God's Choice of Mate

Hunch Ummah.

Ummah remained silent in his silence.

The rush of rain that fell heavily, really representing his feelings at this time. Wirda continued to rub Ummah's back gently, occasionally hugging Ummah. But Ummah remained silent drifting in his daydream. His eyes looked straight ahead, staring at the rain that was falling more and more. The stormy rain that flowed onto the roof of the car sounded grumbling and mumbling. The sky seems to be very sad. Either because of drought or for other reasons. The rain that fell was free, as was the evaporation of his prisoner confinement, in the raindrops of evaporating water.

Abi, Enjid, Pak Budi and Wirda did not say much. They were each dissolved in his feelings, carried away in endless daydreams.

And in the stillness of the sound of rain falling the voice of Enjid was suddenly heard saying do'a,"Allohumma hawalaina wala alaina, Allohumma'al akami wadh-dhirabi, wa buthunil awdiyati, wa manabitis syajari. O Allah, rain is all around us, not on us."

"Allahumma shayyiban haniyya wa sayyiban nafi’a.Oh my Lord, make this the end of the blessed rain and become a fruitful stream of water, "said Abi who helped chant do'a down the rain, when the mercy of Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala descends upon the earth.

"God willing, the rain is durable, " said Mr. Budi while focusing on driving.

Ummah kept quiet with Wirda listening, what Abi, Enjid and Pak Budi said. Ummah's eyes kept on the rain. Ummah looked out the window of the car, where Ummah's vision was fixed on the little children who were running around here and there dancing with the rain. Every now and then Ummah grins at the smile knot see the activities of his children. Behind the gurgling of the rushing rain and its distinctive aroma, the rain does have magical powers that can instantly remind the mind of Ummah again remembered me and Mas Fariz.

The swift drizzle of rain that falls, it feels more than just falling water, but the weather is sad. It really represents the feeling of the sad heart of Ummah.

Being in the car by smelling the smell of rain, greeted by a cold atmosphere accompanied by cloudy and dark skies. It really makes the longing and kangen Ummah to myself and Mas Fariz rise again. Moments where Ummah kept imagining memories with myself and Mas Fariz.

Like a time machine, rain seems to be able to bring back to the good times. Where my whereabouts and Mas Fariz are still by his side. It felt, his heart rumbled for a moment.Memories that flashed, really making the surge of life Ummah felt far stifling his chest.

Her tears flowed without her noticing.

Wirda, looking at Ummah's face, immediately rubbed Ummah's back. Wirda knew the feelings of Ummah who was experiencing the greatest struggle from his own decision. Ummah's lips quivered in a day filled with worried, anxious, upset and painful faces. Until suddenly his oral said full of regret, "Should, Ummah did not ask Fariz and Rani to leave.If the pain of their departure was so painful and very hurt Ummah, hiks. "

Ummah wiped his tears with the tissue he had held. Wirda, Abi, Enjid and Pak Budi were so shocked to hear the ambiguous words of Ummah.

The mosque glimpsed back, to see Ummah. Shaking his head, Enjid let out a short sigh. The mosque seems unable to say what Ummah has said.

The rain kept falling and getting heavier. The water sounds increasingly heavy and chasing to continuously spill the water grains.

Likewise with the increasingly uncertain feelings of Ummah. Anxiety continued to linger in his heart. His mind did not stop thinking about me and Mas Fariz. His body did not stop thinking to find peace in his heart.

Not long ago, the car driven by Mr. Budi had arrived at the Imandar family home page. Abi and Enjid immediately got out of the car, followed by Wirda who led Ummah to get out of the car.

Ummah's face looked so pale and lethargic. Abi and Enjid looked at Ummah with astonished looks.

"Wirda, you immediately invite Ummah to rest in the room yes," pinta Abi.

Wirda nodded in understanding and immediately led Ummah up. But not to Ummah's room, but to my bedroom and Mas Fariz.

Ummah looked around the room, with a glaring look on his face. Then walk slowly into the room. Wirda also followed Ummah from behind, while observing the gesture Ummah who was sitting on the bed, while staring at the picture frame of my wedding and Mas Fariz.

Ummah's hands slowly rubbed the picture frame, then looked at it deeply.

Tears of Ummah flowed back.

Wirda could not see Ummah's tears, "Ummah no longer cry. If indeed Ummah heavily parted ways with Kak Fariz and Rani, then let Wirda call them to come back here again?, "suggested Wirda while gently rubbing Ummah's back.

Ummah turned to look at Wirda, then hugged Wirda slowly. Ummah spilled out his extreme sadness. His heart suddenly ached and was full of regret at his request that wanted me and Mas Fariz to stay put while elsewhere, to get away from everything.

The rain fell increasingly heavy and fierce.The water spilled and seemed not to want to stop evaporating his sadness.Not for a long time also heard a terrible rumbling sound deafening, deafening, accompanied by white fog rolled up from the south.Wind also blowing fast blindly.

Tight, Ummah's chest feels pain and pain. Something you can't explain in words. Her natural instincts as a mother continue to carry her inner bonds constantly remembering Mas Fariz and myself.

Wirda was increasingly agitated and afraid to see the state of Ummah that was increasingly unsettled, "What is Ummah? Does Wirda need to call Abi here?. "

Wirda continued to wipe away the tears of Ummah that flowed incessantly.

Ummah looked at Wirda's face inside while firmly grasping Wirda's fingers, "Wirda, Ummah felt an unpleasant premonition towards Fariz and Rani."

I listened to Ummah's words.

"Already, Ummah don't say that. Ummah do not overthinking, we just pray Ummah so that Kak Fariz, Rani and Bik Siti are okay, " said Wirda trying to calm Ummah.

Not long after, Abi came with warm milk for Ummah. But Ummah had fallen asleep in a sitting position half lying down.

Wirda told Abi what Ummah felt about his premonition. Hearing that, Abi's face looked cloudy.

Wirda who looked at Abi's face also looked anxious.

"Well, is that okay?" asked Wirda.

Abi nodded, then asked Wirda to contact myself and Fariz immediately if we had all arrived.

Wirda nodded in understanding and walked out of my room and Mas Fariz.

But not far away Wirda stepped away. Ummah who was fast asleep, suddenly shouted hysterically calling my name and Mas Fariz.

Wirda immediately turned around and walked back towards Ummah.

Abi immediately hugged Ummah tightly with his anxious face. While Wirda sat near the feet of Ummah, looking at the worry of tears Ummah who continued to cry sobbing.

"Well God what is this?" asked Wirda inwardly, with his feelings also filled with anxiety.