God's Choice of Mate

Heartbreaking.

While in the car on the way home. Ummah looked agitated with the look of his face that looked gloomy. I who sat beside Ummah also clasped his fingers, "What is Ummah? What makes Ummah seem so restless? . "

Ummah looked at me with a small smile, then his fingers slowly turned around clasping my fingers with both hands.

"Well, think of Fariz and you baby."

Mas Fariz who was driving and listening to what Ummah said, quickly asked Ummah, "Why do Ummah think of Fariz and Dek Rani Ummah? Does this have anything to do with Dek Roy and his mother Ukhti Aisyah?. "

"Yes son, that's right, " replied Ummah.

"What else makes Ummah restless, is not now Fariz and Rani have officially become husband and wife according to what Ummah wants. Then now why do Ummah feel restless?, " said Abi who co-chaired the conversation.

Ummah took a slow breath, "Either Abi, there is something that makes Ummah not calm. Like there would be something that was not wearing and that made Ummah uneasy. Especially for Fariz and Rani's marriage. "

Abi who was sitting right next to Ummah immediately rubbed gently on Ummah's back while saying, "Many are beristighfar and wet the oral Ummah with dhikr. For only by remembering Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will the heart be at peace. Everything in this world has been determined by God, and we as His creatures can only pray and strive in achieving its provisions. Especially for Fariz and Rani's relationship. Allah Ta'ala made a bond between them. And all that can be done by both of them is to try to maintain the bond of the relationship, the rest let God also who will help keep the relationship between Fariz and Rani remain bound in his care and pleasure. "

Ummah was silent listening to Abi's words, which slightly made Ummah's heart feel much calmer.

Ummah looked at me, holding first, and then the smile of Ummah grew small and embraced me. Where her hand rubbed my head gently and kissed her, "May God always keep your relationship and Fariz, dear. "

"Aamiin ya robbal 'alamiin, "sahut Mas Fariz and Enjid aloud simultaneously.

I was just speechless to feel the riled up feeling that enveloped Ummah's heart.

Mas Fariz, Abi and Enjid smiled at the closeness of Ummah and myself that was getting closer.

Mas Fariz continued to drive the car, passing a long highway and crowded with the speed of vehicles.

***

After getting a sedative from the doctor, Roy fell asleep. Aunty Desi looks with her hair straight unraveled looking messy. Highlight his eyes so I look at the face of Kak Roy who has been asleep like a child. Om Surya approached Aunt Desi and put his left hand together while rubbing his wife's arm. Aunt Desi who could not hold back her tears cried sobbing, leaning her body in the arms of Om Surya.

"Why are Roy and Rani not a match for reward? Whenever there was a gap for Roy to embrace his happiness with the woman he loved so much, the gap of hope was instantly closed without leaving even a single ray of light of hope for him. Hix... Hix... Hiks, " said Aunt Desi while crying.

Om Surya could not say anything, all he could do was try to make Aunt Desi calm by taking his wife to sit on the couch waiting for the patient. While walking slowly led by Om Surya. Aunt Desi kept crying.

"Had you... Don't be like this. Later Roy even woke up to the sound of sobs mama, " said Om Surya while holding both arms of Aunt Desi and lead him to sit on the sofa.

Huhuhuhu... Huhuhuhu...

Aunt Desi was still crying while pulling the tissue sheets to wipe her tears. And Om surya also took a bottle of mineral water, then gave it to Aunt Desi, "Mama drink first. So that my mom's feeling is much calmer. "

Aunt Desi nodded, then took the bottle of mineral water from Om Surya's hand. Slowly Aunt Desi opened the lid of the bottle of mineral water while wiping away the occasional tear that was still dripping soaked her shabby-looking face.

Gleeeek.... Gleeeek... Gleeeek

Aunt Desi gulped three sips of water from a bottle of mineral water, then she wiped her face back with a tissue.

Om Surya held onto Aunt Desi's shoulder, "How is mama feeling now?. "

Aunty Desi looked at Om Surya's face with a lethargic look and his voice was still as unwilling as a result of crying, "Alhamdulillah pah is much better. "

Om Surya smiled as he hugged the body of Aunt Desi with affection, "Now papa asked, mama do not continue to think about things that have happened. If Rani is married to Nak Fariz. It's mah, just let it go. That means Roy is not a match with Rani. And we can not be angry or dislike the marriage of Nak Fariz and Rani, because all that is already the decree of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. So will the wedding of Roy and Rere. No one can stand against the destiny God has made. For that we now have to be strong and focus on restoring Roy's health, mah. And slowly for the sake of slowly we give understanding to him to let Rani marry and become his wife Nak Fariz. Because it is not good if Roy continues to think about Rani who has in fact not entitled to Roy love. Although we know how much our son loves Rani, but what can we do mah. If God doesn't allow Roy to bond with Rani. "

Aunt Desi nodded in understanding of the words of Om Surya, "Then what will we do next, pah?. "

Aunty Desi looks even calmer by looking at the face of Om Surya.

"After this papa will see the doctor and also the Rere family to do a DNA test, and if it is proven true the child in Rere's womb is Roy's flesh blood. We'll just stop reporting on the crime Rere committed against Roy. This is for the sake of good development for the fetus in the womb Rere, according to Enjid's advice. "

"How about Roy Pah? If he does not accept the baby Rere conceived, if it proves it is his son?, "asked Aunt Desi worriedly.

Om Surya gently stroked the head of Aunt Desi, "Slowly as the baby was born into the world. Roy will definitely accept his mah. Especially if it is proven if it is his son, his own flesh and blood. "

"And if through DNA tests proved that for those in the womb Rere is not his son Roy. Then what are we going to do pah?. "

Om Surya looked serious, "Then we will not retract our report to the police and continue the violence perpetrated by Rere against Roy. The divorce proceedings of Roy and Rere Mah. After that we have to move from this city so that Roy can forget Rani, and so that Ranj can also be happy with his new life. "

Aunt Desi fell silent and nodded, she seemed to agree with Om Surya's thought.

Not long after Bude Ayu came, after Om Surya asked him to go to the hospital to accompany Aunt Desi.

After that Om Surya also rushed to meet the Rere family, with the intention of doing a DNA test to find out the truth about who is the biological father of the baby in Rere's womb.

The Death of Om Surya.

Bude Ayu also patiently listened to complaints about the sadness of Aunt Desi.

***

In Lapas, Reno spent much of his time by deepening his religious knowledge. Reno has now changed a lot in a more positive direction. The arrogant, angry, rude and other vices that were on him slowly began to fade away.

After finishing learning to read the Quran and listen to the Tausyiah from Ustad appointed directly by the prison. Brother Reno walked slowly towards the long chair, then sat down while watching the other prisoners were engrossed in playing futsal. His mind glared somewhere, remembering every togetherness with his family that was no longer there. And now that yearning has arisen, it opens up the memory of warm memories with both his parents and his older sister who have now gone home to deny the Almighty with a tragic death. His eyes glazed over when he remembered that. Suddenly Brother Reno remembered grandfather, his only family left. And he has this moment.

"How's grandpa doing now? I haven't seen grandfather for a long time, "his inner self in my heart. And while Reno was busy with her thoughts, suddenly the warden came patting her on the shoulder, "Hayo! Nak Reno is thinking what!. "

"Astagfirullah, uh Mr. Warden.", said Brother Reno surprised.

The Warden smiled and sat down next to Reno, "Why Nak Reno doesn't go with Nak Reno's other friends, rather than just daydreaming and sitting alone. "

Brother Reno gazed towards the futsal court, "At this moment of solitude and pulling away from peace is the best friend to myself sir. "

The Warden shakes his head, "But until when will Nak Reno continue to be alone? Nak Reno also needs friends and socialize with others, until later when Nak Reno comes out of the prison after completing Nak Reno's sentence here. Nak Reno also has to blend back into society. "

"I'm still comfortable like this sir, my heart is much calmer. After all there is a father as my friend here, " said Brother Reno with a smile.

"Hahahaha, "the laughter of the Warden.

The warden then patted Reno on the shoulder again, "But you are old to be your friend. You need to make friends so you don't feel alone and lonely, son. "

Brother Reno looked at the Warden, "For now loneliness is the best friend for me sir. Where my solitude can teach me today, the importance of bonding and relationships, of keeping a precious person in our lives from leaving us. "

Kak Reno's face suddenly changed.

"Did Nak Reno think of the family and the hijab woman who last met Nak Reno?, "asked the Warden.

Reno nodded her head while pressing on the two corners of her eyes resting near the tip of her nose so as not to shed tears.

"Father knows everything may be heavy and not easy for you to live. But rest assured the existence of Nak Reno is certainly not in vain here, as well as everything that happens in the life of Nak Reno. Surely Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala has determined all these events so that Nak Reno can take wisdom and lessons from all the bad things that have happened to Nak Reno. "

"Yes Sir. God willing I understand and have been sincere with everything that has happened to me, " said Mr. Reno.

The warden smiled and was about to move from his seat. But suddenly Brother Reno stopped the Warden, "Sir, can you help me?. "

The Warden turned his head towards Brother Reno by raising his eyebrows, then sat back down, "What does Nak Reno want to get help from me. "

"Emm..., " Brother Reno seemed to think.

The Warden took it seriously, "Tell me Nak Reno, as long as I can help Nak Reno and the help I give is certainly positive. "

Reno's brother immediately responded, after getting a signal from the Warden who wanted to help him.

"Look sir, if you'd like to see if you could find out the state of my grandfather and ex-wife, " said Mr. Reno slowly.

The warden smiled, "God willing you can find out the state of Nak Reno's grandfather, but Nak Reno's ex-wife, do you have to spy on him? If so, father will not. "

Brother Reno quickly shook his head, "Not pecking it sir. I just want to know his whereabouts now and how he is. For in these few days I am so restless and unable to stop thinking about it, sir. I felt like something was happening to her, and I don't know why my heart was so painful and painful. "

The Warden got up from his seat, then patted back on the shoulder of Brother Reno, "God willing Reno, you will try to find his information. However, now please excuse me to return to duty. "

Brother Reno nodded back and smiled slightly, "Yes sir please, and thank you. "

The Warden smiled and then walked away from Reno who was still sitting pulled over by himself while looking at the sky. His mind returned to the longing for the restlessness of his heart to me.

"Dek Rani, what are you doing right now? Why do my mind and heart keep remembering you?, "said Reno quietly.

The wind came blowing for a while, as if pulling the words of Brother Reno and sending the message to me.

In his solitude, Brother Reno continues to be fixated in the loneliness that accompanies him.

Both eyes he closed for a while to enjoy the baby's soft caress that rubbed his face that looks very tapered. Then he got up and walked to his cell.

With his shaky footsteps, his mind and heart constantly remembered me.

Huft...

Repeatedly Brother Reno exhaled and took a deep breath, to make the rda tight will longing his heart gradually - gradually fading his inner whack.