God's Choice of Mate

Divergence

Accompanied by Bik Siti and also Pak Budi .I will go to the house of Aunt Desi, the residence of the late Kak Roy.

While Wirda remained inside the house and could not get out, because it was in a period of pingitan.

The purpose and purpose of my arrival to the house of Aunt Desi is to carry out the mandate of Aunt Warti and Om Akmal to give happy news about the marriage of Wirda and Kak Rafa that will be held soon.In the course of my heart continues feeling restless and thinking back to what I saw about Rere and the man in the wheelchair with him, where the man's face was very similar to that of Kak Roy .But once again I tried to shake off the anxiety in my heart and mind. Because I don't want to keep thinking about it, which will ruin my meeting with Aunt Desi.

"Why did Auntie see Nak Rani look uneasy like she was thinking of something. Did Nak Rani think of Nak Fariz," said Bik Siti while teasing myself.

Mr. Budi who was driving the car also smiled a little, and also chimed in the words of Bik Siti.

" There's just this Bik Siti. Early in the morning already made a joke with Nak Rani. Later if Nak Rani is upset and angry how? Hayo's? Bik Siti will also be confused later ?," said Pak Budi who focuses on driving.

I also looked at Bik Siti's face with a face full of wonder .While fusing my eyebrows together and looking at Bik Siti firmly, while letting out a short sigh to respond to Bik Siti's words that made me myself only able to shake my head to respond to her words.

"Hahahahaa, "Bik Siti's voice laughed.

" Son Rani is a patient child, there is no way she is angry, besides Bik Siti is also just a joke, rather than seeing Nak Rani look restless and just silent daydreaming. But if Bik Siti makes jokes like this right, the atmosphere becomes crowded, so Nak Rani does not think about strange things," said Bik Siti with a smile and rubbed my head.

I can only smile a little looking at the behavior and polah Bik Siti who sometimes so very surprised me, which is sometimes very soft earthy, but sometimes also very crowded like children. Well, that's Bik Siti with so many colorful personalities who can always cheer me up in every atmosphere .But I also loved him very much, because he was the one who always took care of me and was by my side. Never even left me in my downfall. In the car I then hugged tightly Bik Siti while bringing my cheek closer to her cheek.

"Rani is very sorry with Bik Siti," I said excitedly while kissing her forehead Bik Siti.

Then, Bik Siti laughed while saying to Pak Budi.

"Sir Budi see for himself, right, if Nak Rani is not angry it is because Nak Rani is too bad with me. "

Bik Siti returned a hug from me and rubbed my head. Mr. Budi who heard Bik Siti's words laughed while shaking his head. "Yes.iya anyway Bik Siti is his favorite Nak Rani. "

The three of us laughed happily in the speed of the car driven by Mr. Budi at a rate not too fast. It is a simple thing that may not be so fancy & yet it can make my heart feel calm and much better. The presence of Bik Siti and Pak Budi in my life has its own place in the journey of my life, both of which are very important and valuable to me.My eyes occasionally look at the faces of Bik Siti and Pak Budi. They both have been considered as my own biological parents, and in my breath while holding Bik Siti's hand fingers, ' he said ,my heart continues to chant do'a for the good and happiness of my two surrogates namely Pak Budi and Bik Siti.

Rabbanagfir lana wa li`ikhwaninallazina sabaquna bil-imani wa la taj’al fi qulubina gillal lillazina amanu rabbana innaka ra'ufur rahur rahim.

O our Lord, forgive us and our brethren who have believed before us, and let us not allow evil in our hearts against those who believe. O our Lord, Verily Thou art Most Merciful, Most Merciful.

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Not long after we arrived at the courtyard of Aunt Desi's house.I and Bik Siti immediately got out of the car. While Mr. Budi still turned off the car engine and took some parcels left by Wirda's parents that will be given to Aunt Desi. I walked while embracing Bik Siti's arm, and my eyes looked towards the vast tropical garden land in front of the courtyard of Aunt Desi's house. From my eyes I saw Aunt Desi sitting comfortably in a beru gazebo with some people nearby. I immediately invited Bik Siti to approach Aunt Desi who was in the Gazebo while looking at the fish pond that is quite large near the Gazebo, and Mr. Budi also seemed to know where my steps and Bik Siti would go, so Mr. Budi just followed us from behind.

" Assalamualaikum, "my words greet Aunt Desi.

Hearing my voice Aunt Desi and also some people nearby turned their heads while returning the greetings I said. "Wa'alaikumsalam Warahmatullahi Westarakatuh," replied Aunt Desi.

Aunt Desi was so surprised and flabbergasted at my arrival with Bik Siti and Pak Budi .He who was originally sitting directly stood up while running small towards me and directly hugged me tightly.

"O Allah turns out you are Ran, "he said in a voice where his tears flowed.

Then, Aunt Desi took off her embrace from me and changed into holding my face with both fingers, while looking at my face with the look of her eyes that were so shady also still look cute. "Sorry aunt Ran, because auntie did not have time to visit you in the hospital. Miss Putri has informed her aunt of the success of corneal transplant surgery of your eye, and the aunt feels very happy .But you know for yourself Ran, after Roy's death, aunty wasn't too strong to get out of the house, because Aunty is still in a condition that is still not able to support the body and mind of the aunt while outside. Aunty is also sometimes carried away by the atmosphere of sadness considering the shadows Roy who still crossed.Especially if you see the cornea of Roy's eyes are in the gaze of your eyes dear, aunty will not be strong because it will make aunty feel if Roy is still near the aunt, Hiks..Hiks..," said aunt Desi while crying.

I smiled and held Aunt Desi's handcuffs."Yes Aunt. Rani understood and the aunt did not have to grieve yes, "my words while wiping the tears of Aunt Desi from her cheeks.

Aunty Desi nodded and invited me, Bik Siti and Pak Budi to come with her to sit back at the Gazebo, while introducing the three of us to the people sitting nearby Aunt Desi, none other than his brother. Then after me, Bik Siti and Pak Budi sat in the Gazebo the whole family of Aunt Desi was out of the way and went into the house ,while telling the household assistant Aunt Desi to prepare food and drinks and serve them to us. Aunty Desi also dared herself to look me in the eye with a fixed, in the view of her face looks like an expression of doubt, disbelief, researching and like thinking .I also saw the expression on Aunt Desi's face looks so strange and feels awkward. Just ask him directly.

"What's up Auntie? why is Aunt Desi looking at me like that? Is there any strangeness that aunty sees?,"I asked with curiosity.

Aunt Desi took a short breath, then continued to look me in the eye while saying.

" Yes Ran. Aunty thinks when aunt looks into your eyes aunt can feel the vibration of her eyes Roy .But after the aunt saw and carefully examined the aunt felt if it was not Roy's cornea, the color was also very different. Moreover, auntie did not feel any vibration from the gaze of your eyes. Really sure Ran, it's like it's not the cornea of the son of Aunt Roy," said Aunt Desi to tell me his heart.

Mr. Budi and Bik Siti who were near me also looked surprised by the words conveyed by Aunt Desi, as well as myself. Where the words of Aunt Desi again reminded me of the words of Wirda who said that the color of my eyes was not the same as the eye color owned by Kak Roy. DEG...DEG...DEG...

So increased the anxiety of the look on my face, after hearing the words of faith from Aunt Desi. I thought seriously in my silence too.

Then whose eyes are in my eyes, I am in my heart.

What an extraordinary dilemma raged in my heart, my mind was again reminded of Rere who I saw, somehow my heart related all the events that happened to Kak Roy with Rere. Oh my God, what is this. Help me to find out the truth of all these problems. Allahumma inni as - alukal huda wa sadaad. O God, I ask You for guidance and truth, I said in my heart.

Aunt Desi, Bik Siti and Mr. Budi looked at me.

"What's the matter Ran? What are you thinking?, " asked Aunt Desi restlessly.

I also looked at Aunt Desi with a confused look.

" Aunty Is after the death of Kak Roy. Did Rere ever come here?." Aunt Desi shook her head while shrugging her shoulders, with her lips slightly raised upwards .

"No Ran, after the incident of that time , when Roy was going to be buried it was only the last time Rere came here , after which he never again came . Especially to ask the state of aunt by phone was also never at all. "

It seems like there really is something wrong that Rere is trying to hide from all of us, I muttered inwardly. But I didn't tell Rere my suspicions to Aunt Desi ,because of seeing the look on the face of Aunt Desi who increasingly looks gloomy and full of questions.I also shifted the conversation to my purpose and purpose and Pak Budi and Bu Siti came to his house. With great expectations Aunt Desi is not getting anxious and worried thinking about the difference in color of Korea my eyes and Kak Roy, because I was really afraid if Aunt Desi became drop and fall ill. If you find out there's a real weirdness going on.

Slowly I clasped Aunt Desi's hand and threw my smile at her. "Aunty.Tante does not need to worry and worry like that, God willing if Rani is given time off Rani will often play here with Bik Siti and will also invite Pak Budi ya Aunt, "I said to Aunt Desi so she wouldn't look moody. "Is that really Ran?" asked Aunt Desi looking at me.

I nodded my head, too ."Yes Aunty Insha Allah."

Then the face of Aunt Desi also looks sumringah and happy.

"Tante really hopes you often play here Ran, because aunt often feel lonely and aunt will certainly be very happy if you can also stay here occasionally. So that the aunt can also exchange ideas and share with you, "said Aunt Desi with a little tone asking me.

"Yes Aunt .Insha Allah, aunty just pray. May God allow both of our intentions yes auntie" I said.

Aunt Desi smiled as she gently patted my hand.

"Oh yes Aunt .Rani until forgetfulness will mean and the arrival of Rani to the aunt house, which is to give an invitation. A little while ago Aunt Rani looked for her invitation first, it seemed tucked in a bag ," I said while looking for the invitation in the bag.

Aunt Desi scrunched her forehead thinking.

"Invitation ?whose invitation is Ran?," asked Aunt Desi while looking at me.

But before I answer it Bik Siti has chimed in and answered questions from Aunt Desi .

"Wirda nak and Rafa Bu Desi's wedding invitations" said Bik Siti with a smile.

Aunt Desi was surprised. "Well! Wirda and Rafa are getting married?."

"Yes Bu Desi," said Mr. Budi loudly. Aunt Desi who looked surprised then showed a happy facial expression. "Alhamdulillah, I did not expect that Wirda and Rafa would marry and mate. I'm so happy, "sohut Aunt Desi. Then I also gave an invitation to Aunt Desi and Mr. Budi to hand over the parcel entrusted by Aunt Warti and Om Akmal which was then received by Aunt Desi with great joy.

The four of us had a very intimate conversation without talking about my different corneal eye and Kak Roy, because I also do not want to make the happy face of Aunt Desi look moody and think about it after she tried earnestly to recapitulate Kak Roy's departure from her life.

Better after the wedding of Rafa and Wirda, I will say about the problem of the difference in the cornea of my eyes and Kak Roy to Aunt Desi, as well as invite Aunt Desi to find out the truth. But before the wedding of Rafa and Wirda has not been done yet, I should have withstood this suspicion first .In order for us all to focus on the important event for the life of Kak Rafa and Wirda, my inner heart while looking at the face of Aunt Desi who looks very happy about my arrival, Bik Siti and Pak Budi.

Not long after that I , Bik Siti and Pak Budi pampit returned to Aunt Desi to return to the residence Wirda .Aunt Desi looked gloomy when we were going home, because she still missed me a lot and still wanted to tell me a lot, also with Bik Siti and Pak Budi. But after I explained to Aunt Desi about the state of the Wirda family who is currently busy preparing for the wedding of Wirda, and really need our help.Finally with a heavy heart Aunt Desi also understood and understood him. Aunt Desi hugged me tightly with her flowing tears she whispered softly to me. "Often play here Ran, because your arrival will treat the aunt's longing to Roy. Rani is also like her own aunt's daughter, "saying Aunt Desi while kissing my forehead and rubbing my head lovingly.

I nodded my head without saying anything.

I, Bik Siti and Pak Budi also got into the car,while Aunt Desi continued to look at the car that would be driven by Mr. Budi with glazed eyes and a face full of sadness. Aunty Desi also looks pensive while waving her right hand to see the car driven by Mr. Budi drove away from her home residence.

Even in the car I still keep thinking about the words of Aunt Desi and relate them to the words of Wirda and Rere. My heart is so anxious to think about the mystery of Rere and Alamarhum Kak Roy.

Bik Siti who saw the restlessness of my heart also rubbed my shoulders to calm my heart.