God's Choice of Mate

Meet Again

I sat down at the dinner table after continuing my eating activities with Keysha who had been disturbed due to the sudden arrival of Reza. I told Keysha who Reza was and what he came for.

I noticed that Keysha was washing dirty dishes after we had eaten because the dining table and kitchen became one room so Keysha could hear me talking.

"eeemmm key.. would you like to accompany me to attend Yuda's wedding which will be held next week?" ask me a little nervous.

Hearing me speak Keysha stopped her activities and turned to me "well, but there is something I want to talk seriously with you, because I do not want between us to be misunderstood".

I didn't understand Keysha's misunderstanding but I tried to think positively.

After finishing washing the dishes Keysha approached me and sat with me at the dinner table. For a moment I just watched her play the coffee cup Keysha had just made for me and waited for her to speak.

"Rudi, I can't be a good wife to you I shouldn't be so bad to you because here you are a victim of what has come over me..."

"There may be someone who will be disappointed that you married me, but it won't matter to me if you already have a lover and you don't have to part because of me. I understand this situation and I will not interfere in your personal matters"

I was so shocked to hear Keysha say, he thought that I already had a lover. There is a sense of disappointment to hear that Keysha does not mind if I have a lover, is there really not the slightest love for me? isn't she jealous when I have another woman? does she not consider me her husband? at least even though I'm not the person she loves but should not let me near what else to have another woman.

"i-I don't understand what you mean, but I didn't have another woman because before I married you I didn't have anything to do with anyone else" I replied.

As in the lightning strike heard that Keysha did not love me and would never be able to love me even before he tried and learned to accept me. although I'm her husband but she can't love me. My heart hurts so much to accept this all but I try to understand how Keysha is doing at the moment, it is not easy for her to accept marriage with her unloved one at a time when the one who will be her husband and deeply loved one is gone for good.

"It's okay for me that way you give me a little smile and want to learn to be a good wife that I think of as the love you give me, she said, I used to live alone without anyone noticing me with you here and wanting to pay a little attention to me that was also love for me, even though that's all you've given me is more than enough for me" with a heavy heart and withstood the pain of disappointment.

"Well, I'll go back to my room" I said as I got up from the chair, "break it, tomorrow there will be someone who will help you send home". while leaving her who was still sitting at the dining table.

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Seeing Rudi return to his room with an illegible face made me feel guilty to him because of my words but I was forced to do so that Rudi did not expect too much from me.

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