God's Choice of Mate

Mother's Travel

The doctor also told us all to wait outside to check on the condition of grandfather.I was still silent in my slow steps.The arrival outside the room Bu Sri and Mr. Sugeng thanked me.Their eyes flowed while holding my fingers.While Brother Reno just looking at me with his face puffy.I still did not flinch with my silence.That Wirda came with a face of panic approached me.

"Ran,ayo quickly came along.Mother suddenly suddenly his condition dropped again," said Wirda worried.

I also jerked from my silence and immediately ran towards the mother's room followed by Wirda and Kak Reno.In front of the mother's room there was Kak Roy who was waiting while standing pacing back and forth.With panic and fear.I immediately approached Brother Roy to know the condition of the mother, "So how the mother?,"I asked very worriedly.

Brother Roy who saw me so depressed and frightened trying to calm me, "At this time the mother is being examined Ran.Rani who is patient and pray only mother.One more thing Rani must calm down, Ran, "asked Kak Roy.

I was so agitated and so unsettled that my tears flowed.Wirda who saw my condition immediately approached me and invited me to sit down.

"Wir, why can you drop back.Why did not you just mother okay right.Why can this be?what if you get critical again?Oh Allah, hikssss..," I said in tears.

Wirda hugged me to calm me down.

"Ran,istighfar yes.You must think positively.In She Allah the mother will be fine," he said softly as he wiped my tears.

Not long after, Madam Sri and Mbak Riska came.Bu Sri came to me.He rubbed my head slowly and hugged me who looked so worried.

"Patience is dear" he whispered softly.

While I continue to be unable to hold back my tears that want to continue to flow.The taste is tight and so painful.My feelings are really not calm.In the soft embrace of Bu Sri I moistened my mouth with a devotion to praise the greatness of the Divine.

And not long after the doctor came out.I heard the door of the mother's room open and hurried to stand up to the doctor.

"How is my mother's doc?,"you were so panicked.

The doctor looked at me for so long that he finally said,"We have tried our best to heal the mother brother.But the rest all with the permission of God.Then now all we can do is pray to expect help from God for the healing of the mother sister yes.I am still monitoring progression of the patient," said the doctor.

"Then can I visit the mother doc?,"tanyaku with hope.

Seeing my condition so pale and anxious.Doctor also allowed me to visit the mother accompanied by a nurse even though only briefly.But before I entered the mother's room I asked Kak Roy to buy a red rose like mother.Without refusing Roy immediately agreed to my request and immediately bought a rose for my mother.

"Bun..bundaaa..hikssss...hikssss," I said softly with a raucous voice calling to my mother in the hope that she could hear my voice.

I continued to cry incessantly until I did not realize that Roy had entered the room carrying a rose whose skin was for the mother.

"Bun, you see this red rose that you like, see Bun.The roses are so beautiful Bun.Rani put the flowers beside the mother yes Bun.But Rani beg you to be aware immediately.Mother must be healthy again Bun.Rani dear.....it's a pity that mother.Hikssss...hikssssss," said me as I continued to cry with tears.

Brother Roy who saw me also cried without words.I was just down on the bed where the mother lay and waited for a miracle from God present to touch the mother so that she could immediately realize.And it is true that God granted my prayer.Slowly my mother's fingers moved.I also saw it became a little happy and told the state of the mother to the nurse.After that the nurse immediately called the doctor to check the state of the mother.Then waiting for the doctor to come.I continue to be on the mother's side and kept calling her mother, "Bun, this is Rani Bun.Mother look at Rani Bun," I said softly and kept crying.

Her eyelids opened and looked at me with her already very weak face.

"Roman..Raniiiii.put...Bun...daaa," said mother trembling.

"Yes bun, Rani here.Mother look Rani bring mother red roses mother mother's favorite.Look Bun.How beautiful this rose like mother," said I watered while continuing to cry.

Mother just looked at me without saying.And not long later the doctor and nurse came to check on the state of the mother.I got up from my seat gave room to the doctor to see the state of the mother.Although it feels I do not want to stay away and go far from mother.But Brother Roy strengthened me.He continued to be beside me accompanying me in my deep fear.

My eyes continue to look towards the mother.Doctors and nurses look dexterous and focused on checking the condition of the mother.Until where I really feel fragile and limp trapped in anxiety watching the condition of the mother like that.I also immediately approached the mother and keep holding his fingers.

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A rose for my mother.

Her broom lit up in a stroke of a sad mother's smile.His scar no longer shimmered as her body struggled against the pain she was suffering.Both her eyes seemed dim looking at me, her sweat wet soaked her old face.At that time my heart was miserable, my heart was miserable,fear that touches the instincts and the rhythm of the racing heart.The waters of my eyes want to spill instantly, when I rubbed his fingers slowly.Hold on Bun, my eyes want to spill,for my sake, I said in my heart.Mother continues to look at me as if she understands the sadness I feel but she still does not budge.Tangisku then broke unstoppable when the mother's breath began to sting.I shouted to call the doctor and nurse who were in the near me to ensure the condition of the mother.The tears kept flowing, my body cold, my fingers trembling and my heart felt so very painful.As if the omen of the Power that made my heart slashed.Doctor looked at me slowly,his facial expression was full of mystery.He walked over to me while holding my shoulder to strengthen me,

"You who are patient and sincere yes dik.Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi roji'un.Everything belongs to God and will come back to Him.Your mother has passed away" said the doctor.

My breath felt stopped, all drifting round, my gaze faint in the dark shadow.My body was limp as half of my soul was lost.Bruggghhhh.