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"Ran you don't have to think too much about what Rere told you, "Wirda said trying to make my heart calm and insoluble in feeling.

"No Wir, I am not saddened by the words Rere said to me .But what Rere said to me has a point, "my voice.

"Then what do you want to do now Ran?Do you want to stop Kak Roy's intention and decision to divorce Rere?" asked Wirda.

I also kept quiet hearing her question.

"Ran, I do not intend to doctrine or intimidate your thoughts and choices at this time. I think Roy has the right to make his choice too. A choice of decisions taken for himself and his life.Kak Roy also deserves to be happy. And as for the decision that Brother Roy chose I beg you better not get in his way and not be swayed by what Rere said. Maybe this is the right time for you and Kak Roy to unite Ran .Because I really know how Roy loves you so much. And if until you block the intention of Brother Roy to divorce Rere then indirectly you have shackled the freedom of his life,shackling her happiness and making her even worse in a bond is a marriage that she never wanted. Same with you Ran," said Wirda while walking and in front of me while sitting half-standing and holding my hand.

"Ran if you think of me as your own friend and sister. Tell me what you really feel? How do you really feel about Roy ?Do you have the same feelings of love for Roy or do you love others?" Wirda asked very seriously.

" I'm sorry Wir, I can't answer all the questions you've asked me, "my words to Wirda were slow.

"But why Ran ?Do you not trust me?" asked Wirda again.

"It's not like that Wir. Honestly, I still doubt and worry about my heart all this time. I consider Brother Roy as my closest friend like my own brother. And to give my feelings to him then I'm not sure of Wirda. I doubted and completely I did not believe my heart. Do I like or love Roy? but indeed his presence made me calm and his presence also helped me get through very difficult days and felt heavy .But now our path has indeed been different Wir. It is also inappropriate for me to answer your question because Roy already has a life partner who loves him very much Rere" I replied to Wirda.

"Ran why are you still saying the word Rere again, " said Wirda annoyed.

"Because Rere is already part of Kak Roy Wir's life. The name Wirda has been coupled and linked with the name Kak Roy. And Kak Roy must realize that like it or not as well as I do. If I may choose I also want to escape the shackles of marriage that torment me so much like this. Sometimes I want to get away from Reno, but it's not as easy as I thought. It's not all as easy as I thought. Because many lives are connected in this forced marriage.You also know Wir, how cruel the Suprapto family. If I go away from their families .So just like they did to your father and Roy's family. And for that I don't want to repeat the same mistake again, "I said to Wirda.

Not long after that Mr. Budi came while carrying a few cups of drinks towards me ."Well, here you have brought warm milk for Wirda, Nak Rani and Bik Siti, "Say Mr. Budi with a smile and put a cup of warm milk drink near the chair next to Bik Siti. "Thank you Mr. Budi," said Bik Siti who had since listened to my conversation with Wirda ."Why would Wirda sit half standing underground like that?" asked Mr. Budi.

"It's okay Mr. Wirda is just chatting with Rani," replied Wirda to Mr. Budi. Mr. Budi then a little surprised, "Is Nak Wirda chatting with Nak Rani?," asked Mr. Budi with a face of disbelief.

"Yes Sir. Alhamdulillah now Rani is willing to talk and he has been smooth talking and saying everything as usual," Wirda explained to Pak Budi.

Mr. Budi smiled with pleasure. "Alhamdulillah O Allah. Mr. Budi was very happy to hear it, "said Mr. Budi full of gratitude ."Oh yea. Then this is Rani to receive this warm milk and drink," said Mr. Budi while putting a cup of warm milk in the grip of my right hand. "Sir Budi who bought it you know and must drink yes son, "said Pak Budi while gently rubbing my veil cloth.

"Yes Mr. Budi thank you sir, "my word.

" Yes Nak Rani. Both boys, "sahut Pak Budi who has moved to sit next to Bik Siti.

"If you can know what Wirda and Nak Rani are talking about?" asked Mr. Budi. Wirda who was sucking warm milk from a straw on the cup then replied to Pak Budi's question, "We are talking about Kak Roy and Kak Reno, Pak Budi," replied Wirda.

"Oh yes, Nak Roy had met the father.Nak Roy told the father if today he could go home. Then son Roy asked the whereabouts of Nak Rani because he wanted to go home also wanted to know the condition of Nak Rani. Well then I told all the circumstances of son Rani to son Roy. Then when Nak Roy heard and knew the condition of Nak Rani.Suddenly son Roy cried bitterly and asked the whereabouts of son Rani. Roy's son was crying so hysterically that he got scared and panicked. I'm afraid something will happen to Roy because he just recovered. I want to catch up with Nak Roy. But since you already ordered drinks and queued. So you did not have time to stop Nak Roy," said Mr. Budi at length.

"Oh yeah roughly. What is Roy doing and saying here?" asked Mr. Budi with an anxious face.

Hear questions from Budi . Bik Siti who was drinking warm milk immediately finished the milk and answered Mr. Budi's question .

"Son Roy was here crying very hysterically Mr. Budi. He was like a dazed and disoriented person knowing the condition of son Rani now. Bik Siti who saw him also felt sad and cried. He is like a person who feels very guilty for the loss of vision experienced by Nak Rani. Really Bibi never saw Nak Roy until as sad as Mr. Budi.Lalu Nak Roy expressed his desire to divorce his wife Nak Rere, ", said Bik Siti.

"Yes Allah. I can't imagine Roy's condition. But where is Nak Roy now?, "ask Pak Budi.

"Entah, Mr. Budi. Nak Roy just left with a face that is still so sad, " replied Bik Siti again.

"I know for sure Nak Roy feels very devastated by the circumstances that Nak Rani is experiencing now, " said Mr. Budi.

Seeing Rani's expression carried away when Pak Budi and Bik Siti called Kak Roy's name. Wirda immediately turned the conversation of Bik Siti and Pak Budi towards another topic that is not about Kak Roy's sadness for the loss of Rani's vision.

" Oh yes, Mr. Budi. Then now how is the development of the case of Kak Reno who has been reported by Kak Fariz?," Wirda asked Pak Budi.

I don't know if Ustad Fariz has reported Reno to the police. Immediately I felt surprised to hear Wirda's question to Mr. Budi. "What do you mean by the question that Ustad Fariz has reported Reno to the police?" I asked in surprise to Wirda.

" Do you not know Ran yet if Ustad Fariz has reported violence committed against you and Kak Roy to the authorities, "wirda asked me.

" No, "I answered while shaking my head.

Because of hearing Wirda's question, my heart became curious and immediately asked the truth about the statement from Wirda's remark to Mr. Blal. "Sir Budi, is it true that Ustad Fariz has reported Brother Reno to the police?" he asked quietly. Mr. Budi who was also a little surprised at my question. Long enough to think about answering my question ."Yes Nak Rani.What Nak Wirda said is true," replied Mr. Budi a little hesitant and laid out.

"Then how is the development of Ustad Fariz's report to Reno's brother now, Mr Budi?," I asked again to Mr. Budi.

"At this time Nak Reno has been detained by the police and is being examined, " replied Mr. Budi to me. Hearing the words of Mr. Budi, I was silent. Wirda who saw me suddenly became silent with astonishment asked me, "Why did you become silent like that Ran? Do you feel sad Brother Reno reported by Ustad Fariz to the Police ?Does this news make you feel uncomfortable?" Wirda asked with curiosity. Heard Wirda's question. I was silent for a moment and took a few deep breaths and said, "I was just thinking about what my grandfather, Mr. Sugeng and Ms. Sri would do to Ustad Fariz, Wir .I'm afraid they'll hurt Ustad Fariz and Kak Roy again. They certainly will not stay silent to see their favorite son reported to the police.Especially at this time Kak Reno is in custody. Surely they will be very angry and vent their frustration blindly to everyone, especially Ustad Fariz. And I don't want Ustad Fariz to get into the trouble I'm dealing with, "I told Wirda.

"Then where is the existence of Ustad Fariz now Mr Budi?, "tanyaku to Pak Budi.

"Nak Fariz and his younger brother Nak Rafa are now completing bill payment administration during Nak Rani's hospitalization. And also take the prescription drug that will be taken home Nak Rani," replied Mr. Budi .

But after that Ustad Fariz came with his younger brother Rafa.

"Well this is Ustazd Fariz, " said Mr. Budi while telling me that Ustad Fariz was now near us.

"What is Mr Budi?" asked Ustad Fariz who heard his name called by Mr. Budi. "Look Fariz, son Rani asked about Fariz's report to Nak Reno. Nak Rani is worried that the Suprapto family will hurt and cause trouble to Nak Faris" Mr. Budi told ustad Fariz.

Hearing the words of Mr. Budi Ustad Fariztersa small smile. Then Ustad Fariz sat in a chair opposite Budi and Bik Siti not far from where I and Wirda were, followed by her sister Rafa. "Dek Rani doesn't have to worry and worry about me. All of this is part of the effort I made to eliminate the tyranny committed by the Suprapto family against the self of Dek Rani ,Deck Roy and all those affected by the attitude and behavior of the family.And Dek Rani need not feel afraid or anxious because there is Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala as good as the protector and guardians I am against from the unwanted bad things of the Suprapto family. At least this is the right time for them to introspect themselves and stop committing crimes and hurting others, "Ustad Fariz told me.

I was silent to the words of Ustad Fariz.

"I know this is a tough thing for Dek Rani to accept. But Dek Rani must also have confidence that Dek Rani can also be free from the shackles of their evil. After this, Dek Rani can file a divorce lawsuit against Dek Reno and be freed from the Suprapto family's confinement .So that Dek Rani can start rearranging a new life better without intimidation from their families. But before Dek Rani parted ways with Dek Reno.Maka for a while Dek Rani lived first with Dek Wirda at his residence and also Bik Siti will participate with Dek Rani. I and Mr. Budi and my brother Rafa will continue to monitor and monitor the movements of the Suprapto family so as not to arbitrarily and disturb Dek Rani as well as the family of Dek Wirda. What about Dek Rani ?does Dek Rani have any other views or thoughts on this matter?," asked Ustad Fariz to me who was silent.

"Before Rani wanted to say thank you very much to Ustad Fariz who has helped Rani a lot .From starting to take care of all Rani's needs, medical expenses and hospital bills and help solve Rani's problems. May Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala repay Ustad Fariz's kindness with the best recompense and double reward" I said slowly.

"Aaamin ya robbal alamin, "well Ustad Fariz while continuing his words again,"Dek Rani did not have to think about all these things. Now the most important Dek Rani focus on healing Dek Rani and solving the problem of Dek Rani to the Suprapto family .After that, Dek Rani thought of something else, "take Fariz to me.

" Yes Ustad Fariz Thanks for the advice. If Rani can say something can tomorrow after Rani gets home from the hospital. Ustad Fariz and the others accompanied Rani to meet Reno's sister in custody, "tanyaku to Ustad Fariz.

"Lho wants Rani for what else to meet with Nak Reno?," asked Bik Siti who looked shocked by my wishes.

"Yes Ran. Why do you want to meet Reno. Later if he does bad things again to you how?" Wirda asked anxiously as well.

" I want to directly provide my divorce papers to Reno, ", I told Wirda.

"Yes Wir. God willing I was convinced and resolved to put an immediate end to this forced marriage and move away from the Suprapto family" I told Wirta again.

"However before that will Ustad Fariz help Rani with my farewell letters to KakReno?" I asked Ustad Fariz.

"Dek Rani is calm, I will prepare a special lawyer to help Dek Rani file a divorce lawsuit against Dek Reno as soon as possible. And I will also be ready to accompany Dek Rani to meet Dek Reno to avoid the rude and unexpected things that Dek Reno can do to Dek Rani, ", said Ustad Fariz.

"God willing, the decision that Dek Rani makes is the best decision and I hope Dek Rani does not think anymore, do not feel afraid and do not feel alone. Because we are all here to accompany and always support Deck Rani.For that Deck Rani must be strong and continue to try optimistically to live life as before while waiting for an eye donor for healing Deck vision Rani.So that the vision of Dek Rani can return to normal. But before that Dek Rani must be patient and must not give up" said Ustad Fariz slowly and gently to me.

"Yes Ustad Fariz, "my words while crying.

Ustad Fariz smiled at me and so did the others.

"Well then Dek Rani should go back into the hospital room to rest again before preparing to go home" Ustad Fariz told me.

And soon Wirda pushed my wheelchair into the inpatient room where I had been treated .Followed by everyone who accompanied me.

This time I felt much calmer and better than before.

Though God has taken my sight. But God did not allow myself and loneliness to undergo this test.

There are good people who continue to be with you, namely Wirda, Bik Siti, Pak Budi, Kak Roy, Ustad Fariz who always support and encourage me to live my life now.