopefully this time he can really inspire his mistakes and turn into a good person, I said in my heart.