God's Choice of Mate

Back with mom

Roy's feet approached me and grandfather.His shady smile calmed anyone who looked at him.Slowly Kak Roy rubbed grandfather's shoulders to support him stand.

"Grandfather, don't cry anymore.Pity Rani is also sad to see grandfather like this," said Kak Roy softly.

Grandfather who heard Kak Roy's words also glanced slowly towards Kak Roy.With slowly Kak Roy spread his warm smile.Grandfather nodded slowly after that he looked at me with a deep gaze.I'm sorry to see it then I slowly water his eyes with my fingers slowly.Both of his eyes that began to gradually close slowly in the patter of his tears that were still dripping.

"Grandfather don't cry yes.Better now grandfather go home and rest in the cake house.Grandfather already looks tired," said me softly with a slightly raucous voice.

Grandpa just kept looking at me and then Roy chimed in on me,"True said Rani kek.Kakek do not cry anymore.And Grandpa just rest at home.Rani let Roy who take care of here.Later for a while Rani can stay at his house Wirda.So grandfather does not need to worry.The most important thing now is to take care of his health as well,"said Roy wisely.

My view and grandfather met.I also nodded hinting at agreeing to the advice of Kak Roy.Serlahan grandfather also agreed to my request and Kak Roy.Pak Sugeng and Bu Sri also approached me.No words came out of their lips just a swipe gentle from Mr. Sugeng and a gentle kiss from Bu Sri who landed on my forehead.Before dropping off my grandfather home.Pak Budi and some of his aides were asked by Mr. Sugeng to remain in the hospital to accompany me.Allah Maak Riska and Brother Reno did not want to go home with them.But I don't know what Kak Roy said when he approached Kak Reno so that he and Mbak Riska also came home.Kakek stroked slowly my head.Until finally he and his family passed away from before me.

Roy's brother approached me and said, "Ran, please,if Rani wants to see the mother immediately improve Rani also has to take care of Rani's health.This time brother please listen to brother.While Rani stay first at Wirda's house.So Rani's body also becomes more fit again,"persuade Kak Roy and then continue his words, "Wir, for a while Rani is okay to stay at your house?," asked Kak Roy.

With a response Wirda also replied, "Yes my brother is okay .Wirda was also happy kok kak.Wirda also agreed with Kak Roy's advice," replied Wirda then he held me,"Mau ya Ran.You do not be stubborn anymore.Remember for your mother and your own health," Wirda assured me.

"Yes Ran.The condition of the mother is not too worried later tonight Kak Roy will come back here again and In sheAllah brother will stay at the hospital with the other Mr. Budi.So Rani do not worry yes.Now brother between Rani and Wirda to Wirda's house first yes.Tomorrow morning when Rani's condition is healthy again.Kakak will pick up Rani.Bagaiamana?," asked Kak Roy.

I also nodded slowly in order to agree with the advice of Kak Roy.

"Sister Roy thank you so much for all the help you've given me" I said slowly.

Roy smiled as he said, "Rani has no need to think about things from now on.The most important thing now is Rani and mother healthy after that just thought about the next steps and decisions that Rani must take with mother,"said Brother Roy.

I nodded and smiled a little at Roy who also returned my smile with a warm and calm laugh.Then he drove me and Wirda to Wirda's house.

Arriving at Wirda's house his parents welcomed me with joy and friendliness.Wirda also told me all about my condition.Then he grew compassionate and concerned his parents saw my situation.Not long after that Kak Roy came home.While Wirda led me heading to his room to rest.In Wirda's room, he helped me clean myself and change my clothes that had been shabby.With affection also he fed me the porridge slowly.

I looked at him deeply, "Thank you very much Wir.You have been very much bothered," I said softly.

Wirda smiled softly,"Udah Ran, I'm the same as anyone.You are my best friend even I have considered like my own sister.Well, from now on do not hide anything from me Ran.Whatever you have to share it with me.Understand me!," said Wirda seriously.

I also nodded with teary eyes.Wirda patted my cheeks gently,"After this take the medicine is Ran.So that your condition soon improve," said Wirda softly.

After taking the medicine.Wirda also told me to rest.I lay down, it felt like my whole body was painful and so sore.Sayup-sayup in my gaze that began to sleepy due to the effects of the medicine that I drank so as to make me sleep in a quiet night blanket.

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The next day after eating breakfast with the family Wirda.Kak Roy picked me up to see the condition of the mother in the hospital.Wirda also come with me and Roy because today our school is off.Then Kak Roy whispered softly,"Ran, good news.Alhamdulillah mother was awake last night and her condition gradually improved," said Kak Roy.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah, right?Brother Roy didn't lie?,"I asked.

"True Ran," replied Kak Roy sumringah.

I also smiled happily and quickly invited Kak Roy to immediately go to the hospital.I really can't wait to meet the mother.Then after saying goodbye to both Wirda's parents.I,Roy and Wirda went to the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital Wirda still lead me slowly.Although I want to quickly get to the mother's room and immediately meet with the mother.Akh, I,my impatience was finally treated when I was at the door of the mother's treatment room.I can't wait to open the door.Rona my face sumringah as soon as she saw the mother who was staring at me in a lying state.

I cried happily in my day of grief.Lirih verbalku called asthma mother,"Mother.Do not hurt again yes Bun.Rani dear mother....Rani loves mother.Hikssss very much...hiksssss,"my words softened in the roar of my tears.

Then I unceasingly landed a kiss of my love on the face of the mother.Smooth hold of the mother's fingers and put it on my face.Shadow my heart felt the warmth of the swab of her fingers.Mother looked at me in her little smile.His sight was an incision in her still weak face.See say my name, "Rani's mother's daughter."

"Yes bun" I replied slowly.

Mother looked at me back and continued her words, "Now the daughter of the mother has grown up.Princess Mother has grown into a strong tough girl.Mother is proud of Rani.Whatever happens mother hopes Rani is always patient, she is always patient,sincere and rely on Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala," said the mother slowly.

"Yes bun," I replied quietly while crying.

Slowly my mother's fingers gently rubbed my face with a small smile that expands.Old mother looked at me,so clingy as if he was reluctant to turn his gaze away from me.His eyes are still teary even though his tears are no longer broken.However I feel a deep sadness from the gaze of the mother.So I am full of meaning without easily I mean it he breathed slowly as he chanted the fragments of the holy verses of the Qur'an that so calmed my heart.Although it was slow yet very beautiful and penetrated in the soul that listened, he said,

"A'uudzubillahi billahi minash syaithonir rojiim. Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.Wa la tastawil-hasanatu wa las-sayyi`ah, idfa' billati hiya ahsanu fa izallazi bainaka wa bainahu 'awatung ka`ahu waliyyun hamim.Wa ma yulaqqaha illallazina sabaru, wa ma yulaqaha illa zu hazzin 'the Azim: I seek refuge in Allah from the accursed Shaytan, by reciting the name of Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful, and the same is not good as evil. Reject (the crime) in a better way, so that one who has enmity between you and him will be like a faithful friend.And (the good qualities) will not be bestowed except to those who are patient and not bestowed except to people who have great luck.(QS.Fushilat verses 34-35).And Allah ta'ala also says in QS.Ali Imran verse 134 which reads:Allazina yunfiquna fis-sarra` wad-darra`i wal-kaziminal-gaza wal-'afina 'anin-nas, wallaahu yuhibbul-muhsinin.That means:(i.e.,) the inflicted, both in the field and in the narrow, and those who restrain their anger and forgive (error) others. And Allah loves those who do good, "the mother sighed for a while and continued to recite the passages of the Holy Qur'an.

"Khuzil-'afwa wa`mur bil-'urfi wa a'rid 'anil-jahilin.That is to say: Be forgiving and have people do what ma'ruf, and turn away from the foolish.(QS.Al-A'raf verse 199).

Wa laman sabaro wa ghofaro inna zalika lamin 'azmil-umur.That is:But the one who is patient and forgives, verily (deeds) such things include the things that are prioritized.(QS.Asy-Shura verse 43), "tutur mother while tightly grasping my fingers.

Mother was silent for a moment and then continued her words again," Rani knows from all the passages of the Holy Quran that mother chanted has the meaning of understanding a noble moral attitude that is to hold anger (Hilman or meek) and patience (aware that it is calamity and trials), forgive the mistakes of others, do the ma'ruf, run away and turn away from the foolish and repay the ugliness with kindness," said the mother earnestly.

I wonder what you mean to say this to me in my heart.And again mother like to know what I think until without asking mother directly describe the meaning of her words to me so gently and lovingly dear.

"Ran, though,mother wants Rani to forgive all the mistakes of Mr. Suprapto's family.Bunda does not want Rani dissolved in hatred and resentment.Mother understands all may feel very difficult and so painful for you son.But believe God will not present the test exceeded the ability of a servant.At that time the mother was so shocked to know that Rani chose to marry the series with Reno.But after the mother digested to understand the decision that the mother's daughter took.Mother can finally examine your decision son.Mother who should ask ma'af to Rani because of the condition of the mother then Rani had to sacrifice so very big," said the mother lirih while shedding tears.

I see the mother crying to be unbearable, "No Bun, the mother is not wrong,"I said trying to strengthen the mother while I wipe her tears slowly,"Mother do not cry yes Bun,"My mother.

Mother smiled little and continued to look at me,"Rani would like to fulfill the mother's request to forgive the entire family of Mr. Suprapto, especially Mr. Sugeng, Bu Sri and Reno.Watch all Qadarullah son, son,express whatever happens and submit everything to Allah ta'ala.Then will the daughter of the mother fulfill the wishes of the mother?," asked the mother slowly.

All was heavy and painful to try to forget everything that happened.I was still silent not flinching until my mother rubbed my cheeks gently while calling my name slowly,"Rani..Ran, why is Rani silent?Rani will fulfill what you ask?," asked the mother expectantly.

I took a deep breath as I slowly closed my eyes.

"Bismillah, please,yes bun.In shayAllah Rani sincerely accepts all that happens in the life of Rani Bun.Rani will try to forget all and assume if all that happens is a choice from Allah ta'ala to test Rani to be a servant who better yet and In shay Allah will be His decision," I said sure.

Mother smiled,"Alhamdulillah son.Mother is proud of Rani.Trust me son by forgiving will not make you feel inferior or contempt will actually make you more noble and closer to God.Jazakillag Khoiron son, may Allah repay your kindness dear,"said mother happy.

I kissed her hand and said, "Aamiin ya robbal'alamiin."

My gaze and mother met with a happy gaze without the burden of anger or hatred.All slowly evaporated in a warm embrace full of tranquility from my body, my body,my soulmate.I am very lucky to have you Bun.The tough woman who is kind-hearted Sholihah with a very beautiful soul became an example suri to me.

While Kak Roy and Wirda smiled happily at me and the mother who did not drag in sadness.Yes Allah,thank you for a very comfortable and quiet day in my arms and having friends like Kak Roy and Wirda who have always loved and supported me.

"Allaahumma a'innaa 'alaa dzikrika wa syukrika wa Husni ibaadatik.That is: O Allah, help us to always remember You and thank You for Your Grace and favor and fix our worship to You," said my father.

Me, mother, Brother Roy and Wirda smiled together in a small happiness that blushed in each other's hearts and souls.