God's Choice of Mate

Meeting Brother Reno.

My eyes looked to the outside of the car window, looking at the row of shops we were passing through. I don't know, what happened to me until I asked Mr. Budi to pull over the car he was driving.

"Sir Budi, please stop first in front of the clothing store on the left side of the road, sir, "I asked Mr. Budi.

"Yes Nak Rani, " said Mr. Budi astonished.

Bik Siti also watched me without saying much, I also looked at Bik Siti with a smile and invited her to come down with me. While Mr. Budi looking for a parking space for a car.

I held Bik Siti's arm who was still looking at me with a face of astonishment.But I also quietly did not say anything to Bik Siti until she herself asked me. My steps and Bik Siti also stopped at the clothing store I meant. I picked out a few t-shirts and shorts. While Bik Siti I asked to take the sarong and blanket. Bik Siti still looked at me with her astonished and confused face, but she remained silent and did as I asked.

When I finished, I went to the cashier to pay for groceries.

Then, I took Bik Siti out of the store to buy food and drinks, which I asked the seller to turn her into two plastic packages. The food I ordered was packed inside Thinwall/transparent Food Container. And once again Bik Siti looked at me in surprise, then I just threw my smile at her.

After you have finished buying clothes, food and drinks. I invited Bik Siti to return to the car and sure enough Mr. Budi was waiting for our arrival.

After me, Bik Siti and Pak Budi were already in the car. I also gave food and drinks to Pak Budi and Bik Siti to enjoy for a while before Pak Budi run the car we drive.

I was happy to see Mr. Budi and Bik Siti who greedily ate the food and drinks I bought for them. After finishing his meal, Pak Budi and Bik Siti smiled at me and thanked me. Mr. Budi then started the car engine, and the car we were riding began to drive back slowly out of the parking lot.

"Son Rani, now we go straight back to Nak Wirda's house right?, "asked Mr. Budi to me while looking at it for a while.

"No Mr. Budi, after this we go directly to the prison where Brother Reno is detained, "I said.

Bik Siti gasped from sipping her drink, as well as Pak Budi who looked shocked and immediately turned to me.

"Son Rani what else would you like to see Nak Reno?, "asked Bik Siti worried and astonished.

Mr. Budi also chimed in on the word Bik Siti. "Yes Nak Rani, why would Nak Rani still want to meet Nak Reno? shouldn't Nak Rani no longer have to meet Nak Reno, it's also for the good of Nak Rani herself. "

I stared at Bik Siti and then at Pak Budi. "There is something Rani has to find out Bik Siti and Pak Budi, "I said.

"What's Nak Rani if Bik Siti can know?, "ask Bik Siti seriously.

"Rani can't say it now Bik, but it's important for Rani, "my answer convinced Bik Siti.

"Does Nak Fariz know that if Nak Rani is going to meet Nak Reno?, "ask Pak Budi turned to me and looked forward.

I shook my head, "No Mr. Budi please do not say anything to Ustad Fariz, because Rani does not want to disturb Ustad Fariz who is focusing on preparing for the wedding of Kak Rafa and Wirda, "I asked.

Mr. Budi seemed to think and did not support my choice, as well as Bik Siti. But once again I tried to convince the two of them that my decision to see Reno would not jeopardize my situation. So with a heavy heart Bik Siti and Pak Budi also fulfilled my request.

Pak Budi then turned the car he was driving, to Lapas where Kak Reno is now held.

"Bismilbornrahmanirrahim.Subhaanalladzi sakhoro lana hadza wa ma kunna lahu muqrinin, wa innaa ilaa robbina lamunqolibuun.The holy glory of Allah makes this easy (vehicle) for us and we do not associate for Him, and verily we shall return to our Lord, "my words slow and low.

The wheels of the car drove.

***

Arriving at Lapas where Kak Reno was detained. Bik Siti and Pak Budi got off the car and accompanied me. Bik Siti this time took my hand and Pak Budi brought the clothes and food that I would give to Kak Reno. In my footsteps I saw a face full of anxiety and worry drawn from the look of Bik Siti and Pak Budi. Until repeatedly Bik Siti asked me if I would really see Brother Reno again. And I firmly answered yes, so Bik Siti could not prevent my desire. After handing over our luggage to be checked by the officers at the prison, while waiting for permission so that I can meet Brother Reno. Me, Bik Siti and Pak Budi also sat waiting for the officer to invite to swipe and meet Kak Reno, after checking our identities.

" Bik Siti, just follow Nak Rani into yes Nak, "ask Bik Siti a little pushy.

Mr. Budi also chimed in on the word Bik Siti as well. " Pak Budi also accompanied Nak Rani, at least just in case. If until the word sorry happens something to Nak Rani, I can not bear the anger of Miss Princess, Nak Fariz and other Imandar family."

Mr. Budi looked at me with anxiety, then I saw excessive worry from the face of Mr. Budi and Bik Siti allowed the two of them to come with me to go inside and beside me .

Not long after that, the prison officer let me into the room of the prisoner to meet Reno.

My footsteps immediately accelerated so that I could immediately enter the room besuk inmate, but Bik Siti's embrace seemed to hold my steps and felt heavy to hurry up immediately. I know Bik Siti is very afraid if Sister Reno does things that can endanger me, after all the abusive actions of Sister Reno that she had done to me first.

It did not feel the three of us had arrived at the room besuk inmates provided in the field. Bik Siti and Pak Budi were so very caring for me, not leaving me in the slightest. They flank me like a child who is so protected by both parents.

My gaze was fixed on the footsteps walking into the room where I was standing right now. And sure enough it was the footsteps of Brother Reno who was followed by a warder officer. From quite a distance away and for the first time after so long my sight returned, I was able to immediately see Brother Reno.

My steps stopped instantly, after seeing the condition of Brother Reno that so shocked me. Mr. Budi and Bik Siti looked at me simultaneously, after they found me silent for a moment when Brother Reno appeared before me.

"What's the matter, Rani? Why silent? Is Nak Rani okay?, "asked Bik Siti worriedly by keeping my arms.

I was still silent in my daydreams, seeing the state of the appearance of Brother Reno that so seized my attention.

O Allah, is it true that the man standing before me is Brother Reno, I said in my heart as if I did not believe what I had seen.

Once again Bik Siti called me while patting my cheeks so that I would wake up from my daydream.

"Son Rani... Nak Rani's.. Son Rani, "call Bik Siti over and over again.

I was shocked and immediately responded to Bik Siti's call. "Akh, iy... Yes Bik, "my answer was stamped.

Bik Siti looked back at me doubtfully.

"Sir Rani sure you still want to meet Nak Reno?, "asked Bik Siti.

I nodded my head too.

"Yes Bik, come on, "take me.

From a distance Brother Reno who was accompanied by a prison guard continued to look at me with a face of disbelief in my arrival. His eyes were visibly glazed with puddles of tears floating on the surface of both eyes. His face was so shabby with long hair that looked messy and hair that filled the chin area and both ends of his cheeks.

My eyes seemed to be bewitched by his appearance, he was so very different from Brother Reno that I had seen and known before. His eyes looked as if they were empty and full of heartache, which adorned his thin face with sunken eye circles. His body is now increasingly thin not contained. I could hardly recognize him.

Huhhhh..

I exhaled.

Not only myself, Pak Budi also seemed unable to say and his face was full of shock to see the figure of Kak Reno now, but not with Bik Siti who seemed to not care and empathize with the condition of Kak Reno who looked at the eyes.

I bought my daydreams and immediately sat in a chair facing directly with Sister Reno.Bik Siti also directly sat beside me and was very caring for me. While Mr. Budi is still standing put my luggage for Brother Reno which Pak Budi put on the table.

Brother Reno looked at me and did not take his eyes off my face. Bik Siti who saw it as if she did not like it and let out her thumping voice to insinuate Kak Reno directly. However, Brother Reno seemed to be unconcerned and continued to look at me.

Then, Mr. Budi also sat on my other side while whispering to me to immediately say what is the purpose and purpose of my coming here and do not need to linger. I nodded and asked Mr. Budi to be patient for a moment.

"I'm happy to see you seeing Ran again, " said Reno.

I who heard Brother Reno's voice gasped while looking at him.

"Is that the cornea of Roy's eye?, "asked Brother Reno as he continued to look me in the eye.

I nodded but did not say.

Brother Reno moved his chair forward and looked into my eyes with a sharp look and deliberately allowed himself to do so to see the response from Brother Reno after seeing both of my eyes.

"That's not Roy's cornea!, " said Brother Reno loudly.

DEG...

My heart again gasped to hear the words of Brother Reno, as said by Aunt Desi and Wirda. My anxiety increased to strengthen my confidence if something was going on outside of my knowledge. I was still silent and calm, but Bik Siti could not hold back her tongue to ask Kak Reno.

"Why can Nak Reno be sure to say if it wasn't the cornea of the late Nak Roy's eye?, "asked the cynical Bik Siti.

Reno kept looking at my eyes.

"Because I didn't get a sharp look Roy's eyes were typical of me, with a different eyeball color. "

Bik Siti denied Kak Reno's words with a ketus.

"Akh, Nak Reno don't say that, just say if Nak Reno does not like if the late Nak Roy until his departure from this world still continues to give his love to Nak Rani, unlike Nak Reni who can only take away Nak Rani's happiness. "

Brother Reno looked at Bik Siti this time, but he did not reply to Bik Siti's speech that sneered at him. His face looks sad with regret.

Inexplicably seeing Brother Reno like that I became sympathetic and unbearable. Bik Siti seemed to understand the hardness of my heart, then quickly Bik Siti whispered to me. "Son Rani should not be fooled again by her acting. Let's hurry up and get out of here. Aunty doesn't like it if Nak Reno keeps looking at Nak Rani. "

Because of the insistence of Bik Siti and Pak Budi I immediately asked Brother Reno.

"Did Rere ever visit Reno's sister?, "me ask.

Brother Reno raised his head, he looked so happy to hear my voice asking and saying his name.

A small smile decorated Kak Reno's dull and unkempt face.

Bik Siti was again upset to see Sister Reno who was just smiling looking at me and not immediately answering questions from me.

"If asked please answer immediately Nak Reno. Nak Rani needs an answer from Nak Reno, not a smile from Nak Reno who tried to spread his charm to Nak Rani, " said Bik Siti very ketus.

"Sir, "call me slowly.

I looked towards Bik Siti not to say demikan to Kak Reno, but Bik Siti still did not care. Bik Siti really does not respect Kak Reno, in her eyes Kak Reno is bad and will be forever bad.

Reno's sister who found Bik Siti quipped her, did not make herself angry and retaliated. This makes me also surprised at the temperament attitude of Brother Reno who began to disappear slowly.

"Yes Dek Rani, a few days ago Rere came to see Brother Reno here. He offered to cooperate so that Reno would help her, in return for helping to get Reno out of prison quickly, ", Reno told me.

"Then did Brother Reno accept an offer from Rere?, "let me look again.

Not yet Kak Reno answered Bik Siti directly chimed in Kak Reno's words very tightly. "Well of course Nak Reno accepted his offer Nak Rere, because of course Nak Reno wants to be able to get out of jail immediately and make trouble again to the lives of everyone, especially Nak Rani, because in his heart Nak Reno there is only hatred and revenge, is it Nak Reno?,"

"Bik, don't say that, "I said to Bik Siti.

"Lha is indeed the truth Nak Rani, so Bibi asked Nak Rani not to believe her words again, it was enough during this time Nak Rani was made to suffer and get hurt because of the attitude and deeds of Nak Reno. For that Nak Rani come aunty please let us go home immediately and leave this place. Aunty asked for this is the last time Nak Rani came here, if until Nak Fariz and Miss Princess know Nak Rani here, then of course Aunt and Pak Budi will be angry, then of course Bibi will be angry, for letting Nak Rani meet and get into the den of cold-blooded monsters. "

I also looked at Brother Reno who did not flinch at all at the speech made by Bik Siti. Brother Reno looks to remain silent and calm with the look of his face that looks very sad. I don't know why I became so sorry to see Sister Reno's situation like that, as if all her actions and attitudes were so rude and hurt me first. As if disappearing to see his very sad condition in the corner of my eyes at this time.

I tried to calm Bik Siti so that I could keep her speech and speech, but my speech could not knock the heart and mind of Bik Siti who already really hated Sister Renio. So I can no longer linger here with the intention of scraping information about Rere to Kak Reno, because I see Bik Siti who can not control the word.

Every now and then my eyes meet the gaze of Kak Reno's eyes that look so very full of bitterness, his lips as if locked in the look of his face that is so pale and also looks very filled with sadness. He seemed to harbor feelings that he could not express to me, from the look of his eyes I could see clearly there were twinkles of happiness that filled his heartache, when I saw him in front of him. I can't dodge it either, if my heart feels so sorry to see the condition she is in now, but once again I thought maybe this was the right time for Brother Reno to take heart with himself in his nature, his character, his speech, and his character,and his war has hurt and hurt many others .Hopefully, with his existence here, he can inspire all his mistakes and mistakes and can make him a better human being and has a more noble character than Kak Reno before, which I knew before.

And before I left, my little smile was beautifully painted on my face which I gave to her and Brother Reno was a little jolted in shock at that.

"May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala give you patience and ease in facing all the trials of Him, Hasbunallah wa Ni'mal Vice Ni'mal Maula Wani'mannasir. Suffice it to us Allah, the best protector and benefactor, "said me slowly and stood before Brother Reno.

Sis Reno's tears flowed, staring at my departure. He wanted his heart to ask me to visit him. However, there was no more courage in his heart to ask me that. His heart was happy to see me, but there was a sense of loss that enveloped his heart when he saw me too.

The warden patted Reno's shoulder to strengthen her.

In a sobbing Brother Reno broke he kept saying, "I have let the beautiful jewel the Creator gave away from my life, sir. Hix... Hix.. Hix... And now I can only regret his passing after the futility I have done to him all this time. "

In the grief of Brother Reno.

The warden said to encourage him, "Make yourself to be a good man and filled with virtue so that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will bless and respect your wishes, to be able to take back and also get the beautiful jewels that God has taken from you. "

Brother Reno gasped to look at the face of the warden. "Can it still happen, sir?" asked Brother Reno, crying sobbing.

The warden smiled at Brother Reno's face.

" Nothing is impossible in this world, brother Reno, if God wills, for God is capable of turning the hearts of men upside down. And to Him we depend upon all our hopes and do'a-do'a, for God depends, every man must experience saturation, experience the worst state of his life, experiencing a heavy burden that makes him resigned, the chaotic atmosphere always haunts every human being. Therefore, do not give up and give up, for Allah will always be with his servants who will seek and rely on Him. "

Brother Reno who heard the words of the warden, then like getting a new spirit in his heart and mind, he quickly wiped his tears and closed his eyes to remove the sadness from his heart. Not long after, he walked with the warden to return to the holding cell where he is now,with new hopes and beliefs, Reno seeks to strengthen her heart to become the best human being who can fulfill her desire to be able to reunite properly and properly with me.