God's Choice of Mate

The Ustad Fariz.

The car driven by Mr. Budi has arrived at the Imandar family residence. The roar of the car engine stopped, and Ustad Fariz immediately got out of the car to open the car door for Ummah which would help lead me out of the car. "Thank you sister, " said Ummah smiling. Ustad Fariz nodded and returned a smile to Ummah, saying, "Together Ummah."

Ummah got out of the car first, then followed by myself and Bik Siti who came out of the car door next to him.

After I came out Ummah immediately grabbed my finger and prepared to lead me into the house. Meanwhile, Bik Siti, Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi carried my and Ummah's belongings in the suitcase while in the hospital. Slowly I stepped my feet with mixed feelings entering the palace of the Enjid family.In my silence, Ummah continued to pay attention to myself with the observation of his eyes to ensure that my condition was fine.

"Ran, if you feel tired sitting in the living room for a while, then just forwarded back to your bedroom, son, " said Ummah. I immediately replied to Ummah's words quickly. "No Ummah, if possible Rani wants to arrive at the room immediately. After taking the medicine earlier in the hospital Rani felt very sleepy once Ummah, "I said slowly while holding back the drowsiness that ambushed me. Ummah immediately responded to my words and immediately rushed to lead myself immediately to the room so that I could rest with sleep.

Slowly in my footsteps led by Ummah, I finally brought myself also in front of the bedroom provided by Ummah for myself.

Czechoslovak...

Ummah opened the bedroom door and again led me to walk closer to the bed.

"Alhamdulillah has arrived, now Rani can immediately rest son, "say Ummah to me while rubbing my head.

I felt tired and so sleepy that I just nodded my head as Ummah spoke to me. With the help of Ummah, I then lay on the bed. Then Ummah fixed the position of the pillow and also my blanket. The drowsiness that was so very controlling me, so I quickly tried to say to Ummah before I fell asleep.

" Thank you Ummah, sorry Ummah Rani went straight to bed. Rani is very sleepy Ummah, "my words.

" Yes, "well, Ummah, rubbing my forehead.

And I also slept in my sleep. Then Ummah covered my body with a blanket while rubbing my forehead gently.

Not long after Bik Siti, Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi arrived with a suitcase filled with my goods and Ummah.

" Sstt... Slowly, Rani had just fallen asleep, "saying Ummah while speaking softly.

Bik Siti, Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi nodded. Ummah stood up slowly so as not to wake myself up and then took everyone out so as not to disturb my sleep.

Sapid...

Ummah turn off the lights and turn on the sleeping lights with very dim lighting and then regulate the AC temperature with normal temperature. Only then did Ummah come out of the room where I slept with Ustad Fariz and Pak Budi, while Bik Siti remained in my room accompanied me by resting also beside me.

Ummah went to clean himself, while Pak Budi and Ustad Fariz sat on the top porch enjoying warm goat milk. Mr. Budi looked at Ustad Fariz's face which looked different than usual. Curiosity in the heart of Mr. Budi tickled his speech to ask about the situation of Ustad Fariz. " Why does Nak Fariz look like he's thinking about something?, "asked Mr. Budi while sipping warm goat milk.

Ustad Fariz looked towards Pak Budi.

" Is it from the look on my face that I think of something, sir?, "Ustad Fariz asked. Mr. Budi scrunched his forehead.

" Of course, Nak Fariz, is this related to the speech from Bik Siti when in the car earlier, "beg Mr. Budi.

Ustad Fariz was slightly surprised by Mr. Budi's words, his heart jolted and his facial expression changed instantly. Mr. Budi who saw Ustad Fariz felt a change in the face of Ustad Fariz, while waiting for Ustad Fariz to say something. However, for a while Ustad Fariz just kept quiet without saying anything. Mr. Budi felt increasingly curious about the attitude of Ustad Fariz.

" Is it true that Nak Fariz thought of the words of Bik Siti?, "asked Mr. Budi again staring at Ustad Fariz clingy.

Ustad Fariz looked puzzled to say what he felt in his heart. His gaze stared straight at the bright blue sky of whiteness and soaked his tongue with short lines of dhikr to make his heart calm. Not long after that Ustad Fariz took a cup containing warm goat milk and was about to drink it.

By pronouncing the basmalah slowly he took a sip of the warm milk and moistened his throat that feels dry. Pak Budi remained faithful waiting for confirmation of Ustad Fariz's silence while sipping milk from the cup until it ran out.

" I am confused Mr. Budi to say it, because I am not the type of person who can easily express the feelings of my heart. But it is true that I thought of Bik Siti's words and it made my heart uneasy to keep thinking about her, even though I tried to ignore them but the thought kept coming up nonstop, "Ustad Fariz said seriously.

Mr. Budi who listened to what was said by Ustad Fariz smiled widely, he seemed to know what made Ustad Fariz's heart become agitated.

Ustad Fariz who saw Mr. Budi smiling became confused. " Why does Mr. Budi smile like that, is there anything that makes Mr. Budi happy?, "asked Ustad Fariz.

" Does Nak Fariz have any special feelings towards Nak Rani?." Pak Budi asked back with a small smile looking at Ustad Fariz who was flinched with a surprised expression.

The question from Mr. Budi really made Ustad Fariz unable to speak. Though everyone knows if he is proficient in speaking, but this time there is a silence that makes his lips locked to describe his mood. His eyes continued to look at the sky to avoid Mr. Budi who wanted to try to guess his heart. For him this was the privacy of the secret of his heart that no one wanted to touch, before he was completely convinced of the growing taste in his heart. Pak Budi fell silent without trying to pursue the truth of the heart of Ustad Fariz.

"I'm sorry Mr. Budi, because I can't answer questions from Mr. Budi. And I hope Mr. Budi is not offended by that, " said Fariz softly.

Mr. Budi smiled, "I don't feel offended by Nak Fariz, it's Nak Fariz's right to answer or not answer the question I'm asking."

Then Mr. Budi continued his words back, "Only I told Nak Fariz not to be too close. Because we don't know when the opportunity will go at a good time and right has come our way, especially if it's a matter of the heart, son. "

Ustad Fariz was silent to digest the meaning of Pak Budi's words delivered to him. Not long after that Mr. Budi excuse me to clean the car. And Ustad Fariz sat still and finished the goat's milk, which was no longer warm. After that, he stood up slowly carrying the empty cup to put it in the kitchen.

From the kitchen Ustad Fariz walked to Mushola at his residence, where he first took ablution to purify himself. His steps slowly entered Mushola, then he performed the prayer dhuha 12 raka'at solemnly.

After he finished the dhuha prayer Fariz Ustad did not leave. He remained in Musholla soaking his tongue with dhikr. His mind and heart are integrated with dhikr which makes his heart and soul always comfortable and calm. The sound of splashing fish ponds and the fountain spray located not far from Mushola was earthy with the phrase dhikr uttered by Ustad Fariz. "Subhanallahi wa bi hamdihi, 'adada khalqihi, wa ridha nafsihi, wa zinata arsyihi, wa midada kalimatihi .Glory be to Allah and praise be to Allah; according to the number of His creatures, with His own pleasure, as heavy as His Throne, and as much as His words, "he said over and over again.

So solemn was Ustad Fariz who thought he did not realize that Ummah was already in Musholla to do dhuha prayers as well. Before wearing his face from where Ummah stood, he kept looking at his eldest son. Ummah seemed to know there was something difficult that was making his son's heart worried. With that feeling also, Ummah immediately rushed to pray and would approach his son to speak.

Ummah and Ustad Fariz worshiped with sincerity on the reflection of their faith and love for the Creator, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Time rolled slowly and ended the worship done by Ummah and Ustad Fariz. Ummah, who was about to release his face, was amazed by the presence of Ustad Fariz before him. " Astagfirullah Fariz, you startled Ummah, "saying Ummah while gently patting Ustad Fariz's arm.

" Hehehe, maaf Ummah, "pronounced Ustad Fariz crowning while fixing his squat.

Ummah smilingly looked at his son's shady face, while kissing the son's forehead affectionately.

" What's up, son? There seems to be something stuck in your mind, try saying to Ummah Nak, "ask Ummah.

Ustad Fariz was shocked by his Ummah's words, the instincts of a mother so strong that she could look into the heart and mind of Ustad Fariz's mind in amazement.

" Truly Ummah always knew of the anxiety Fariz felt. O Allah, indeed Allah blesses the bond of a mother and child with a special relationship. "

Ummah looked at his son's oldest face with a shady look.

"Now what makes the son of Ummah feel worried. Does this have anything to do with the words conveyed by Bik Siti, son?. "

Ustad Fariz nodded with his head slightly bowed. Ummah put both fingers on the cheek of Ustad Fariz. "Ummah won't force you to tell a story, son. The son of Ummah knows what to do instead, because the son of Ummah has a much better understanding of religion than Ummah. And Ummah will only help prayer and give input to you when you need advice or opinion from Ummah. "

"Yes Ummah, at a time when Fariz had felt confident and steady. Insha Allah Fariz will tell the Ummah everything. Indeed, now Fariz is still trying to strive and manage the feelings of Fariz Ummah to really break the important bond that Ummah hopes, "clear Ustad Fariz serious.

Ummah nodded, "So never forget to always involve Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala in every decision, step, thought, choice and all your life problems Son, so that God is always to integrate reason, God is always, your mind and heart are in the privilege of the path endowed by Him, the "message of the Ummah.

" Yes Ummah, "reply to Ustad Fariz slowly. The heart of Ustad Fariz feels more comfortable if you have talked to share complaints to Ummah. Ummah's stern gaze has always been an antidote to the decision that Ustad Fariz wants to take, and the warm touch of Ummah is the most comfortable place to share lara or her life's burden. Ustad Fariz hugged Ummah, as if returning to being a child who always wanted to be close to his mother. For him Ummah is everything that resembles a lamp for his life. Ummah rubbed the head of Ustad Fariz who was hugging her.

" But you must remember, son, do not take too long to think about your heart. Fear that the diamond that captivated your heart will go and be glimpsed by others" whispered Ummah to Ustad Fariz' ear.

Ustad Fariz raised her head and nodded with her cheeks that were blushing reddish in her embarrassment.

While Ummah smiled with a feeling of pleasure and really hope the desire of his son is the same as that in his mind. Just imagining it has made Ummah happy, especially if it really happened.

"Fariz and Rani, " said Ummah.

Ustad Fariz who heard the faint words of Ummah immediately lowered his head, he was afraid that Ummah would tease him. And will make his heart sigh erratically. Ustad Fariz closed his eyes while praying to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Rabbi inni five anzalta ilayya min khairin faqir.Yes my Lord, I really need something of goodness that you have sent down to me, Ustad Fariz said in his heart.

"Ummah happy if you want to share your complaint, son. And for the diamond diamond that has captivated your heart, may you really be a match. Because Ummah really hopes and wants it. However, all of us leave it to God for all the plans He will give you Son, but you must not stop trying to get the diamond diamond. God willing in Ummah's view he will be the best companion who will be by your side in wading bitter, sweet and bitter life this, " said Ummah.

Ustad Fariz just kept nodding to receive the advice from Ummah. His heart was getting steady and sure to wait for the time to roll and provide the right and good momentum, he said, before he was truly given the verbal and heart power to convey the taste and desire of his heart to the Diamond that captivated him from the beginning of his encounter with him.

Ustad Fariz's smile expanded, after the blessing of the Ummah had flowed and supported his intention. The thump in his heart was getting faster and tighter, indeed he actually felt a strange feeling sensation for the first time, to the diamond diamond that captivated his heart.