God's Choice of Mate

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The night is silent.The cold air looms in the void.My mind drifts.The whole scream of the heart roars in the mute.I fall silent, looking in the thick of the gray of my heart.

Roy's brother who was driving the car, suddenly spoke, "Bun, we've been nyampe nih."His voice broke the mother's daydream that from just now just silently staring out the car window,"Hmmm.iya son, what,"mother like a confused person.Slow Kak Roy turned off his car engine, and,then look at me and my mother, "We've sampe Bun," she said with a smile."Oh yes son, Alhamdulillah".Mother then took me down.

When I came down I passed with Brother Reno.My eyes and eyes did not accidentally meet each other.Then quickly I turned my eyes away from him.It was lazy I dealt with him.In addition why he also got off the car,I walked through it and she kept looking at me with her sharp eyes.Mother and Sister Roy were waiting for me.

"Thank you son Roy" said the mother.

"Sama-sama Bun.Bunda and Rani directly enter aja Bun.Roy directly home.It was night because."

Mother nodded.Sister Roy stepped towards the car, but I stopped, "Sir, wait."

Suddenly they looked at me.Sir Roy turned his body and turned towards me, "What's the matter Ran".Brother Roy looked wrong while Brother Reno stood in front of the car and stared intently at me.

"Sir," I said to Roy, taking off his jacket and returning it to him.I smiled, "Thank you, brother, for all his help, especially his jacket." Brother Roy blushed shyly,"Yes Ran equally.Sister went home first yes Ran."

"Yes, be careful in the way.Fii Amanillah, may you be in the protection of Allah."

"Aamiin.Thank you Ran for his prayers.Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam," said my mother and I together.

Brother Roy got into his car.While Brother Reno was still standing in front of the car looking at me.I turned my face away from him and walked up to the mother to take him into the house.

The sound of the car engine was roaring.The light of the car lights illuminate around, slowly fading and then bias disappeared.

Arriving inside the house.Mother was just silent.Want me to tell you what Sukiman's grandfather said.But seeing the expression of mother like that I held her.Then I approached the mother,"Mother why?"while I hold your arms and hold her.But mother just silence.

"Yes mother has gone straight to sleep, Bun, then let Rani settle everything."Mother nodded slowly, then stepped into the room.

I worry not usually mother like this.I then kedapur took the initiative to make the mother warm tea all for me too.A few minutes later, warm tea is finished I made.I drink a little tea mine.Then I deliver warm tea to the room.

CHUCKLE

I opened the door slowly, saw the mother was lying down and not sleeping.Bun, here Rani bring her tea.Setap put a cup of warm tea on the table near the bed.Mother turned her head towards me,"thank you son."

"Yes, bun" I replied while sitting next to the mother who was lying down.I massage the mother's legs,"Mother why?is mom sick?".Mother smiled a little and began to rise to sit down, "Mother is okay Ran, mother is just a little surprised."My hands stopped from massaging my mother, "What makes you surprised?did you hide something from Rani Bun?, "I clasped her hand and looked at you seriously."Either Bun, but Rani felt the mother hid something from Rani.Tadi in the hospital Rani saw the mother crying, so did Bu Sri.What really happened Bun?Did anyone hurt you?, "many of me continue to investigate mother.Mother stroked my cheek gently,"Ran,if the mother feels ready and the time is also right.In she Allah the mother will tell everything to Rani.For now let the mother herself first yes son.Mother tired.Mother wants to rest."I also nodded my head to understand the mother's words.Kucium your forehead and hands gently, "Rani, dear mother".Mother smiled back at my smile, "Mother also loves Rani son."I then left the room.Then continue ironing clothes and wrapping them.After that, I finished the work of the mother who had stopped.

Wall clock has shown at twelve o'clock.I took ablution and changed clothes.After that I immediately rested, slept near the living room.Since I do not want to disturb the mother.Let me lay on the right side.Then I read the letter Al-Ikhlash, I have no reason to,Al-Falaq and An Naas each after that,I kissed my palms and rubbed them against my face and the parts of my body that I could reach out to.Then I read the verse of the chair so that Allah would keep me from the shethan until morning and finally read the do'a before going to sleep,"Bismika allahumma amutu wa ahya.It means: By your name, Allah I die and I live."

I slept too.

At 02.30 in the morning I woke up to perform tahajud prayer.Before taking ablution water I rushed to the room to see the condition of the mother.After I saw in the room the mother was praying.Alhamdulillah, my inner relief.

After finishing performing the tahajud prayer.I muffle the dirty clothes to make it easier for me to wash it.Sambil wait for the clothes that I soak.I make cake dough and prepare cooking utensils.After a while the mother to the kitchen.The sauce is still withered.However the smile expands,"Ran,"mother greeted me while gently stroking my head."Mommy's getting better?", I asked mom."Thank goodness Ran".Mom and I looked at each other and smiled.I and mom returned to work by completing their respective work.

After all the work was done I immediately took a shower and performed the morning prayers.Then, packing the cakes in a box-shaped basket that I put on the back of my bike and quikat.Don't forget a few packs of clothes that I've ironed,I put it in a big plastic bag that I put on the left and right side of my bike.A few years later, I went to school and delivered a cake and laundry clothes.

Upon arrival at the school gate.I greet Mr. Supa,"Assalamu'alaikum Pak Supa."He answered me with a smile, "Wa'alaikumussalam nak Rani.Alhamdulillah his bike has been fixed yes son," he said with a happy expression.

"Alhamdulillah yes sir.Oh yes Mr. Supa, here is a little cake and rice wrap that Rani brought for Pak Supa breakfast, eaten yes sir.Rani who made youh sir,"grimacing with a smile and thrusting a box of cakes and rice.Pak Supa who was a little surprised then received it,"Maa'shaAllah nak Rani, Alhamdulillah early in the morning already got sustenance.Thank you son.Barokallahu fiiki nak Rani."I smiled,"Aamiin.wa fiika baarakallah.Rani directly enter yes sir."Mr. Supa sumringah answered me, "Yes my son."

I parked my bike before I turned around.

DOOR..!

"Good morning Rani,"Wirda patted me on the shoulder.I was surprised,"Astaghfirullah, Wirda you just ngaggetin aja."Wirda smiled and then took me.Aku and Wirda walked towards the corridor.Before the elevator, I and Wirda passed the class Reno.Ughh, Kak,a little I took a short breath.Remembering my grandfather Sukiman's words.Truly I did not expect the proud child was his grandson.And he asked me to marry his haughty grandson.Akh, imagining it had made me not taste.

I was standing in front of the elevator with Wirda and some other children.Suddenly, my bag was pulling him back,"Akhhhh....Aduhhh,"my shout was shocked to make everyone look at me.Wirda who spontaneously startled was screaming,"Ran."I almost fell down lucky that Wirda was holding me.

Who draws me like this, my inner.

"Thank you Wir," said I.Wirda glanced at me and pointed his index finger towards my back.Alisku lifted up, asked Wirda,"What Wir?."

"Ii.that's sis...Brother Reno, "whisper to me.

I turned my head, I saw Brother Reno looking at me sharply, "You're a parasite, yes, you have a purpose for approaching my family, especially my grandfather."

I turned my eyes away from her, and tried not to rub her.When I wanted to walk away from her, she pulled my bag again firmly.

"Ehh..akhhh...akh..awww."My body feels floating, I will fall like it.However, when Brother Roy is behind me holding my back bag from behind so I don't fall."Alhamdulillah, huff almost," I said slowly while holding my heartbeat in the chest.Sister Roy who was a little panicked looking at me ,"You're okay Ran?,"tanyanya make sure my condition.I nagged.While Kak Reno angry with Kak Roy,"Roy you're nothing'an anyway.You why even believe and nolongin he mulu.Kamu that my friend is not anyway?or maybe you like the same kid."Brother Roy was silent for a while, his face changed instantly, "not that Ren, ntar if there is anything like Rani.You will be scolded by your grandfather.Front of introducing him Kak Reno spoke loudly to Kak Roy,"Udah deh do not need a lot of reasons you Roy.This is all my business.So you do not need to interfere.If you still want to cement the same I.PAHAM YOU!", bultak Kak Reno.

Brother Roy just kept quiet.Then Brother Reno turned his eyes to me while walking over to me and showed me his index finger, "And you're a child, a child,do not be plain pretentious.I know the ruse of the poor like you it to morotin money the rich.So do not try to make deketin my friend Roy again and also my family.You should be aware of yourself.And inget our business is not finished.Review if I still see you deketin my family again.I make sure will make your life suffer.INGET MY WORDS!".

I just kept quiet to hear all the insults from Brother Reno.Bagiku is not important to serve people like him.Finally, Uncle Reno left.he returned to his class.While Kak Roy looked at me,"Ran,don't put into the heart of Reno's speech.He's actually a good boy."

Good boy, not possible, I said in my heart.Wirda pulled my arm,"Yuk Ran us to class.Kak Reno's remarks should not be put to heart.Both do not need to digubris.She does not know your true nature.You are a rough kind hearted girl".

Wirda and I walked towards the elevator back while Brother Roy,still silent looking at me from a distance.Lasse our eyes clashed.Then he only smiled a small smile.Then his smile and avoid his gaze.Keep my feet into the elevator.The elevator door slowly closed.His body is getting faint, then away then disappeared from my gaze.