God's Choice of Mate

God's Choice of Mate
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Seeing Rudi return to his room with an illegible face made me feel guilty to him because of my words but I was forced to do so that Rudi did not expect too much from me.


I can't force it to open my heart while I'm still so sick of losing someone I've loved all along, either selfishly or deliberately shutting myself down to not feel this pain repeated again let this be the end of my love story. I can't love anyone else anymore even though Rudi is already my husband.


Dark does not mean night then not all love can be called a wound but it all feels difficult I accept love in my world already buried with someone who so I love. Although I can't be a full-fledged wife to Rudi but I will try to be a good wife even though I can't give Rudi the right as a husband, because to unite ourselves we need to have her love and it will never be able to give to Rudi.


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The sun still seems embarrassed to show its rays but I was busy preparing breakfast for Rudi, not wanting as before he always prepared breakfast for me before leaving for work.


"I make fried rice. Would you like some tea or coffee?" ask me while carrying my homemade fried rice and putting it on the dining table.


"coffee with a little sugar" she replied, somewhat surprised to see me coming from the kitchen.


Rudi sat at the dinner table and tidied up his tie and waited for me to make coffee.


"this is his coffee" while giving a cup filled with black coffee to Rudi.


"Thank you"


We had breakfast in silence because we didn't know what to talk about.


"I'm done.I'll be home late and I have work outside the office to finish" I stood up and picked up my phone and car keys on the dining table I had put down.


When I wanted to get into the car, Keysha suddenly called me with a little run.


"Rudi..wait a minute, I've prepared for lunch" gave a medium-sized paper bag.


"Thank you next time I don't have to bother eating in a cafe or office cafeteria" I said when I received the supplies that Keysha had made for me.


"Well, I'm leaving now, take care of yourself well" said Rudi before dying I who still pay attention to his car that continues to go unseen.


'I'm sure you're a good person like what Dad said, so I'll also try to treat you as well as I can' my inner self.


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"wiiiiih.pantesan aja in wait is not nongol-nongol turned out to enjoy the provision of his beloved wife" when entering into my room without knocking on the door.


"no one can knock on the door before entering, make people shocked" I replied to Reza who suddenly came while I was having lunch.


"Laseless bro. gini, a selfish friend who has a wife, until he forgets that his friends are waiting for him. niiih worms in the stomach have been on the demo asking for rations" said Reza who was a little sulky because I forgot to tell her that I didn't eat out today.


"mending the marriage hunt so as not to disturb me continue, already there to the cafeteria alone just do not touch the food that Keysha made for me" I said when Reza wanted to taste the food I was enjoying.


"okay..okay... will not disturb again, yes already now I eat to the cafeteria with each other, but next time you do not make other people wait until the lack of gini" when Reza walked outside my room.


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