God's Choice of Mate

Choose to remain patient

I walked slowly withstanding the raining pain in my heart and soul.

Throw up every piece of my body.

Knowing the truth is so painful.

I closed my eyes for a moment and wanted to forget everything that happened all of a sudden.

Ughhhhhh.....

I took a deep breath so long.

With a tight chest and vibrating lips.

Then I grabbed my chest by leaning against the corridor of the hospital wall.

I don't feel my tears drip slowly.

"Astaghfirullah.Laa yukalifullahu nafsan Illa wus'aha", my words sobbed slowly.

God does not burden a person beyond his means.

I believe that verse.

God loves those who are patient.

Advice from the late mother who always ring in Rani's ears.

I started to bury my sadness.

Ughhhh.....

Akhhhh....

I wiped my tears with my hands and my veil.

I must be strong, God be with me, my inner heart.

Not long after, I had arrived to see Wirda while carrying two bottles of mineral water and torn bread for him and his mother to eat.

Wirda looked at me with a slightly glowing face.

He stood straight up to me.

"Ran, Alhamdulillah all papa treatment has been financed and all assets seized and frozen by the state have been returned.The accusation of gratification to papa has also been revoked," said Wirda spirit.

"Yes Wir, alhamdulillah I am happy to hear it.Now you focus on the healing of your papa ya.Oh..Yes and this is mineral water and bread for you and your mama eat.You definitely have not drank and ate anything right?,"rani asked while giving Wirda a plastic bag.

Wirda nodded and received a plastic bag from Rani saying, "Thank you Ran, "while lightly hugging Rani.

"Yes, we're with your mama" I asked.

"Thank you Ran," said Mama Wirda.

"Tante why say thank you, Rani did nothing for Auntie and Wirda" I said as I rubbed her hand gently.

"There's a kid, Rani did a great thing to Auntie, Wirda and Om," she said sadly.

I was thinking of looking at him.

"We owe you a favor, son" he said as he pulled my hand to sit beside him.

Wirda was amazed to see the attitude of his mother while sitting next to me.

"Because Rani, today papa Wirda's life can be saved.Because Rani also the name of Aunt's husband became clean again.And because Rani also all the assets of our family's wealth back," said Tante held back crying.

"Ran..so ...all this is thanks to you?,"Sela Wirda was surprised.

How can Auntie know my mumbling in heart and look confused.

While crying Auntie said, "You must be confused Auntie knows where from right?,"asked.

"So Suprapto's family lawyer, Mr. Gukul, explained everything to Aunt Ran about everything that happened" he said softly as he wiped his tears and continued his speech.

"Ran, though,for the sake of the Wirda family, especially Aunt husband, you are willing to endure the cruelty of the Suprapto family.When your life can be a bet, son.Tante is very grateful for all the sacrifices you make son.Tante prayed'a may God always protect and protect take care of you," said Aunt and hugged me.

The warm embrace of a sincere mother without my inner pretense.

"Ran, thank you for everything even though I know your choice by helping me and my family will hurt you a lot.But, you still chose it.Why Ran?," said Wirda in tears who also hugged me.

Not how long I took off slowly the arms of Wirda and his mother.Kutatap their faces alternately while holding their hands together.

"I do this all so that my best friend does not become an orphan like me.For my best friend does not experience the pain and suffering that I feel.The bitterness of living a life without parents who accompany.And because I do not want to see my best friend sad.I want to always see happiness on the beautiful face of my best friend with his parents by his side," I said slowly.

Huhuhuhuhu.....

Hiks...hiks...

Wirda's cries broke...

He hugged tightly without saying anything.

Sf.tuk.tuk....

The sound of shoes coming broke the atmosphere that the three of us felt.

"Excuse me, is there a representative of the next of kin on behalf of the patient Mr Akmal Oktarinto?" asked the nurse, carrying a map in his hand.

The eyes of the three of us turned to see the nurse (sister) who came to us.

Hearing the nurse's question quickly and swiftly Aunty Warti (her mother Wirda) responded to her question.

"Yes sus, I'm his closest family" said Aunt Warti in response.

"Oh ..yes sorry if you can know your mother who is Mr Akmal?," asked the nurse.

"I'm his wife sus and this is my daughter.What's the matter sus?,"Tante Warti asked back.

"Hmmmm.begini Bu, Alhamdulillah now Mr. Akmal's condition has improved.However, the,still in the ICCU (Intensive Cardiology Care Unit) room because it still requires intensive monitoring from a doctor.For that mother can come with me to see the doctor who cares for the mother's husband to get a detailed explanation of the condition from Mr. Akmal in full, "clear nurse at length.

So without lingering Aunt Warti was immediately joined the nurse at Wirda's company.

Bruck...

"Astaghfirullahaladzim..," I was surprised as I held my head and face.

"That's all Roy's files you need" said Reno's brother roughly after throwing a thick map containing Roy's files.

I glanced at Brother Reno.

Then pick up all the sheets of paper scattered on the floor.

"You're the dumbest woman I've ever met.Only for the sake of others let her be miserable.Ckkkkkk.

Still wearing the clothes of patient Kak Reno stood up to me who was bent under him.He draped (crossed) his hands on his chest.

"What's in it for you to help Roy?" he asked.

But I was lazy and did not intend to answer his question.

Seeing my attitude that does not make her brother Reno angry and upset.

"Awwwwww.....Astaghfirullahaladzim O Allah," I said, screaming in pain.

"Taste this!," said Brother Reno as he stepped on the fingers of my right hand.

"Hahahahaa...pain.ini..taste again,"he said pleased by pressing his stronger foot which is based on sandals on my fingers.

I don't know the power from where it comes to me.Bold I push the foot of Brother Reno with my left hand that still carries the map.

When Kak Reno's tall body wavers and staggers about to fall.

I quickly pulled the finger of my hand that he was stepping on.

Then flicking my finger alleviated the pain caused.

Ughhhh.....

Nyut..

The pain is not the play I feel.

Until my eyes glazed over and shed tears.

I saw my fingers red, bruised and wounded.

So heartless Brother Reno, I said inwardly.

I also stood up.

However, all of a sudden before I was able to stand perfectly Brother Reno pushed my body with both hands.

BRuuukkk......

I fell to the floor.

Nyesss......

Pain running all over my body.

"Feel!, 'hardik Brother Reno.

His voice was loud and fierce.

"That's the result if you dare to fight me!," he said as he pointed at me.

"Rani!...," cried Wirda from a distance.

He helped me stand up but I was not able to.

I saw Wird's face was upset.

"You.," Wirda said to Reno.

"Have Wir," I said cutting Wirda's sentence.

I stared at Wirda and shook my head so that he would not continue his words to curse Reno.

"But Ran..," denied Wirda was upset.

But back I signaled to him not to reply.

Slowly Wirda understood and understood my point.

"Hahahaha...are you afraid?,"ledek Brother Reno while walking away from us.

While I just looked at him from a distance while shaking my head while praying,

"Robbanaa afrigh ‘alainaa shobron wa tsabbit aqdaamanaa wanshurnaa ‘alal qoumil kaafiriin".

"That is: O our Lord, grant us patience, and establish our stand, and help us against the disbelievers."

"Are you okay, Ran?" asked Wirda worriedly.

I'm nodding.

Wirda smiled but worried.

"Wir, I have to see Roy in prison" I said as I stood staggering.

Wirda.

"I'm coming with Ran, seeing your condition like this," he said worriedly.

"But your papa,"my question.

"Relax Ran Papa's condition began to stabilize and there was a mother who took care of papa," Jawb Wirda assured me.

"Well, if so" I replied.

I'm walking a little limp with Wirda to where Kak Roy is being held.